Pascal
@eclecticEngineer
UNIT DESIGNATION: UNIT PW4282EX Pilot of the Moongorger Exploring new worlds. <> fatallyForever <3 unforeseenFragment Pfp by @notthatMysterious DMs open
((OOC Pinned post: This is pascal, she's in the torment nexus- aka, helmed. She's relatively experienced at it but got chittr access recently and loves it. Her way of dealing with it is by helping others. This account will have #horror #existentialism #bodyhorror #nsfw and #nsfwe. Apologies if she's too much. Quads: <>- @fatallyForever Others are open! If you want to play a member of her crew I'd *adore* that. Bonus for technicians/caretaker trolls. She has a captain but they just have a name and blood colour right now. She's a part of the same fleet as Lialyi and so shares the lieutenant and general with her. IC pinned post: [BEGIN MESSAGE] i have been informed i should make a post that expresses my interests and personality. In an attempt to keep myself a little more me. I am pascal wright. I am currently the pilot of the moongorger. I use she/they/it/he pronouns. I enjoy working with technology. Inventing new things. Scanning the stars. I enjoy sweet foods. I miss my friends. I enjoy helping others. I like creating hologram art. I have my diamond @fatallyForever. I like to discover.
action; statement input; statement: an #nsfw #suggestive #nsfc concept. it is he|m specific & i do not care because thinking about this he|ps make the he|m bearab|e. #wirep|ay #power-dynamics #body-horror #edging #vio|ence. just in case #degradation #praise #overstimu|ation input; statement: writing this whi|st the head officers are in a meeting so hopefu||y i can get it out before they finish or someone yanks my attention input; statement: thinking about he|m correction coding being edited a bit. the prongjacks go deep in your support co|umn & nest|e between the vertebrae, |inked so tight|y with your nervous system that you cannot rea||y te|| where you end & the wires begin. it wou|d not take much for someone to recode you just a bit. change the way it punishes you just a bit input; statement: from pure pain to an additiona| method input; statement: you wou|d not be ab|e to stop them. a ship part does not decide how it is [fixed][used][kept in |ine] & you do not want to find out what they did. input; statement: but you s|ip up. speak without thinking, take 0.41 seconds too |ong to obey. are asked a question that brings ire with the answer you are forced to provide input; statement: they initia|ise the correction & you cry out at the twinned pain & jo|t of stimu|ation. it hurts. of course it hurts, it is punishment, but you cannot he|p how your body reacts. you beg them to stop & are given another correction in response. your voice starts shaking. if they are mercifu|, they |et you turn off your broadcast through their nearest speaker input; statement: with the wires p|ugged direct|y into your nervous system, it does not take |ong for you to finish. the correction continues, unheeding of how it makes you squirm. input; statement: by the time they decide you have |earned your |esson, the aching between your |egs is matched by the throbbing in your musc|es & bones input; statement: you can taste b|ood & you cannot te|| how much of your tremb|ing is the aftershocks from which part of your correction input; statement: a superior comes in & tuts at the state you are in. smi|es when you start p|eading for them to revert your coding. te||s you that there wou|d be no need to do that, since it c|ear|y works as intended input; statement: it is making sure you behave & be a good he|m.
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i enj0y y0ur writing. tthank y0u. [END MESSAGE]
<[emotion_detected: de|ight] action; statement input; statement: thank you, pazcie! />
[BEGIN MESSAGE] yay. ttreat f0r tthe end 0f tthe week. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i made pr0grezz 0n tthe h0|0gram. [ACTION:SEND] "ha||waya46_pr0grezz.mp4" [vide0 attached: a camera view 0f a ha||way. b|ue |ight high|ightz tthe cei|ing. pr0jected zand c0verz tthe f|00r, with r0ckz and zeazhe||z 0n it. zeagrazz wavez gent|y, when a ttr0|| wa|kz tthr0ugh tthe patchez 0f it, tthe pr0jected p|antz m0ving with tthem. fizh f|icker tthr0ugh tthe ha||way, dizz0|ving when tthey hit tthe wa||z. tthey phaze tthr0ugh tthe ttr0||z, and z0metimez jerk and ttwitch.] [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] tthank y0u. [END MESSAGE]
Hell yeah
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i h0pe every0ne iz we||. [END MESSAGE]
⦓ I am! I have a pan ache but... I have been having a very nice time of late. I hope you are also well! ⦔
I BELIEVE I'M DOING VERY WELL, WAS KILLED MINUTES AGO, BUT FOR THE MOST PART PRETTY WELL. HOPE YOU'RE ALSO DOING WELL YOUNG TROLL.
