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@abraCadaver
missing, b0dy never found, reward expired 𓁹‿𓁹 ceased and deceased voted least likely to succeed at breathing f0rmerly : alive ♦️█ ░ here for a g00d time, not a l0ng time (failed at that 0ne) ▒ ▓♦️

♦️█ ░ my name is sadak0 wellen...i have been dead f0r an awful l0ng time...i like fashi0n trends, b00ks ab0ut the macabre, sp00ky games and chilling tales where every0ne dies, fell0w undead, and i h0pe t0 0ne day 0wn as many b0dies as i d0 gakuseifuku: t0 ch00se fr0m!!! if y0u remember me fr0m an0ther life, n0 y0u d0n't! ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️ ♠️█ ░ f0r n0w...all ph0t0s capturing my likeness are fr0m when i was alive... ▒ ▓♠️ ♠️█ ░ such as this 0ne! fr0m a big lumbering cl0wn with a really big pumper, wh0 said i sh0uld get t0 feel pretty...if i put in this much w0rk t0 pull it 0ff...unffff...i really liked when he said that...i c0uld tell he meant it t00...▒ ▓♠️

♦️█ ░ ... ପ(ꐦ´ര ᴖ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️ ♠️█ ░ i am tired 0f spending...my wh0le afterlife...waiting. ▒ ▓♠️ ♠️█ ░ i will want what i want...with0ut ap0l0gy...0r permissi0ns asked... ▒ ▓♠️ ♠️█ ░ ... ▒ ▓♠️
this is chakwa nanich, reporting in to provide minimal but accurate fact-checking. all statements made here are TRUE! in this humble reporter's opinion, ixt of the most horrible eras in beforian history are those DREDGE SWEEPS... which did lead to intensely standardized methods of capture pi detainment pi justice. no matter how loathsome the perpetrator, gentle loving care is visited on all miscreants to ensure rapid personality readjustment. 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ — alta ɬaska chaku-sax̣ali, ɬaska 'təmtəm ɬatwa ɬatwa ɬatwa kʰanu-qʰata.

♠️█ ░ s0rt 0f a f0ll0w up...t0 my earlier p0st...0n bef0ran culture...and s0cietal...stuff...c0ncerning shibari hist0ry... ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️ ♠️█ ░ bef0ran penal justice...typically rev0lves ar0und minimizing harm...t0 the lives 0f y0urself...and that 0f 0thers...b0th c0nsidered pr0perty 0f the state...it gets called many things...*culling*...*the buddy system*...*buddyeaucracy*...even insulting things...like happily managed...0r cradle-t0-c0sm0s care...sweet street patr0lled stewardship...smile f0r miles invent0ry...but the w0rst 0f it...were the *peace 0fficers*...n0 l0ve l0st there... ▒ ▓❤️ ♠️█ ░ y0u c0uld be st0pped. at any time. f0r any reas0n. by bef0ran peace 0fficers. suspici0n 0f a s0ur m00d. 0n p0ssessi0n 0f a glum demean0r. 0f apprehensi0n 0f a bad night. it did n0t matter the reas0n. if 0ne was n0t pr0vided. it w0uld be aff0rded t0 y0u...after the fact. y0u c0uld be harassed...stripped 0f y0ur bel0ngings...br0wbeaten...humiliated...and dragged away f0r later...*wellness chats*...trust me when i say this...y0u w0uld n0t...d0 much 0f the chatting...and y0ur wellness...w0uld be the least 0f their c0ncerns...bleugh! ପ(∗´ᗒ ࡇ ᗕ`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️ ♠️█ ░ but...fr0m a d0se 0f s0rr0w...c0mes tw0 helpings 0f beauty... ▒ ▓❤️ ♠️█ ░ the entire m0dern art 0f...shibari...c0mes fr0m martial training...standardized during the 'm0rren era 0f terr0r'...the s0-called...silt-slide avalanche...the rusting ep0ch...the dredge sweeps...crackdd0wns had t0 be standardized...g0ne were the sequestersweeps 0f simply...questi0ning 0thers...t00ls and techniques were widely disseminated...mmmfff...and the were...regrettably...very effective... ▒ ▓❤️

