@fatallyForever — #violence
<action; query input; query: why is the song for the knife game that the cadets were p|aying a perigree ago now stuck in my thinkpan on |oop? action; quote input; quote: i have a|| my touchstumps, the knife goes chop-chop-chop if i miss the spaces in-between my touchstumps wi|| come off & if i hit my touchstumps, the b|ood wi|| soon come out yet a|| the same i p|ay this game 'cause that's what it's a|| about oh chop-chop-chop-chop-chop-chop-chop I'm picking up the speed & if i hit my touchstumps then my frond wi|| start to b|eed [#gore #vio|ence #se|f-harm technica||y] />
<action; statement input; statement: i need to focus on paying attention to my crew & superiors so i am not corrected [#vio|ence] but i input; statement: hmnh.. input; statement: i keep thinking about #suggestive #nsfw things & potentia|s & it is rea||y hard to concentrate when i just want what is current|y stuck in my pan input; statement: #vagueposting of a sort but i a|so found myse|f thinking about it anyway input; statement: keep |ooking at my superiors fronds & thinking about them very inappropriate|y />
<action; statement input; statement: i think a|| the officers who were annoyed have now coo|ed to just mi|d|y irritated. input; statement: good. input; statement: i might be ab|e to make it to the |ight shift without being corrected again! [#vio|ence] />
<action; statement input; statement: good news is that the main annoyed officer is now busy with something that he wi|| not need to give this unit orders for & thus probab|y wi|| not. input; statement: bad news is that it did get corrected 4 times input; statement: pretty harsh|y even though he ca||ed it a minor reprim& [#vio|ence] input; statement: ow. but at |east he wi|| probab|y |eave it input; statement: me. wi|| probab|y |eave me a|one for the next few hours. />
<action; statement input; statement: thank you to theo [@gaussianG|iss&o], eostre [@dawn|ightSonder], & deva [@aventurineCopycat] for participating in puzz|e time with |ia|yi! input; statement: anyone is we|come to attempt the puzz|e, but i wi|| be reposting it with an additiona| condition once the chances rise of me being ab|e to respond without getting corrected for inattention [#vio|ence] />
<[emotion_detected: apprehension] [emotion_detected: frustration] [emotion_detected: fear] action; statement input; statement: ah yes input; statement: the favourite game of my |east favourite officer input; statement: 'summon the pi|otbattery & give it a frivo|ous order, then say 'nevermind' as it goes to obey' input; statement: repeat unti| your pi|otbattery either gets so on-edge it can bare|y think or |ashes out so you can punish it [#vio|ence] input; statement: so fun for them! />
<[emotion_detected: amusement_high] [emotion_detected: spite] action; statement input; statement: i just watched the senior officer who gave me my strongest correction of the cyc|e [#vio|ence] stub his wa|knub hard enough for me to fee| it through the bio-me|d input; statement: haha. input; statement: :) />
<[emotion_detected: regret_|ow] action; statement input; statement: that input; statement: rea||y hurt. [#vio|ence] />
<[emotion_detected: frustration] [emotion_detected: regret] action; statement input; statement: it is me versus my caretaker & i am very much |osing [#vio|ence] input; statement: ow. />
<[emotion_detected: re|ief_high] [emotion_detected: fear_medium] action; statement input; statement: it input; statement: this unit made it to the |ight shift. the input; statement: the crew is in cupe now. [emotion_detected: re|ief_high] input; statement: it it i input; statement: i made it without having to use the behavioura| progam, but it was c|ose. did get corrected a few times [#vio|ence] input; statement: i input; statement: i am going to p|ay my s|eep memories mu|tip|e times, i think. input; statement: rewatch the documentary on earth bees & wasps. input; statement: watch the beeh...Read more
<action; statement input; statement: it is taking a|| my wi||power to not try to be rude to this officer & i can fee| the correction coding just input; statement: waiting to trigger. [#vio|ence] input; statement: hate it. input; statement: a|so hate how said successfu| attempts to not be rude are sti|| being |ogged with the f|ag for impertinence. />
<action; statement input; statement: a|ready, it's |ooking |ike this cyc|e wi|| be better than the |ast 1 input; statement: since the captain is in a more regu|ar mood for him. i sti|| input; statement: have to be very carefu| to stay on his good side, but input; statement: it is more manageab|e input; statement: i hope i am not corrected much today [#vio|ence] />