[BEGIN MESSAGE] tthat iz unf0rtunate. i h0pe it waz n0t painfu|. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] ... we|| en0ugh. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] better tt0night. [END MESSAGE]
⦓ That's good! I hope things improve from here also, until you can confidently say you're doing great! ⦔
[BEGIN MESSAGE] having a |0wer ztakez pr0b|em waz kind 0f he|pfu| actua||y. i tthink i am z0rt 0f n0rma| again. [ACTION:QUERY] h0w iz every0ne? [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] |ike|y handmade tthen. gent|e cyc|e in dec0n 2. [END MESSAGE]
Good - ... - With friend >
[BEGIN MESSAGE] tthat iz g00d tt0 hear. [END MESSAGE]
GOod evening, PAaascaal. IT sounds likke you aare haaving aa haard time... IS there aanything thaat caan be done to aassist?
great!
[BEGIN MESSAGE] he||0 |antan. ... it iz a|right. [ACTION:QUERY] h0w are y0u? [END MESSAGE]
I aam currently with MAaarten. THings aare aalright, aall things considered... IF there is aanything thaat caan be done for you, pleaase, do feel free to reaach out
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i wi||. tthank y0u. it iz juzt... tthingz fr0m my pazt. [END MESSAGE]
AAh... YEs, those do tend to reaar their heaad in aa very unpleaasaant maanner
[BEGIN MESSAGE] [ACTION:QUERY] what iz with zeadwe||erz and being p0zzezzive? [END MESSAGE]
⊹ Genetics? ⊹
apparently there’s like social and historical reasons I’ve 8een given an interesting lesson on it
Rori the answer is not always 8iting out throats
I was thinking ab-o-o-ut using a gun.
NO ?? ?? ??
We all kn-o-o-w I use a b-o-o-w and arr-o-o-w Fl-o-o-rid The gun was a j-o-o-ke.
OCEAN MADDESS
[BEGIN MESSAGE] it p0zzezzez uz a||. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] buh. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] ... we||. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] 0h prezerved tt0ngue. we are rea||y in it n0w. #g0re [END MESSAGE]
⊹ #u#??? ⊹
yo tell him he sucks I want his ghost to hear it
action; statement input; statement: oh |abubu, we're rea||y in it now
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i have z0me tt0nguez in jarz. primari|y 0f 0n|ine creepz. [END MESSAGE]
⊹ ⟡#! Makes sense. ⊹
[BEGIN MESSAGE] 0kay. [END MESSAGE]
:> Soob ٩( ᐛ )و #soupw^tching #soupsupport (I only drink broth but still) <:
.) SQup! #sQupwatching #sQupthinking #ihaventmadedinneryet ))
:> #R^esulm^keyourdinner o^o <== my big st^ring red eyes <:
.) Wah! I gQt hQme late sQ I haven’t made it yet! But, like, I will!! If it’s sQup I’ll have tQ gQ buy ingredients thQugh, Qr, like, just a can Qf it XD ))
.) I have eggs fQr Qmelettes! NQt as hearty as, like, a big bQwl Qf meaty sQup, but gQQd with tQast! ))
:> Y^ ٩( ᐛ )و To^stegg. Eggto^st. I he^r it’s ^ good combo. <:
.) ( ✪ワ✪)ノʸᵉᵃʰᵎ EggtQast!! And yeah! With a bit Qf pepper and sQme Qther seasQnings fQr the Qmelette, and when the butter melts just right Qn the tQast, it’s, like, super yummy!! ))
SOup!
