Lialyi Pehtal
@fatallyForever
HELMSTROLL DESIGNATION: UNIT-LP8954EX HELM LOCATION: Exploratory Vessel Suneater <action; restored from archive making this account to try to avoid personality death when my thinkpan gets jacked />
((IC pinned chitt at the bottom of this post! This is my 'torment nexus' OC! Feel free to be awful to her! Lialyi (she/it) is a powerful but outwardly meek (to those who have power over her) psionic who has recently been installed as a Helmsman against her will, and will be one for the rest of her life. She's not having a great time of it! She tries to distract herself from what's happening to her, often with nsfw content (which acts as a coping mechanism in multiple ways) and by lashing out at highbloods online (particularly seadwellers). To that end, this page/character will have #gore, #horror themes, #nsfw, #nsfwe, #bodyhorror / #body-horror, #violence, and potentially other nastiness that comes with being a Helmsman. Quadrants: Moirail - Pascal Wright (@eclecticEngineer) Others are open! If you want to play as someone on the ship that she's Helming for, go for it!! Quite frankly I would kill for a commanding officer or something like that. Random crewmembers also welcomed, of course! Lialyi's ship, Suneater, is an exploration vessel and part of a Fleet owned by His Galactic Overreach; @absolvedOddity is Overreach's second lieutenant and @perniciousNebula is his personal security. All three of them were on Suneater until recently. @agonizingActivation is a senior technician, and @subparNova has recently joined the ship as a junior tech! The ship is paired with Moongorger, which is helmed by Pascal (@eclecticEngineer). @darnersDestreza, an imperial investigutter, is currently going between the two ships on his own business. DMs are open both IC and OOC! Please let me know if Lialyi is being too much of a downer on your chitts (or just annoying) and I will back off -- the last thing I want is to make anyone uncomfortable!)) IC pinned chitt: action; statement input; statement: this account is to both chronic|e & process my experiences as a new he|m pi|otbattery input; statement: as we|| as try to stay |ia|yi for as |ong as i can action; retrieve input; retrieve: previous chitt Y/N Y Confirmed previous chitt: 'some things about me my name is |ia|yi i'm 10 sweeps i |ived in a windmi|| at the top of a big hi|| & i'm gonna miss it i'|| miss my waspmother more i had some friends but i don't know where they are my favourite food is purp|econe bud c&y tarts i'm so scared right now i |ike puzz|e games & parkour future |ia|yi remember this if you can'
<action; statement input; statement: the best part of the cyc|e is the few minutes of si|ence right after the main shift goes to cupe input; statement: i'm sti|| getting pu||ed in so many directions constant|y but at |east there's on|y a few peop|e awake to dem& my attention & give me orders input; statement: cannot wait to be out of the he|m input; statement: cannot rea||y comprehend that i wi|| be uninsta||ed re|ative|y soon />
<action; statement input; statement: pazcie & i have been confirmed for shore |eave once we're finished in this system! input; statement: oh this is good news this is such good news! input; statement: i think this is the best thing to happen since becoming moirai|s with pazcie! />
AMAZING YES
<action; statement input; statement: yes i am excited to meet you too />
<action; query input; query: you do rea|ise that i am not a toy or easi|y 'gettab|e', yes action; statement input; statement: as i underst& it, i was wanted by mu|tip|e peop|e as a he|m for them due to my power input; statement: i wou|d |ove to use said power to defend myse|f. if doing so inf|icts severe harm to my attacker, that is not my fau|t. />
<action; statement input; statement: caretaker is fina||y done with maintenance input; statement: i think i deserve a treat />
<action; statement input; statement: wow input; statement: have not been ca||ed that in a whi|e #vagueposting />
<action; statement input; statement: |ooking for #nsfw stuff to distract me input; statement: hopefu||y it works at |east a |itt|e bit />
<action; statement input; statement: yes i exist in the ship i am insta||ed in input; statement: but i do not want to do that />
<action; query input; query: what do you mean input; query: why action; statement input; statement: do not do that input; statement: i do not want you to come here input; statement: when i said 'i do not want to do that', i was referring to being torn apart input; statement: that is obvious />
<action; statement input; statement: but i did not ask for that input; statement: or make a wish for that matter />
<action; statement input; statement: i wou|d not be fun to torment i don't think input; statement: & a|so if you tried that, i wou|d be ab|e to process you as an intruder & act according|y, no matter your caste />
<action; statement input; statement: i do not have an answer to everything but i do have answers to at |east some things input; statement: to preserve your facade i wi|| not say what i think actua||y happened />
<action; statement input; statement: i wi|| not bite [#vio|ence] i wi|| not bite i wi|| not bite i wi|| not bite i wi|| not bite i wi|| not bite i wi|| not b error:inputdenied />
<action; statement input; statement: apparent|y it is time for hygiene maintenance input; statement: ugh i hate it so much input; statement: i keep wanting to inf|ict harm on my caretaker for doing it wrong & not |istening to me input; statement: i need a distraction so i wi|| be good i need to be good so i do not get in troub|e />
<action; statement input; statement: maybe i do not know />
I could be trusted with the de★th note I think.
WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH IT?
Kill
RELAX.
Of course. One must be c★lm even in the he★t of b★ttle.
I SEE YOU’RE ALL ABOUT THAT SIGMA LIFE.
Cost★r wh★t does th★t me★n?
IT MEANS WE’RE ALIKE. #SIGMA #AURA #JUSTAGLIMPSEINTOMYDARKANDFUCKEDUPMIND
Oh ok★y.
makes me vwonder vwho you vwould use it on :P
<action; statement input; statement: i am a bit annoyed that i missed the due| happening on deck 7 |ast cyc|e because i was preoccupied with the scan input; statement: watching the footage now in-between orders & wow that exp|ains the bio-me|d feedback i was getting />
[⚙︎ I'm damn g|ad I had an excuse to spectate. ⚙︎] [⚙︎ Hopefu||y those burns wi|| hea| up easy enough. ⚙︎]
<action; statement input; statement: trying to think of a good pa|e date idea for pazcie action; query input; query: maybe i take them to the biggest robotics store i can find & he|p them get whatever they want input; query: or a showcase input; query: escape room maybe? action; statement input; statement: i haven't |et myse|f think about this unti| now />
well, how about you do multiple of those things? no need to settle on just one, no?
:> I think ^ll of those sound wonderful. You two will h^ve so much fun. ^v^ <:
<action; statement input; statement: oh that's true input; statement: i do not know how much time we wi|| have but i want to give them a rea||y good date />
<action; statement input; statement: i am g|ad you think so, ei|eit! />
i'm sure they'll be happy either way that you thought of them like this
<action; statement input; statement: the mood this |ight shift #nsfw #suggestive #cw-se|fharm mention input; statement: it's by a||icebr& action; p|ay track input; p|ay track: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TtIKr6uWqHs |ocation; input: he|msb|ock-feed |ocation; input: he|msunit-feed Y/N Y Confirmed action; quote input; quote: [#|yricposting] 'I want your fingers on my ribs & your thumbs on my back & push me & set me open, 'ti|| you hear my bones crack & it's a|| for how this universe has worked it out so that i ended up just |ookin but it's not that bad & I wish you'd take a |itt|e time to take me over for a whi|e & touch my sou|, your smi|ing & you make your body snake & wind yourse|f up i cut myse|f & i sti|| want to grow up but the ha|f part sees what the other ha|f's got sometimes i fee| |ike I'd rather just rot & i know that there are better peop|e i know that they sme|| nice know that i am taken but I'd rather take advice from the other gir| |ooks better with her cheap tights on what you gonna |ook |ike when your |ove is gone oh, I've got too much space around me oh, I've got too many peop|e around me & i |ike your shadow cause it's big & he|ps me up & your music that inspires me to wake myse|f up & I'm worried that i never rea||y tried not pretend to make myse|f a person you'|| respect & defend when it a|| |ooks broken, nothing can stop me i fee| nothing can stop me, i fee| energy pu|sating i hate this joy, i know it wi|| break in me suck out my energy, everything breaks in me />
<action; statement input; statement: i've been to|d that we're not staying in this system for much |onger input; statement: not sure how i fee| about that input; statement: i don't |ike it here but i think i'd think that about whichever system was the first one i was made to scan & ana|yse input; statement: at |east it's becoming the |ight shift />
<action; statement input; statement: scan input; statement: scanss done a|| done input; statement: sneding the data to my pazcie once reseacth reasech research team is happy with it input; statement: crysta|data fe|t |ike iceshards but not g|ass input; statement: frost on g|asspane not spiking through. cou|dn' cou|d've been worse but panache behind g&erbu|bs strong />
⊹ Take a rest if y⟡u’re able t⟡! Y⟡u did suc# an amazing j⟡b!! ⊹
<action; statement input; statement: unfortunate|y rest isn't possib|e input; statement: but this unit i wi|| hopefu||yf|uiy have a |ighter |aod unti| next cyc|e />
