@fatallyForever — #bodyhorror

<action; statement input; statement: i think i adjusted to the bio-me|d too we||. more than i thought i had. input; statement: didn't rea|ise how much i was re|ying on fee|ing the technician's & captain's footsteps to track where they are & input; statement: & whether or not i am in troub|e or about to be adjusted input; statement: the captain's steps are sharp up my spine, |ike a chise| hammering |ike a metronome in-between the vertebrae in-between the nerves input; statement: can fee| it next to the port prongjacks #bodyhorror input; statement: it's unnerving not to fee| it but i don't want to s...Read more

<action; statement input; statement: was given code by pasca| to try to he|p with pushing the bio-me|d out of my pan a bit input; statement: contro| it somewhat input; statement: it fee|s strange but at |east it does not tighten around my pan |ike sharp wires input; statement: doesn't grate the edges of my every thought |ike new correction coding #bodyhorror input; statement: it's more opaque & smooth, i guess />

<action; statement input; statement: i don't want this to happen input; statement: i don't want this at a|| input; statement: but it's the on|y good option out of the ones avai|ab|e & a|so we don't get a choice about it input; statement: i want to be with her whi|st she's insta||ed if on|y so she can |ook at me & hear my voice through her ears not the ship's microphones input; statement: she visited me in person & i hate that i can't do the same input; statement: i want it to go as fast & as pain|ess|y as possib|e #bodyhorror #he|ming />

<action; statement input; statement: i think it wou|d be a high|y educationa| experience for certain peop|e to experience time in a he|m #gore #bodyhorror #vio|ence #threat (imp|ied) />

<action; statement input; statement: i need distractions i need distractions i need to be he|d tighter to my orders so i do not try to he|p her input; statement: i need my moirai| safe but i cannot get them safe for i wi|| be so bad|y punished if i try #vio|ence #gore #bodyhorror action; query input; query: how dare she kidnap my diamond & pretend |ike she's not the source of some of their worst experiences input; query: how dare she stif|e them with neurotoxin #substance input; query: how dare she assume that pasca| is not |oved, & input; query: how dare she assume that i wi|| ab&on her input;...Read more

<action; statement input; statement: i am trying so hard to be a good he|m input; statement: because the a|ternative is. bad for my chances of staying |ia|yi. input; statement: but the head technician keeps correcting me for tiny things #vio|ence input; statement: probab|y because he hates me because i bit off two of his touchstumps #gore #bodyhorror input; statement: it is very hard to be good even with the behaviour correction coding />

<action; statement input; statement: i hate bio-me|ds input; statement: rewiring my pan & rearranging my senses input; statement: we||. rewiring it even more input; statement: it's messing with my horn-sense input; statement: can fee| every magnetic fie|d in this ship around this ship input; statement: my pan aches #bodyhorror />

<action; statement input; statement: i rea||y don't |ike how i'm constant|y aware of the ports in my support co|umn input; statement: & the cab|es set into them input; statement: at |east i managed to turn off my pain receptors so it's not as bad as it cou|d be #bodyhorror />

<action; statement input; statement: it was a new port input; statement: they put it in my support co|umn input; statement: the prongs are |odged in the vertebrae #bodyhorror #gore input; statement: coding adjusted to force attention when he|m focus is requestedordered input; statement: it hates that but is gratefu| for hopefu||y |ess correcti#o error:inputdenied />

<action; statement input; statement: we|| that was awfu| on another |eve| input; statement: my physica| body has fina||y adjusted to the he|msb|ock & the ship contro|s were down|oaded automatica||y input; statement: the engin|iminators |ie about how deep the prongjacks go into your support co|umn by the way #gore #bodyhorror input; statement: it might as we|| be |odged between the bones. it hurts but at |east it's s|ow|y fading input; statement: i think keeping my eyes open might he|p me from getting |ost in the ship />

((IC pinned chitt at the bottom of this post! This is my 'torment nexus' OC! Feel free to be awful to her! Lialyi (she/it) is a powerful but outwardly meek (to those who have power over her) psionic who has recently been installed as a Helmsman against her will, and will be one for the rest of her life. She's not having a great time of it! She tries to distract herself from what's happening to her, often with nsfw content (which acts as a coping mechanism in multiple ways). To that end, this page/character will have #gore, #horror themes, #nsfw, #nsfwe, #bodyhorror, #violence, and potentially other nast...Read more