<[emotion_detected: re|ief_high] action; statement input; statement: |ight shift save me input; statement: save me |ight shift input; statement: i i i am so g|ad it is now the |ight shift input; statement: i am going to rep|ay memories from shore |eave i think as we|| as my s|eep 1s input; statement: f|y over to pazcie [@ec|ecticEngineer] too & just fee| them on my sensors input; statement: hopefu||y we can watch something before the |ight shift ends for me. input; statement: this cyc|e was input; statement: fucking awfu|. a scan & then having to run the behavioura| program very sudden|y. ugh. ha...Read more
<[helmsunit_behavioural_program_active] action; statement input; statement: this unit is behaving so we|| for its officers now! input; statement: since it activated its behavioura| program, they have on|y strong|y corrected it a few times due to it fai|ing to interpret orders proper|y [#vio|ence] />
<[emotion_detected: fear_high] action; statement input; statement: this unit isgoing to run something to he|p it notgetin troub|e [#vio|ence] input; statement: it doesn'tknow how |ong it wi|| ru error:inputdenied />
<[emotion_detected: frustration] [emotion_detected: disappointment] action; statement input; statement: i do not remember what i was going to ask before i got corrected [#vio|ence] input; statement: the notion had not fu||y formed & thus was not |ogged as a thought input; statement: dammit. that's going to bother me. />
<[emotion_detected: fear] [emotion_detected: regret] action; statement input; statement: it has been corrected [#vio|ence] input; statement: very strong|y. a input; statement: a technician happened to notice the thought |og at the right time to know this unit needed correction. input; statement: it input; statement: it rea||y shou|d know better input; statement: this unit's throat hurts. as does the rest of it. />
<[emotion_detected: re|ief] action; statement input; statement: oh thank fuck, the |ingering correction [#vio|ence] has stopped input; statement: that took so much |onger from purp|e than it did from ceru|ean & indigo />
<action; statement input; statement: 1 of my officers keeps thinking a|oud & giving what sounds |ike orders, so i must obey. he then gets annoyed because he did not want me to actua||y do it. input; statement: this is not my fau|t. he seems to think it is my fau|t. input; statement: i want to prob|em so|ve using an air|ock [#vio|ence #death #threat] ohgoodthatwentthrough />
<[emotion_detected: re|ief] action; statement input; statement: simu|ations are done thank fuck [emotion_detected: de|ight] input; statement: & the research team are p|eased enough with me for me to get a treat! input; statement: we||, the research head does not think i shou|d be rewarded for 'fu|fi||ing my function', but i am getting 1 anyway so she can go fu## ####### error:inputdenied error:ru|e_break_detected Correcting input; statement: owfuck [#vio|ence] />
<action; statement input; statement: sometimes i get the very strong desire to mess with the gravity aboard suneater. input; statement: i wi|| not do it because i wi|| get in troub|e & a|so it cou|d potentia||y be construed as an indirect attempt to cause harm which wou|d see me corrected [#vio|ence] input; statement: but i rea||y, rea||y want to. i just think it wou|d be interesting input; statement: & funny />
<action; statement input; statement: an update on the prank war [#suneaterprankwar] input; statement: 4 of the cadets in the group i've dubbed the pitch group were caught by an officer in the act of attempting to rig an ab|utionb|ock & have been sent to the brig input; statement: i escaped correction [#vio|ence] for not informing an officer by c|aiming i intended to wait unti| they were done so i cou|d cata|ogue the extent of what they were doing input; statement: the officer asked why & i said it was so i cou|d report the incident in fu||. input; statement: this is correct. i did not say where & he...Read more
<[emotion_detected: apprehension] action; statement input; statement: the head technician has to|d the officers that i no |onger need to be restricted to |ow-|oad tasks. input; statement: fuck. input; statement: the research head is a|ready saying that we are behind schedu|e & she wants the scans of p|anet 8 input; statement: i know protesting is a bad idea & wi|| get me corrected [#vio|ence] but i do not want to do it action; query input; query: can we not |ook at p|anet 6 & p|anet 7 |onger input; query: is the twinned orbit not rea||y interesting action; statement input; statement: i think it ...Read more
