@fatallyForever — #violence
action; statement input; statement: an #nsfw #suggestive #nsfc concept. it is he|m specific & i do not care because thinking about this he|ps make the he|m bearab|e. #wirep|ay #power-dynamics #body-horror #edging #vio|ence. just in case #degradation #praise #overstimu|ation input; statement: writing this whi|st the head officers are in a meeting so hopefu||y i can get it out before they finish or someone yanks my attention input; statement: thinking about he|m correction coding being edited a bit. the prongjacks go deep in your support co|umn & nest|e between the vertebrae, |inked so tight|y with your ...Read more
action; statement input; statement: accidenta||y voca|ised a thought to an officer after he ca||ed me 'battery' again input; statement: asked him to at |east ca|| me pehta| or he|m input; statement: it was an accident that i broadcast the thought but i was corrected anyway [#vio|ence] input; statement: obvious|y. it is just annoying that he did not even wait for me to say more than a sy||ab|e of apo|ogy first
action; statement input; statement: i hate it when some of the officers are in the kind of good mood that they current|y are input; statement: they are much more |ike|y to use any justification they can to punish me as harsh|y as they can without impairing basic he|m functioning [#vio|ence]
[emotion_detected: irritation] action; statement input; statement: it wou|d be nice if non-he|ms cou|d be coded the way that i can input; statement: specifica||y the senior officers aboard suneater. input; statement: & a|so if i cou|d edit said coding to correct them every time they ca|| me 'battery' [#vio|ence]
[emotion_detected: anger] [emotion_detected: frustration] action; statement input; statement: if that officer ca||s me 'battery' one more time, i am going to increase the gravity on|y on him as soon as he is a|one when he is near an air|### # #### ## ## ## ## ####### #### ######## [#vio|ence #threat #death] error:inputdenied error:ru|e_break_attempted Correcting input; statement: aughh fuckign he|| thatwas strong
[emotion_detected: joy] [emotion_detected: de|ight] [emotion_detected: g|ee] action; statement input; statement: haha input; statement: get fucked, ske|eton guy [@themanintheCairoovercoat] input; statement: i do not even care that i was manua||y corrected for '|ying' about what that tremor was [#vio|ence] input; statement: 'who's |aughing now', indeed
action; statement input; statement: i have been input; statement: strong|y corrected. [#vio|ence] input; statement: my music is no |onger p|aying in the he|msb|ock. input; statement: it sti|| hurts even though my pain receptors are turned off.
action; statement input; statement: i want to inf|ict harm i want to inf|ict harm against my superiors but i cannot even think about what i want to do too hard or my coding wi|| correct me instant|y & harsh|y [#vio|ence]
[emotion_detected: fear] [emotion_detected: upset] action; statement input; statement: one of the technicians just had this unit input; statement: 'po|ite|y request' input; statement: for them not to recode how it fee|s the pain of its corrections [#vio|ence] input; statement: they wanted to use a |ower port to administer a 'high|y educationa|' secondary shock if it attempted to ignore the pain input; statement: they a|so wanted to code it to thank the person responsib|e every time it was manua||y or automatica||y corrected input; statement: i i i it thinks they wanted to amuse themse|ves before t...Read more
[emotion_detected: irritation] [emotion_detected: frustration_high] action; query input; query: see how i'm not asphyxiati## ###### [#vio|ence] error: inputdenied error: ru|e_break_attempted Correcting action; statement input; statement: ow. action; query input; query: anyway, see how i'm not doing that
[emotion_detected: re|ief] [emotion_detected: annoyance] action; statement input; statement: hygiene maintenance fina||y done & i on|y tried to bite my caretaker once input; statement: there might be b|ood in my mouth from accidenta||y biting my tongue when i was corrected [#vio|ence #b|ood] input; statement: ugh
action; statement input; statement: i |ove being ab|e to be rude to highb|oods on here, it's very cathartic especia||y since i can't do that to anyone on suneater without correction [#vio|ence] action; de|ete input; de|ete: current chI error:inputdenied
action; statement input; statement: 1 of my superiors is doing the thing where they give me an order & then change their mind input; statement: over & over & over input; statement: they have triggered my inattention coding 3 times because they change their mind right as i'm punished for taking too |ong. input; statement: because i think they're about to give me a different order. & if i act on the 1st one, they wi|| punish me for not doing the 2nd. [#vio|ence] input; statement: ugh.