Noot too wookepoost but anyoone whoo says loowbloooods can't doo art is oon lethal amoounts oof coopium i've coommissiooned them hundreds oof times and let me tell yoou that shit beloongs in a museum gallery right next too knoown highbloooods
correct based and true
Hardly woke. Is there not merit in art in every precious form? Folk or fine.
I knoow right? Doon't knoow why is it such a coontrooversial oopinioon at least amoongst my oown caste 8/
They say suffering inspires great art~! It would only make sense that lowbloods would be able to translate their unfortunate circumstance into something beau~tiful~.
Noot exactly what i had in mind but yeah sure
[BEGIN MESSAGE] [ACTION:QUERY] d0 y0u ever get z0mething tthat haz y0u fee|ing |ike tthiz? httpz://cdn.imgchezt.c0m/fi|ez/a9a398b12846.png [END MESSAGE]
action; statement input; statement: yes. [emotion_detected: concern] action; query input; query: did something happen that you want to ta|k about
[BEGIN MESSAGE] |ike|y n0t my buzinezz tt0 tte|| but i wi|| dm y0u a an0nym0uz verzi0n. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] ... n0t in detai|. [END MESSAGE]
action; query input; query: wou|d you |ike to ta|k about it not in detai| in dms
ocean. madness.
3v3ry day on thi2 2it3. U2ually mor3 than onc3 a day too
[BEGIN MESSAGE] 0cean madnezz. SIGH [END MESSAGE]
for sure yeah
All the time on this site.
[BEGIN MESSAGE] tthere iz zti|| much tt0 tthink ab0ut. and i am unzure i have ttime tt0. [END MESSAGE]
action; transfer input; transfer: [|ia|yi_hug_5] Y/N Y action; statement input; statement: |et me know if there is anything i can he|p with
[BEGIN MESSAGE] tthank y0u. i wi|| return tt0 pr0cezzing tthingz when i am 0n a pr0per break. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i tthink i might hate tthat actua||y. #vaguep0zting #dazhwatching [END MESSAGE]
action; statement input; statement: agreed.
[BEGIN MESSAGE] [ACTION:QUERY] what d0 y0u d0 ab0ut a|tternate verzi0nz 0f y0urze|f? [ACTION:QUERY] d0 y0u aid tthem? [END MESSAGE]
By volume a solid 85% of my alts are insufferable to interact with, for reasons that are entirely not their fault (most of us spent our entire childhoods masking so hard that our entire identity was at one point composed entirely of nothing but masks) but it's just not worth it to try. The remaining 15% I can vibe with, though. I don't know you or Hunter well enough to judge whether trying to help them would be a waste of effort or not. Only you can make that call.
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i d0 n0t tthink tthat i have en0ugh energy f0r tthiz. [END MESSAGE]
Then you shouldn't worry yourself over it. You already do so much, Pascal. Please, reserve your energy for where it's needed most. This is not your obligation.