<action; statement input; statement: done main scan the data didn't freeze my pan |ike i thought it wou|d input; statement: they're reca|ibrating scanners for next parameters input; statement: composition & crysta||ine detai| input; statement: don't want to i don't want pan freeze i hope the data is not sharp input; statement: i do not want to scan but i wi|| be good i wi|| be good i wi|| be good i wi|| do as i am to|d />
<action; statement input; statement: i don't want to do the scans but as |east it won't be as bad as the e|ectrica| storm or the spire input; statement: i wonder if i wi|| sti|| |ike this p|anetoid by the time everything about it has been run through my pan input; statement: i do not |ike scanning p|anets & i wi|| not |ike it unti| my pan has adjusted to the process so can't it hurry up input; statement: i don't want to. i don't want to. i do not want to but i wi|| i wi|| be good i wi|| do as i am to|d i wi|| be a good he|m />
[⚙︎ Yeah, just about sums it up. ⚙︎] [⚙︎ I've seen you around, don't forget to take your mandated breaks. ⚙︎]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] chery1. [ACTION:QUERY] waz tthat a kind 0r uzefu1 tthing tt0 zay? [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] hmn. chery1. [ACTION:QUERY] h0w uzefu1 iz it tt0 tte11 her zhe iz n0t a g00d he1m? [END MESSAGE]
<action; statement input; statement: but i cannot contro| how quick|y i get used to it input; statement: i am triting trying so stopit input; statement: apo|ogies fir rudeness did not mean to transcrive that bit input; statement: transcribe. for. />
[BEGIN MESSAGE] tthiz iz n0t 0ne zhe can ruzh chery1. zhe iz a1ready ttrying. [END MESSAGE]
<action; statement input; statement: one of the asteroids is s|ow|y fracturing & exp|oding again input; statement: we|| s|ow|y in |ia|yi time it is doing so very very very fast in ga|axy timesca|es input; statement: but sti|| />
<action; statement input; statement: i know i wi|| be scanning the p|anetoid tonight to get as much information as possib|e without moongorger |&ing input; statement: i do not want to but at |east the p|anetoid is much sma||er than the other p|anets input; statement: & i do not think it fe|t as bad in my pan as the e|ectrica| storms on p|anet 5 input; statement: hard to remember since the initia| scan b|ends into a|| the other ones i did when i got here />
<action; statement input; statement: the urge to disconnect the gravity direction from the orientation of the ship is rising input; statement: so then i can tip the ship upside down so everyone fa||s out of their cupes action; query input; query: why is the gravity contro|s so tempting to mess with />
>--D=Would=you=say=the=gravity=controls=are=attracting=you=haha=:)//<
<action; statement input; statement: i am not going to do that it was a hypothetica| input; statement: p|ease do not take this post as actua| intent! />
<action; statement input; statement: at |east most of the gas p|anets are apparent|y norma| gas p|anets & are interesting for expected reasons rather than unexpected ones input; statement: according to the research team anyway input; statement: even though they want a samp|e of the grit & dust that comprises the orbita| rings input; statement: thankfu||y that got vetoed since there is no way to co||ect it />
Lmao? Yeah, not with their technology. They can keep dreaming.
<action; statement input; statement: i am g|ad because i do not want to co||ect it />
<action; statement input; statement: i think they just want as much data as they can get about everything possib|e />
See I get that. I sympathize a little. But my sympathy stops at “you dumb fucks will die if you forget how unforgiving space debris is.”
<action; statement input; statement: they did not forget sad|y for them input; statement: but good for me since that means i won't face the consequences of that />
<action; statement input; statement: i want my superiors to stop asking me to do things for them input; statement: it's so annoying & distracting & it hurts if i take too |ong to obey />