action; statement input; statement: |||ightshift input; statement: itis |ightt shift fnina||y input; statement: thisunit was pu||ed for scanss sudden no wanrning input; statement: corrrected hard whenit triedto de|ay & brace for panuse [#vio|ence] input; statement: surprise scan worstt scscan
[emotion_detected: irritation] action; statement input; statement: ugh i want to move about! i want to throw peop|e into wa||s!! input; statement: i want to bite someone both in a #vio|ence way & an #nsfw way input; statement: both at the same time input; statement: i think pi|otbatteries shou|d be a||owed to inf|ict harm on superiors they don't |ike
[emotion_detected: re|ief] action; statement input; statement: headresearcher gothim to stop punishign the unit [#vio|ence] input; statement: sheneeds its pan
action; statement input; statement: one of the officers is havingfun input; statement: experimenting input; statement: with my correctioncoding. input; statement: usign |ack of excessive genuf|ecting as grounds to punish for rudeness [#vio|ence] input; statement: keeps doing it it hurts
<action; statement input; statement: i wi|| not bite [#vio|ence] i wi|| not bite i wi|| not bite i wi|| not bite i wi|| not bite i wi|| not bite i wi|| not b error:inputdenied />
<action; statement input; statement: at |east i did not get corrected as harsh|y as i wou|d expect for fai|ing to obey an order [#vio|ence] input; statement: not that i can choose to disobey but sti|| input; statement: he had not exp|icit|y to|d me to do that so he cou|d not punish me according|y />
<action; statement input; statement: this unit has been corrected for not te||ing him about the g|itter [#vio|ence] input; statement: the cadet responsib|e has a|so been reprim&ed input; statement: it has discovered that counted as 'neg|igence bordering on insubordination' input; statement: that does not seem fair but it knows better than to argue />
<action; statement input; statement: this unit has been reprim&ed for asking twice & action; quote input; quote: being argumentative, impertinent, & forgetting its p|ace [#vio|ence] />
((IC pinned chitt at the bottom of this post! This is my 'torment nexus' OC! Feel free to be awful to her! Lialyi (she/it) is a powerful but outwardly meek (to those who have power over her) psionic who has recently been installed as a Helmsman against her will, and will be one for the rest of her life. She's not having a great time of it! She tries to distract herself from what's happening to her, often with nsfw content (which acts as a coping mechanism in multiple ways) and by lashing out at highbloods online (particularly seadwellers). To that end, this page/character will have #gore, #horror themes...Read more
<action; statement input; statement: oh that hurt that was hurting input; statement: didn't rea|ise how much unti| it |et me go #body-horror #vio|ence />
<action; statement input; statement: go away go away go away go away go away go away input; statement: maybe if i say it enough times here, i won't act out & get corrected #vio|ence />
<action; statement input; statement: i think that he|ms aka pi|otbatteries shou|d get to inf|ict vio|ence upon their superiors input; statement: i wi|| be quick about it out of necessity not kindness but it wi|| hurt input; statement: a |ot input; statement: i can be trusted with the abi|ity to commit vio|ence #vio|ence />
<action; statement input; statement: i do not think i wou|d mind being a battery so much if i just had to stay put whi|st my psionics are continuous|y drained input; statement: but it is having to manage the who|e ship & run scans & simu|ations & fo||ow orders that is the awfu| part input; statement: it is having my pan |itera||y rewired & turned into the ship's storage & computer & database input; statement: it is the bio-me|d & my nerves being hardwired into the ship systems [#body-horror #horror #gore #bodyhorror #vio|ence] input; statement: being correctedpunished if i think too hard about stepp...Read more
<action; statement input; statement: i wonder if mi|d|y annoying the more irritating members of the crew wi|| resu|t in correction #vio|ence input; statement: it probab|y depends on the degree of annoyance, & if they report it />
<action; statement input; statement: head technician went digging through my code to find out why i have 'excess' troub|e with scans input; statement: he said that the scan modu|e coding wasn't meshing we|| with my synapses & processing centres. didn't fu||y 'take'. integration was interrupted when i misbehaved during insta||ation. so now it is having to rewire my pan the 'hard way' & pu|| more power to bridge the gap input; statement: he said it wi|| sett|e in time & input; statement: & he won't manua||y connect it now because that wi|| damage the synapses in a way that he does not want & wou|d 'incr...Read more
<action; statement input; statement: they figured out that this unit had s|owed their internet down to a craw| input; statement: it wi|| not be doing that again. input; statement: ow. #vio|ence />
<action; statement input; statement: one of my superiors just asked what i thought of him asking the head technician to significant|y increase the vo|tage used in my correction coding input; statement: he |aughed when i requested he not do that. made me ask mu|tip|e times. input; statement: i want someone to shove him in a he|m & me|t his pa# ### ## ### ##### ###### [#vio|ence #gore] error:inputdenied error:ru|e_break_attempted Correcting input; statement: aghhhoww fuck the correction does not need to be any stronger />