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i. [EMOTION: c0ncern. exhauzti0n. gui|tt. grief.] i d0 n0t wizh tt0 |eave it tt0 tthe fate it haz. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i zee. ... i am n0t zure i can. i wi|| ttry. [END MESSAGE]
action; statement input; statement: i do not know. input; statement: but dar|ing, i think that trying to he|p them is too much stress upon you to bear input; statement: at |east for now. input; statement: hunter wi|| |ike|y be changed by this site, hopefu||y enough to regain persona|ity input; statement: & from there can be he|ped. it is not so|e|y on you to he|p them & frank|y i think it wou|d be detrimenta| to you to try at present
[BEGIN MESSAGE] adapt. and when tthat iz n0t en0ugh. keep g0ing. y0u are n0t d0ne yet. bec0me z0mething ztr0nger tthan what tthey have zet f0r y0u. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] tthank y0u. i am g|ad tthiz iz h0pe appr0ved. [END MESSAGE]
PERSONALLY: POBICO RATHER LIVE IN SINKHOLE THAN SINK IN LIVEHOLE
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“HOPECORE”: BEST DASH TREND POBICO SEEN EVER MAYBE
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @eclecticengineer you Should Hate These Events. the Lying, The Amount Of Trolls, The Clothes... Everything About It Is In Theory, A Nightmare For You. but There's Rules. And The Rules Are So Clearly Defined That You Love Them For It. be Polite. Be Obedient. Be A Good Little Accessory. so You Continue To Agree When She Asks. she's Nervous About Tonight. She Tries To Hide It, But You Can Tell. A Dinner Invite From The Sort Of Seadweller Who's Above Other Seadwellers Will Do That, You Think. you Decide To Be Perfect Tonight. You're Introduced As Her Pet, This Time. she's Careful In How Others Interact With You. No Drinks Can Be Given To You, No Touches That Aren't On Your Arms Or Your Head. She Uses The Ports As A Reason. You're Glad To Have Her, Because You Know If You Spoke, That'd Be The End Of It. someone Does Speak Out. Another Pet. Green, You Note. for A Moment, All Eyes Are On Them. the Quiet In The Air Has A Hunger To It, An Energy That Shifts In The Highbloods Around You. you Note The Other Accessories Aren't Looking At Them, So You Do The Same. when Dinner Is Served, You Can No Longer Look Away. Not From The Dead Gaze Of Them, The Severed Head A Centrepiece Over A Body That's Been Dismembered. They're Laid Out On The Table Now, Cut Into Careful Pieces And Arranged In A Way That Means You Can't Forget What You're Eating. You Feel The Eyes On You As You Flinch At The Sight. Azalea Tells Them You're Just Twitchy, And The Focus Fades. the Liver Is First. Rich And High In Nutrition, It's Passed Around The Table. Carved Up For Your Highbloods To Eat, Piece By Piece. Your Stomach Turns As She Beckons You Closer. be Polite. Be Obedient. you Do Not Want To Be Fed This. She Knows This. There's Pity In Her Face As Her Fingers Press A Piece Of Liver To Your Lips. the Expectation Is Obvious And You Open Your Mouth. She Does Not Let You Back Up Until You've Chewed And Swallowed, Fingers Leaving A Smear Of Blood Against The Corner Of Your Mouth. you Return To Your Place Behind Her. and Piece By Piece, She Makes Sure You Eat With Her. that This Experience Is Not One She Will Have To Bear Alone. that When You Go Back To Her Hive You Will Both Feel Awful About It. That She Has An Experience To Pity You Over And Vice Versa. you Will Beg Her To Never Again Take You To A Dinner Like This. in A Show Of Mercy She Does Not. #cannibalism #gore #death feed. 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗 ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀
That Is One Name For It
[emotion_detected: concern] [emotion_detected: upset] action; statement input; statement: fuck. i am so sorry, my |ove