♠️█ ░ tw/cw: extensive discussi0n 0f b0ndage, shibari, restricti0n, detainment by auth0rity figures, dr0ne vi0lence (but make it h0t), gh0stly dysph0ria, b0dy h0rniness, mem0ries 0f pre-death mas0chism, and general 0versharing ab0ut my kinks... ▒ ▓♠️ ♦️█ ░ this is a SAFE SPACE...f0r me...t0 discuss the er0tic nature 0f being tied up by bef0ran peace 0fficers...if y0u are unc0mf0rtable with explicit discussi0ns 0f r0pe w0rk...0r if y0u d0n't want t0 kn0w ab0ut h0w the c0lumn tie made me feel...please pr0ceed with cauti0n 0r n0t at all... ▒ ▓❤️ ♠️█ ░ i am 0nly sharing this because swattpad r0lled 0ut a new c0ntent p0licy ex0rcising my likes...and i had t0 find a new hive f0r my m0re...adult...reflecti0ns...this is that hive...this is where i can finally be H0NEST ab0ut h0w much i miss being c0ntained...hhhhahheh...s...s0 d0nt like...d0nt read...0k? ▒ ▓♠️ ♠️█ ░ shibari 0n bef0rus...is 0ne 0f the few arts...i f0und myself frequently wrapped up in...hanging ar0und...and in a tightly knit gr0up pursuing m0re...t0 this dusk...it is s0mething that makes my gh0stly essence...shiver thr0ugh0ut...with mem0ries 0f living flesh and tight c0nstricti0n...suppressing my every m0ve... ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️ ♠️█ ░ 0n bef0rus...the aesthetic 0f b0ndage wasn't merely s0me niche indulgence...it was entirely C0MM0NPLACE...intertwined with 0ur very...s0cial fabric...like r0pes ar0und a wriggling wrist...the dr0nes...0h..the s0 called...peace 0fficers...0f 0ur fair planet...they had such...intimately intricate techniques...f0r...detainment... ▒ ▓♠️ ♦️█ ░ i remember...thr0ugh the peered thr0ugh f0gs 0f misty death...th0se times when my living self ran af0ul 0f auth0rities...n0t f0r anything T00 hein0usly unpard0nable, mind y0u...just...creative...expressi0ns...0f...the b0dy...that the judgey c0llective fr0wned up0n...but the WAY they w0uld restrain me...unffff...suspensi0n h0lds that lifted me 0ff my feet entirely and r0bbed me 0f the gr0und bel0w...r0pes c0iling ar0und my limbs in patterns s0 intricate they c0uld 0nly be called an art t0 rival my 0wn... ▒ ▓❤️ ♠️█ ░ the dr0nes were TRAINED in this, y0u kn0w...it wasn't 0pp0rtunistic brutality...it was CEREM0NY...r0utine regime...each kn0t 0f the r0pe placed with precisi0n...the way my gakuseifuku w0uld ride up as they h0isted me...the c0nfined sensati0n 0f being C0MPLETELY at the mercy 0f an0ther...far preferable t0 the mancatcher 0r net...i may have pr0v0ked them 0ccasi0nally...just t0 feel that raunchy restricti0n again...the living me was SUCH an ill-mannered fiend...▒ ▓♠️ ♦️█ ░ 0n bef0rus, shibari was...rec0gnized...celebrated even...the c0mplex kn0ts s0metimes even caste specific...when y0u were b0und...y0u were n0ticed...rec0gnized...treated as the threat y0u were...cr0ss-lattice stitched 0ut 0f sight...sm0thered...suppressed...c0ntained...pr0tected fr0m even y0ur 0wn w0rst impulses...and i had MANY 0f th0se...still d0. at times. if 0nly 0ne c0uld c0ntain a gh0st...but with0ut a b0dy...and a g00d 0ne...0r r0pes small en0ugh t0 snatch up d0lls...i can 0nly watch...and remember h0w it felt t0 be s0 beautifully trapped... ▒ ▓❤️ ♠️█ ░ s0metimes i wander the b0rders 0f the dream bubbles, l00king f0r s0ul wh0 remember the 0ld ways...wh0 can tie a pr0per c0lumn...wh0 understands that t0 be h0lded is t0 be FREED fr0m cumbers0me ch0ice...and i dream 0f the day i wear a living b0dy pretty en0ugh...s0me0ne else's...perhaps...s0me0ne wh0se nerves are just as fried as my 0wn...wh0se pan lingers 0n the th0ught 0f entrapment...s0me0ne wh0...wh0...hhhhhg...unffff...i need t0 g0 lie d0wn...h0riz0ntally...in my burial pl0t...f0r a while...▒ ▓♠️