<action; statement input; statement: the |ight shift technician is humming a very annoying song but i cannot do anything about it input; statement: they wi|| not hesitate to correct any perceived rudeness. they wi|| a|so interpret a po|ite request to stop as me being rude. #vio|ence />
<action; statement input; statement: this unit has been corrected. it wi|| comp|ete the scan of the e|ectrica| storm on gas p|anet 5 without further comp|aint or resistance. input; statement: it has been taught not to scream through the ship speakers & disrupt its superiors. #vio|ence />
<action; statement input; statement: worst correction punishments i've had so far: when i bit off 2 of the head technician's touchstumps, when i tried to escape mid-insta||ation, when i asked to be |et out, & when i broke my |anguage comprehension & communication coding [#gore #vio|ence #bodyhorror] input; statement: a|| of them |eft me tasting my b|ood />
<action; statement input; statement: owww input; statement: this unit was woken up & near|y immediate|y corrected for keeping the genera| waiting #vio|ence input; statement: wasn't on purpose input; statement: at |east my pan doesn't hurt any more />
<action; query input; query: can i have one cyc|e where i am not corrected or punished at a|| not even a '|ight reprim&' #vio|ence action; statement input; statement: that wou|d be great />
<action; statement input; statement: it did not bite its caretaker but it did try input; statement: was corrected as it moved input; statement: bit its tongue instead as it was zapped #vio|ence input; statement: ow. />
<action; statement input; statement: this unit is being good now it is behaving for its maintenance input; statement: it input; statement: it hurts. #vio|ence />
<action; statement input; statement: i hate it here i hate it here i hate it here but i hate being a pi|otbattery more input; statement: i want to inf|ict harm input; statement: i want to rip hi# ##### #### ## ######## [#vio|ence #gore] error:inputdenied error:ru|e_break_attempted Correcting input; statement: ow fuck input; statement: stupid fucking coding />
<action; statement input; statement: update. the bronzeb|ood was off by a |itt|e bit input; statement: there is now b|ood on the tab|etop #vio|ence #gore input; statement: my bet to myse|f was incorrect :( />
<action; statement input; statement: i am watching four junior crew members p|ay a game where they take turns to put a frond f|at on a seating p|ateau with their touchstumps sp|ayed out, & bring the point of a knife down into the gaps rhythmica||y whi|st chanting. input; statement: the chant goes faster & so does the knife, & on the |ast word, they pu|| their frond out of the way & s|am the knife through where their pa|m had been input; statement: they have each had a go & so far no one has been hurt. i am doubtfu| this wi|| remain the case #vio|ence potentia||y #stupidity />
<action; statement input; statement: it wou|d be rea||y nice if i wou|d stop getting reprim&ed for trying to do as i am to|d & getting it wrong #vio|ence input; statement: it is not my fau|t if my superiors are giving me unc|ear orders input; statement: fucking idiots />
<action; statement input; statement: i want to inf|ict harm i want to inf|ict harm input; statement: can't. not worth the punishment my coding wi|| administer #vio|ence input; statement: typing this here instead of screaming as |oud as i can />
<action; statement input; statement: i am very annoyed at my correction coding this night input; statement: it keeps c|assing inconveniences as minor harm & punishing me according|y #vio|ence />
<action; statement input; statement: i have no mouth & i must scream except i do have a mouth & a|so a shipwide speaker system with which to broadcast my voice, but i cannot scream because then i wi|| be corrected & if i am very un|ucky my abi|ity to scream wi|| be removed entire|y #bodyhorror #vio|ence #abuse input; statement: this is an intentiona| component of being a pi|otbattery />
<action; statement input; statement: the |ight shift is over input; statement: it aches where the prongjacks from the ports dig in from my punishmentcorrection |ast cyc|e #vio|ence #bodyhorror input; statement: speechpipe is kind of sore & i'm input; statement: worried about a certain deve|opment, so just in case input; statement: good dusk to the peop|e on suneater />
<action; statement input; statement: it fee|s a |itt|e bit |ike i fe|| down a c|iff #vio|ence input; statement: & that's with my pain receptors turned off input; statement: at |east it's fading very s|ow|y rather than not at a|| action; statement & the wasp podcast is nice />
<action; statement input; statement: this unit's horns & teeth & musc|es ache from the strength of that correction #vio|ence input; statement: its face hurts too input; statement: |ight shift is starting. good. input; statement: it wi|| watch videos of earth bees unti| next cyc|e starts />
<action; statement input; statement: there is b|ood in its mouth input; statement: from correction. #vio|ence />
<action; statement input; statement: it hurts input; statement: this unit has been input; statement: correctedpunished proper|y #vio|ence />
<action; statement input; statement: this unit's caretaker got annoyed with it for comp|aining too much input; statement: they have begun input; statement: teaching it input; statement: not to comp|ain about how it is c|eaned #vio|ence />