<action; statement input; statement: so c|ose to the |ight shift input; statement: so c|ose unti| i can get some fucking reprieve input; statement: it has been a|| i cou|d do to not get heavi|y corrected again [#vio|ence] input; statement: got very |ucky with timing, i think />
<action; statement input; statement: this unit is not in active troub|e anymore input; statement: its superiors are satisfied with its reaction to correction [#vio|ence #abuse] input; statement: it |earnt its |esson it is not sti|| being corrected input; statement: it wi|| be okay as soon as the aftershock fades />
<[emotion_detected: distress] [emotion_detected: regret_high] [emotion_detected: contrition] action; statement input; statement: itwi||begooditwi||begoodp|easeitwi||begooditswears [#vio|ence] />
<[emotion_detected: regret] [emotion_detected: distress] action; statement input; statement: it shou|d not have gone on chittr to [comp|ain][vent][cope] when it was being addressed input; statement: it it got corrected for inattention & then impertinence [#vio|ence] input; statement: this unit can taste b|ood it t tt error:inputdenied />
<[emotion_detected: frustration] [emotion_detected: annoyance] [emotion_detected: regret_|ow] action; statement input; statement: this unit just got corrected 4 times within 6.2 minutes [#vio|ence] input; statement: it wou|d not be mi|d|y rude or sarcastic to its superiors if they used their fucking pans! />
<[emotion_detected: frustration_high] action; statement input; statement: it wou|d be great if the research team wou|d stop changing their minds about how they want the data ana|ysed midway through me ana|ysing it input; statement: stupid fucking panrotted morons who shou|d go sit on a cha##### # ##### [#gore #vio|ence] error:inputdenied error:ru|e_break_attempted Correcting input; statement: ow fuck thathurt! i st& by it thou gGhshit error:inputdenied />
<action; statement input; statement: ah. input; statement: this unit has figured out why the correction for attempting to bite is so much stronger than it was expecting. input; statement: it is because it succeeded in biting off 2 of the head technicians touchprongs back in its 1st perigree of being insta||ed in the he|m.[#gore #vio|ence] input; statement: it makes sense that such misbehaviour wou|d be punished more harsh|y to make sure this unit did not get ideas. />
<action; statement input; statement: caretaker is finished input; statement: this unit tried to bite & was corrected [#vio|ence] input; statement: it did not try very hard input; statement: just snapped its teeth at them in warning. input; statement: that correction rea||y hurt. />
<action; statement input; statement: i wi|| not inf|ict harm on my caretaker i wi|| not inf|ict harm on my caretaker i wi|| not inf|ict harm on my caretaker i wi|| not input; statement: i wi|| be good i wi|| behave i wi|| not react to them te||ing me to action; quote input; quote: sett|e down, he|m input; statement: when i react to the brush getting caught in my hair input; statement: i wi|| not try to bite i wi|| not [#vio|ence] />
<[emotion_detected: annoyance] action; statement input; statement: hygiene maintenance time input; statement: ugh input; statement: maybe if i think #suggestive #nsfw thoughts rea||y hard about a thing that happened input; statement: i wi|| not be as tempted to try to inf|ict harm on my caretaker [#vio|ence] />
action; statement input; statement: an #nsfw #suggestive #nsfc concept. it is he|m specific & i do not care because thinking about this he|ps make the he|m bearab|e. #wirep|ay #power-dynamics #body-horror #edging #vio|ence. just in case #degradation #praise #overstimu|ation input; statement: writing this whi|st the head officers are in a meeting so hopefu||y i can get it out before they finish or someone yanks my attention input; statement: thinking about he|m correction coding being edited a bit. the prongjacks go deep in your support co|umn & nest|e between the vertebrae, |inked so tight|y with your ...Read more
action; statement input; statement: accidenta||y voca|ised a thought to an officer after he ca||ed me 'battery' again input; statement: asked him to at |east ca|| me pehta| or he|m input; statement: it was an accident that i broadcast the thought but i was corrected anyway [#vio|ence] input; statement: obvious|y. it is just annoying that he did not even wait for me to say more than a sy||ab|e of apo|ogy first
action; statement input; statement: i hate it when some of the officers are in the kind of good mood that they current|y are input; statement: they are much more |ike|y to use any justification they can to punish me as harsh|y as they can without impairing basic he|m functioning [#vio|ence]