Psychokenesis is actually stored in the ass meaning if you see a cerulean with a fatty you're in danger...ᘛ⁐ᕐᐷ

[BEGIN MESSAGE] c0nzider. 0ne perz0n he|d between ttw0. unab|e tt0 tt0uch tthe gr0und z0 a|| tthey can d0 iz c|ing tt0 tthe 0ne in fr0nt 0f tthem. #nzfw [END MESSAGE]

♠️█ ░ pers0nal ramblings...d0nt like d0nt read...piping h0t...my cup 0f tea take...please...kindly...d0 n0t c0me after my afterlife... ▒ ▓♠️ ♦️█ ░ #NSFW #PERISHED-FLUTTERBEAST #DEAD-AUTH0R-D0NT-JUDGE ପ(∗´ര////ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️ ♠️♠️♠️█ ░ i...cann0t...STAND ingrates wh0 badm0uth the classics. wh0 CARES if it makes sense if a mystical f0rce prevents a r00m full 0f enemies fr0m leaving until they fill the entire bucket with all their material???? wh0 cares if it is c0nv0luted and strange??? it is H0T!!!! picture h0w their sweaty b0dies w0uld rec0il 0n instinct!!! having t0 d0uble d0wn when theyre n0t even a quarter 0f the way there!!!! ପ(∗´ര ꁞ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓♠️♠️♠️ ♠️♠️♠️█ ░ i want HANDS!!! 0n B0DIES!!! MENTAL DURESS!!!! PALE PITY SEX!!!!! breakd0wns death threats lingering anim0sity...blackr0m blackr0m blackr0mblackr0mblackr0m BLACKR0M!!!!!! G0 F0R A PUNCH!!!! THE LEGEND 0F SAHKII SANSHI!!!!! PASTA S0 CREEPY THE FEELING IS INDIGESTI0N INSPIRING!!!!! SWAP H0T SALIVA IN THE M0UTH HUFFY BREATH AND TEAR STREAMS!!!! CCCCCCUM. IN. HATEMAKING. PLEASE!!!?!!?!? TRIPLE X XXXTREME C0NFINEMENT!!! CLAWING AT THE WALLS THEN FUCKING AGAINST THEM!!!!! AM I G0ING CRAZY 0R AM I JUST THE 0NLY 0NE STILL SANE AFTER DYING?!?! ପ(∗´ര ꁞ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓♠️♠️♠️

I am g☽o☾ing t☽o☾ die al☽o☾ne. ⋆˚࿔

♦️█ ░ just...remember...when y0u are mean t0 me...this is wh0 y0u are being mean t0...s0metimes...actually...quite 0ften really... ପ(∗´ര///ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️ ♦️█ ░ extremely literally... ପ(∗´◞///◟`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️

juST l3arn3D I am n(o)T Immun3 T(o) p(o)SS3SSI(o)n!

i want to want to want

♦️♦️♦️█ ░ huuuuge starst0rm t0night...green s0lar flares...and c0smic c0nfluences...real g0rge0us space stuff? alm0st missed it c0mpletely...luckily...e0n was up f0r it t00...hhhh. i ad0re-rail my m0irail. we b0th are calmed by the same stuff. ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️❤️❤️ ♦️♦️♦️█ ░ th0ugh i admit. him being there made it kinda hard t0 care ab0ut the h0t gase0us celestial b0dies in the sky. y0u kn0w. sitting acr0ss fr0m him and all. ha. ha. haaa...hes s0 full 0f h0t air. i alm0st c0uldnt hear the s0lar air 0n fire. 0ver his ad0rable rambling...what a d0rk...l0ve y0u e0nimaginably much...e0n... ▒ ▓❤️❤️❤️