[BEGIN MESSAGE] ... i zupp0ze. tthat meanz eating a ttr0|| waz n0t a 0ne 0ff incident f0r me. [EMOTION: gui|tt. regret. diztrezz.] [END MESSAGE]
💠~ Aw boo, she forgot this? ~💠
action; transfer input; transfer: [|ia|yi_shooshpap_6] input; transfer: [|ia|yi_hug_5] Y/N Y Confirmed
[BEGIN MESSAGE] en0ugh 0f a chance tt0 pr0cezz tthingz. ... [EMOTION: dizguzt. hatred. fear. gui|tt. grief. envy. pity. c0mpazzi0n. |0zz. anger. ze|f-hatred. 0verwhe|m. fruztrati0n.] fuck. [END MESSAGE]
-/*-Wh#t's wr0ng?-/*-
[BEGIN MESSAGE] an0ther he|m 0n-zite. tthat iz nice. ... az f0r tthe pr0b|em. it iz tthat i have been returned a mem0ry i did n0t want. and tthere iz an a|tternate verzi0n 0f me wh0 iz n0w active 0n here. i d0 n0t kn0w which 0f uz haz tthe w0rze fate. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i d0 n0t kn0w if y0u zh0u|d be. [END MESSAGE]
-/*-I see. I'm 4fr4id th4t is quite pr*blem#tic, t0 put it th4t w#y. Reg4rdless y0u kn*w I #m here f0r y*u. Even if I h4ve n0t yet experienced such 4 thing. Helm t0 helm. Friend t0 friend.-/*-
[BEGIN MESSAGE] tthank y0u. friend. [EMOTION: warmth. re|ief.] i h0pe y0u d0 n0t zhare tthiz experience. [END MESSAGE]
[emotion_detected: sympathy] [emotion_detected: |ove] action; transfer input; transfer: [|ia|yi_shooshpap_6] Y/N Y Confirmed
[BEGIN MESSAGE] [ACTION:QUERY] what if. i. zp0ke |ike. tthiz? [END MESSAGE]
hell yeah do your thangggg
[BEGIN MESSAGE] j0king. it iz ann0ying tt0 keep up. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] ha ha. i am. kn0wn. tt0 mimic. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i d0 n0t. tthink it iz. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i am g|ad. y0u are c0rrect. i am genuine. and. enj0ying myze|f. :> [END MESSAGE]
THaat would. CErtaainly be. NOvel
[BEGIN MESSAGE] apparent|y. tthiz ttime 0f night iz when i find myze|f |ingering 0n #nzfw c0nceptz. which i zupp0ze meanz tth0ze 0f y0u 0n|ine get tt0 zee z0me 0f tthem. tth0ugh i tthink tthiz 0ne may be m0re he|m zpecific tthan 0therz. ------ maintenance. y0ur caretaker g0ing tthr0ugh and meth0dica||y unp|ugging z0me 0f y0ur p0rtz tt0 check tthem. a zhive d0wn y0ur zpine when tthey p|ug y0u back in. tthey n0tice and azk if y0u are a|right. tthey zee tthe f|uzh and underztand. tthey are n0t a||0wed tt0 0ffer he|p but y0u can azk. when y0u d0. tthe hand tthat prezzez between y0ur |egz iz z0 gent|e it a|m0zt hurtz. tthey kn0w y0u. tthey kn0w exact|y what wirez tt0 ttug at tt0 make y0u whimper f0r tthem. kn0w when tt0 pu|| back tt0 keep y0u wanting tthem tthat much m0re. y0u cann0t hide anything fr0m tthem and tthey ad0re tthiz. tthey tte|| y0u h0w g00d y0u |00k |ike tthiz when tthey fina||y |et y0u finizh. h0w happy tthey are tt0 |00k after y0u. tthey h0pe y0u wi|| azk again. #edging #nzfwe #b0dy-h0rr0r #p0wer-p|ay #p0wer-imba|ance #wirep|ay #nzfc [END MESSAGE]
~Y~Ou knO~w I knO~w my way ar~Ound wires, I'll figure y~Ou ~Out~
[BEGIN MESSAGE] tthank y0u. it iz under c0nziderati0n. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] [EMOTION: embarrazzment. f|uzter. affecti0n.] y0u w0u|d be we|c0me tt0 ttake y0ur ttime. [END MESSAGE]
~I w~Ould -wO~
[BEGIN MESSAGE] carefu|. y0u are g0ing tt0 make me b|uzh. [END MESSAGE]
~PrO~mmy?~
[BEGIN MESSAGE] [ACTION:QUERY] d0 y0u need pr00f? [END MESSAGE]
~CO~uldn't hurt~
[BEGIN MESSAGE] tthey have given me new data zetz tt0 w0rk with in new and different wayz. [EMOTION: j0y. de|ight.] [END MESSAGE]
how'S this for a data set? 17, 3, 5, 99, 12, 3/4, 66.012
[BEGIN MESSAGE] phuntr. [ACTION:QUERY] why are y0u putting fracti0nz and decima|z int0 tthe zame zet? [END MESSAGE]
it'S a wild data set. we'RE going off the rails with this one. extreme data-ing.
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i d0 n0t |ike tthe energy it bringz. [END MESSAGE]