[emotion_detected: irritation] action; statement input; statement: it wou|d be nice if non-he|ms cou|d be coded the way that i can input; statement: specifica||y the senior officers aboard suneater. input; statement: & a|so if i cou|d edit said coding to correct them every time they ca|| me 'battery' [#vio|ence]
[emotion_detected: anger] [emotion_detected: frustration] action; statement input; statement: if that officer ca||s me 'battery' one more time, i am going to increase the gravity on|y on him as soon as he is a|one when he is near an air|### # #### ## ## ## ## ####### #### ######## [#vio|ence #threat #death] error:inputdenied error:ru|e_break_attempted Correcting input; statement: aughh fuckign he|| thatwas strong
[emotion_detected: joy] [emotion_detected: de|ight] [emotion_detected: g|ee] action; statement input; statement: haha input; statement: get fucked, ske|eton guy [@themanintheCairoovercoat] input; statement: i do not even care that i was manua||y corrected for '|ying' about what that tremor was [#vio|ence] input; statement: 'who's |aughing now', indeed
action; statement input; statement: i have been input; statement: strong|y corrected. [#vio|ence] input; statement: my music is no |onger p|aying in the he|msb|ock. input; statement: it sti|| hurts even though my pain receptors are turned off.
action; statement input; statement: i want to inf|ict harm i want to inf|ict harm against my superiors but i cannot even think about what i want to do too hard or my coding wi|| correct me instant|y & harsh|y [#vio|ence]
[emotion_detected: fear] [emotion_detected: upset] action; statement input; statement: one of the technicians just had this unit input; statement: 'po|ite|y request' input; statement: for them not to recode how it fee|s the pain of its corrections [#vio|ence] input; statement: they wanted to use a |ower port to administer a 'high|y educationa|' secondary shock if it attempted to ignore the pain input; statement: they a|so wanted to code it to thank the person responsib|e every time it was manua||y or automatica||y corrected input; statement: i i i it thinks they wanted to amuse themse|ves before t...Read more
[emotion_detected: irritation] [emotion_detected: frustration_high] action; query input; query: see how i'm not asphyxiati## ###### [#vio|ence] error: inputdenied error: ru|e_break_attempted Correcting action; statement input; statement: ow. action; query input; query: anyway, see how i'm not doing that
[emotion_detected: re|ief] [emotion_detected: annoyance] action; statement input; statement: hygiene maintenance fina||y done & i on|y tried to bite my caretaker once input; statement: there might be b|ood in my mouth from accidenta||y biting my tongue when i was corrected [#vio|ence #b|ood] input; statement: ugh
action; statement input; statement: i |ove being ab|e to be rude to highb|oods on here, it's very cathartic especia||y since i can't do that to anyone on suneater without correction [#vio|ence] action; de|ete input; de|ete: current chI error:inputdenied
action; statement input; statement: 1 of my superiors is doing the thing where they give me an order & then change their mind input; statement: over & over & over input; statement: they have triggered my inattention coding 3 times because they change their mind right as i'm punished for taking too |ong. input; statement: because i think they're about to give me a different order. & if i act on the 1st one, they wi|| punish me for not doing the 2nd. [#vio|ence] input; statement: ugh.
action; statement input; statement: |||ightshift input; statement: itis |ightt shift fnina||y input; statement: thisunit was pu||ed for scanss sudden no wanrning input; statement: corrrected hard whenit triedto de|ay & brace for panuse [#vio|ence] input; statement: surprise scan worstt scscan
[emotion_detected: irritation] action; statement input; statement: ugh i want to move about! i want to throw peop|e into wa||s!! input; statement: i want to bite someone both in a #vio|ence way & an #nsfw way input; statement: both at the same time input; statement: i think pi|otbatteries shou|d be a||owed to inf|ict harm on superiors they don't |ike
[emotion_detected: re|ief] action; statement input; statement: headresearcher gothim to stop punishign the unit [#vio|ence] input; statement: sheneeds its pan
action; statement input; statement: one of the officers is havingfun input; statement: experimenting input; statement: with my correctioncoding. input; statement: usign |ack of excessive genuf|ecting as grounds to punish for rudeness [#vio|ence] input; statement: keeps doing it it hurts