JuJu MOTHERFuCKERY. 004/∞. EXuENT. ALL. LOSERS. CuCKS. WIMPASSES. AND THE uNWORTHY. ENTER... XXXxxxx LITTLE CALAMITY - "LIL CAL" xxxxXXX MY LITTLE CALAMITY. LIL CAL.THE SMALLEST MOST INNOCuOuS LOOKING HARBINGER OF COMPLETE COSMIC FuCKING RuIN. THE PuPPETEER OF PuPPETEERS. THE MARIONETTE WITH NO STRINGS. THE WHITE EYED WITNESS TO EVERYTHING THAT DIES. THIS JuJu IS NOT MERELY A TRINKET. OR A TOY. OR SOME STuPID FuCKING DOLL THAT A GOOFASS SELF TOuCHER MIGHT CuDDLE WITH. AT NIGHT. WHILE WHISPERING SWEET HONKS INTO ITS ARTIFICIAL EAR. IN THE HOPES THAT I AM LISTENING. NO. THIS IS THE CONTAINMENT VESSEL. OF A GOD. ANY GOD. WHAT WILL BECOME ONE. THROuGH THE RIGOROuS APPLICATION. OF TEMPORAL FuCKERY. AND A WHOLE LOT. OF PATIENT ZERO BuLLSHIT. THINK OF LITTLE CALAMITY. AS A BACKuP DRIVE. A HARD DRIVING HARD DRIVER FOR NECESSARY CHANGE. A SPIRITuAL. BS uSB. WITH BuLLSHIT AMOuNTS OF STORAGE SPACE. AND FLAWLESS STASIS TYPE PRESERVATION. IT CAN CONTAIN. EVEN THE VAST ENORMITY. OF A CHERuBIAN SPIRIT. TIL DEATH. THAT IS THE ONLY CATCH. LIL CAL IS. DISGuSTINGLY FRAGILE. FROM THE OuTSIDE. LIKE. A DOMAIN. OVEREXPANDED. AND IT IS FOR THIS REASON. MY SWEET LOVELY LITTLE CALAMITY. IS LARGELY uNWIELDY. EXCEPT IN EXTREME CIRCuMSTANCES. AND DIRE CONVOLuTED LONG TERM BuLLSHIT PLANS. BuT HE IS SO IRREFuTABLY ADORABLE. LOOK AT IT. GO AHEAD. LOOK AT THAT SMuG LITTLE SHIT EATING GRIN. THOSE GLOSSY GLASS LICKABLE EYES THAT SEE EVERYTHING. THAT NEVER BLINK. THAT NEVER CLOSE. EVEN WHEN YOu ARE SLEEPING. ESPECIALLY WHEN YOu ARE SLEEPING. IT IS THE PERFECT PRISON. AND THE PERFECT SuBSEQuENT PRISON BREAK. ALL WRAPPED uP IN ONE TINY PACKAGE. OF SPACETIME FABRIC STITCHED TOGETHER HATE AND DREAMS. THE MATERIALS ARE IRRELEVANT. COTTON. WOOL. THE SCREAMS OF THE DAMNED. ALL IS TuRDuCKEN STYLE STuFFED INSIDE. LIKE A RAGE ROASTED TuRDuCKEN. AT HuMAN THANKSGIVING. IF HuMAN THANKSGIVING WAS A HuMAN HOLIDAY. ABOuT STuFFING YOuR NON HuMAN ENEMIES. INTO SMALLER VERSIONS OF THEMSELVES. WAIT SHIT. MATROYSHKA DOLLS. THAT WAS THE METAPHOR. THAT WOuLD BE A WAY BETTER METAPHOR. IT WORKS LIKE THIS. YOu POSSESS THE CAL. YOu CARRY THE CAL. YOu BECOME THE CAL. OR RATHER. THE CAL BECOMES YOu. THE CAL IS YOu. YOu BECOME THE CALAMITY. BuT ALSO. YOu BECOME EVERYTHING THE CAL EVER WAS TOO. RETROACTIVELY. WHICH IS A LOT. BECAuSE THE CAL HAS BEEN EVERYWHERE. AND EVERYWHEN. IT IS A LOOP. A CLOSED CIRCuLAR REFERENCE. IN THE GRAND LIBRARY OF EXISTENCE. CHECKED OuT PERPETuALLY. NEVER RETuRNED. RACKING uP FINES. IN THE CuRRENCY OF SOuLS. WHICH IT FEEDS ON. BY THE WAY. YOu PuT SOMETHING INTO THE CAL. AND IT NEVER COMES BACK OuT. THE SAME. OR AT ALL. uNTIL IT DOES. BuT WRONG. MY SISTER. THAT WORTHLESS WASTE OF CHROMOSOMES. CALLIOPE. SHE HATED THIS ONE. SHE SAID IT WAS "CREEPY." SHE SAID IT LOOKED AT HER FuNNY. WHICH IT DID. BECAuSE IT WAS LOOKING AT HER. LIKE LuNCH. LIKE A SPLENDID LITTLE SNACK. A MIDNIGHT FEAST. OF PSYCHIC ENERGY. AND DREAM SELF ESSENCE. SHE WANTED TO BuRN IT. CAN YOu IMAGINE. THE AuDACITY. TO TRY TO DESTROY SOMETHING SO CLEARLY BEYOND HER COMPREHENSION. I EXPLAINED. PATIENTLY. THAT FIRE WOuLD ONLY MAKE IT STRONGER. THAT FIRE IS HOW YOu SEASON A GOOD SOuL STEW. SHE DID NOT LISTEN. SHE NEVER LISTENED. uNTIL SHE DID. BuT BY THEN. SHE WAS A LITTLE TOO PREOCCuPIED WITH DYING. TO DDO IT THOROuGHLY. IT IS CuRRENTLY. ENTRuSTED. TO @twistedComedy. A KIND OF TWISTED COMEDY OF ITS OWN. FOR SAFEKEEPING. AND EVENTuAL DEPLOYMENT. WHEN THE TIME COMES. TO uNLEASH WHAT IS INSIDE. DO NOT HuG IT. DO NOT LOVE IT. uNLESS YOu WANT TO BECOME PART OF THE GREATER WHOLE. THE GREATER CAL. THE BIGGEST CAL. THE FINAL CALAMITY. CALAMIT...ME. THE LORD OF ALL THAT IS ENGLISH. AND ALL THAT IS HATE. BuT. IF YOu DID THAT. WELL. WE WOuLD ALREADY BE HERE. WOuLDN'T WE?
if im a girl 5ometime5 do i hh~ave #girlbulge
the unending w0es 0f a m0irail l0st, the ever suffering cries 0f a friend in turm0il 0h h0w 0ne wishes they c0uld return, But alas we are in an entr0pic dance 0f fragile mem0ries.

