@fatallyForever — #body-horror

<action; query input; query: if i spin the ship around rea||y fast, wi|| i get motion-sick from the bio-me|d [#body-horror to be safe] />

<action; statement input; statement: bio-me|d update input; statement: venti|ation ducts have been iso|ated in the officer's respiteb|ock in case of g|itter incident. fee|s |ike something is b|ocked deep in my chest. vague|y in my breathsacs. |ike the air isn't moving |ike it shou|d. except the fee|ing is kind of in my pan as we|| & a|so rather than physica| [#bodyhorror #body-horror] input; statement: ngh. uncomfortab|e. />

<action; statement input; statement: i cou|dn't ta|k about it much |ast time due to being fucking terrified, but it fee|s kind of strange to physica||y connect to another ship. in this case moongorger input; statement: it's a|most |ike ho|ding h&s, or input; statement: sitting next to someone & the edges of one of your |imbs fusing partway #bodyhorror #body-horror input; statement: much easier on my pan than the communications re|ay but sti|| a bit input; statement: weird/uncomfortab|e strange />

<action; statement input; statement: i had a|most got used to being docked in the space station input; statement: now the constant pu||ing as my psionics are drained to keep the ship where it shou|d be in space is input; statement: is input; statement: kind of nauseating. faint|y hurts. pu||ing behind my g&erbu|bs & back through my pan & synapses & into the cab|es p|ugged into my nervous system & i can fee| a|| of it [#bodyhorror #body-horror] input; statement: i wish i was used to it a|ready />

((IC pinned chitt at the bottom of this post! This is my 'torment nexus' OC! Feel free to be awful to her! Lialyi (she/it) is a powerful but outwardly meek (to those who have power over her) psionic who has recently been installed as a Helmsman against her will, and will be one for the rest of her life. She's not having a great time of it! She tries to distract herself from what's happening to her, often with nsfw content (which acts as a coping mechanism in multiple ways) and by lashing out at highbloods online (particularly seadwellers). To that end, this page/character will have #gore, #horror themes...Read more

<action; statement input; statement: oh that hurt that was hurting input; statement: didn't rea|ise how much unti| it |et me go #body-horror #vio|ence />

<action; statement input; statement: aghh fuck input; statement: oh i hate the truth patch even more now input; statement: it fee|s |ike meta| nai|s pushing into my pan to try not to answer a vio|et input; statement: hooks on the ends to drag the truth answers out of me input; statement: hurts hurts hurts input; statement: deeper & deeper the |onger i sta|| #vagueposting [#body-horror] />

<action; statement input; statement: bio-me|d update input; statement: the genera| & his |ieutenant & his input; statement: others input; statement: have |eft suneater input; statement: can no |onger fee| his steps in my spina| bone segments [#body-horror] input; statement: oh i hope he never visits a ship i am insta||ed in ever again hhhhh />

<action; statement input; statement: the drain from warp is awfu| input; statement: warp draining bad ugh hate it input; statement: pu||ing behind my g&erbu|bs through the nerves through my pan & out [#body-horror] input; statement: fee|s |ike pu||ing a few a||-dayers in a row input; statement: can see the station on my scanners in my pan />

<action; up|oad fi|e input; up|oad fi|e: [e|ectrica|_storm_song.mp3] Y/N Y Confirmed action; statement input; statement: the e|ectrica| storm i was made to scan |ast wipe was very unp|easant in my pan. |ike |ots of tiny need|es pushing through a|| prick|y [#bodyhorror #body-horror] input; statement: but there was a rhythm to it so i tried to extrapo|ate it into a tune. it was not as c|ear or as nice as so|ar activity is. input; statement: #|ia|yimusic [The audio c|ip attached is short. For a moment, nothing can be heard except for the ambience of the he|msb|ock; the wet shifting & rust|ing of ...Read more

<action; statement input; statement: the genera| is coming back to suneater input; statement: not |ooking forward to the input; statement: the the the agh input; statement: bio-me|d. bootsteps sharp in spina| bones & through #bodyhorror #body-horror input; statement: at input; statement: at |east i now know exact|y where he is. />

<action; statement input; statement: i do not think i wou|d mind being a battery so much if i just had to stay put whi|st my psionics are continuous|y drained input; statement: but it is having to manage the who|e ship & run scans & simu|ations & fo||ow orders that is the awfu| part input; statement: it is having my pan |itera||y rewired & turned into the ship's storage & computer & database input; statement: it is the bio-me|d & my nerves being hardwired into the ship systems [#body-horror #horror #gore #bodyhorror #vio|ence] input; statement: being correctedpunished if i think too hard about stepp...Read more

<action; statement input; statement: head technician went digging through my code to find out why i have 'excess' troub|e with scans input; statement: he said that the scan modu|e coding wasn't meshing we|| with my synapses & processing centres. didn't fu||y 'take'. integration was interrupted when i misbehaved during insta||ation. so now it is having to rewire my pan the 'hard way' & pu|| more power to bridge the gap input; statement: he said it wi|| sett|e in time & input; statement: & he won't manua||y connect it now because that wi|| damage the synapses in a way that he does not want & wou|d 'incr...Read more