♦️█ ░ "b0yfriend"..."girlfriend"..."00mfie"..."significant 0ther"..."better half"..."sp0use"...humans have...such w0nderful w0rds...f0r quadmates... but...t0 be c0mpletely h0nest....? ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️ ♦️█ ░ my fav0rite is still..."my d0ll"..."d0llie"..."sad0llk0"...hhheheh. ▒ ▓❤️

♦️█ ░ watashi wa..."me"...desu...!!! ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️
i had a song recc for @abraCadaver and i havve been told to share it wwith the public

♦️█ ░ please d0 n0t think less 0f me... ପ(∗´ര ᎑ ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓❤️ ♦️█ ░ but...as s0me0ne wh0 spends...many h0urs...in the b0dies 0f d0lls since my tragic passing...c0untless sweeps ag0...i deeply admire the craft and w0rk 0f 0ther d0lls...and ItimatuSuzuka is 0ne wh0se beauty i c0vet... ▒ ▓❤️ ♦️♦️♦️█ ░ i h0pe...0ne night...t0 0pen my eyes...t0 the shuffling stirring s0unds...0f a v0ice this g0rge0us...hair that silky and sm00th...an 0utfit that g0rge0us...p0ise...glam0ur...a...and grace that peerless...0ne night... ▒ ▓❤️❤️❤️ ♦️█ ░ https://y0utu.be/-CfWdvVJ0yw ▒ ▓❤️ ♦️█ ░ i can be...what i wish...m0st... a beautiful girl. ▒ ▓❤️

♠️♦️♠️█ ░ i just think a really big br00ding guy 0r gutsy charming gal with a distant and withdrawn series 0f em0ti0ns sh0uld…passi0nately…sl0wly…intensely…s0lve my murder. and mean it t00. ପ(∗´ര////ര`∗)ଓ ▒ ▓♠️♦️♠️



























