#abuse
---- |I don't like it when they take samples it hurts during after [indistinct] keep tasting [indistinct] blood but I can't eat thing in the way hungry again [indistinct] can't eat anything| ____
---- |f*ck oh no please I don't want more please I'll be good| ____
---- |there [indistinct] lots of blood [indistinct] water from the procedures [indistinct] I'm really hungry but I can't the thing on my mouth in the way making it hard want it [indistinct] hungry| ____
---- |I um I was going to say [indistinct] thing [indistinct] forgot [indistinct] dizzy and now my [indistinct] tract hurts| ____
---- |heh hello people on here how are you I'm um a bit dizzy and my limbs hurt| ____
(( #ableism #a-lot-of-ableism #mental-health-discussion #misogyny #nsfwv #nsfvwe #dubcon #cwv-self-harm #cwv-eating-disorder #abuse #cwv-toxic-relationship )) alright, youvwe all been asking for it, so here it is: mental illnesses listed by fuckability. s tier: antisocial personality disorder - they say dont stick your bulge in crazy. i say im already dead anyvways. nook from a girl vwho hates you and evweryone else is alvways a treat. shes probably into some freak shit too. bipolar: best of both vworlds. if shes manic, shes got energy to burn and is more likely to say yes to things. if shes ...Read more
---- |I think enrichment time over now f*ck I can [indistinct] door opening no wait f*ck [indistinct] thing [indistinct] don't want to [indistinct] out the water no no no| ____
---- |people are talking about doors for some reason but I can't go through the door here unless my handlers take me through which is bad I um I don't know why people want to go through doors| ____
---- |I'm worried last night one of my handlers said excited for tonight [indistinct] hope not me| ____
---- |how are you people in the palmhusk please answer me no one talks to me unless it's about the effects of a procedure| ____
in other news i think i associate fear with positive results because of my brother and is probably a core reason i want him so bad even though he is dead as fuck #incest #abuse #cw-abuse #cw-abuse
---- |I don't want to go please no just a bit longer plea| ____
---- |um I really hope they take this thing off me soon it's been on for ages um they only [indistinct] off when they feed me [indistinct] hate it um because they grab me and I can't [indistinct] tired of it [indistinct] didn't say how long I have to keep it on [indistinct] locked on| ____
၄⋆၃ self absorbed limp bulged prixks piss me off even worse when they are abusive shit stains who think they are all that and you will probably never xhange and for that i pity you forever proud of the vixtims who have esxaped your grasp #vagueposting #abuse
---- |[indistinct] gold keep [indistinct] to me [indistinct] scary um please don't [indistinct]| ____
---- |if I ask for more [indistinct] on the palmhusk I might not get it back for nights but I really want [indistinct] f*ck f*ck the door please no table okay good I can't see [indistinct] mm hungry again maybe they're feeding me wait no [indistinct] scary one's back no please no-| ____
---- |enrichment is nearly over I think I can hear them in the corridor f*ck f*ck no I [indistinct] had longer please don't [indistinct] palmhusk| ____
---- |mm hungry again but I've already been fed tonight and I don't like being fed they keep holding me [indistinct] get the thing on my face off| ____
I~ Keep~ @culinarylover~ In~ A~ Dog~ Crate~ Under~ My~ Bed. #reference~ #abuse~ (if~ You~ Squint)~
|ts crAzy how mAny th|ngs you cAn get done when youre 1.) sober And 2.) not l|v|ng |n feAr for your l|fe
putting out my cigs on the ser-ants for fun as they *alk by
---- |mmm dizzy [indistinct] procedures kept going tired| ____
---- |the light [indistinct] ow hurts [indistinct] want to sleep but [indistinct] wasn't allowed enrichment [indistinct] palmhusk for ages| ____
---- |my handler [indistinct] looking at me [indistinct] ever I move [indistinct] much| ____
---- |[indistinct] mm tired hurts [indistinct] want this off please| ____
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---- |ngh f*ck [indistinct] mm sorry mm sorry| ____
---- |[This post has been deleted! Sorry!] ((OOC: The video was deleted, but feel free to say that your character downloaded it/saved it or otherwise saw the contents)) [vindictiveTautophony has uploaded a video!] [OOC: The video lasts about 4 seconds. Clear water reaches to halfway up the camera's view, the waterline seen behind thick glass. The metal wire hatching in the glass shows it to be the reinforced type. There is the shadow of something at the top, above where the camera shows. A young adult troll can be seen from the shoulders up, reaching inquisitively towards the camera with blunte...Read more
---- |want out [indistinct] ngh [indistinct] sorry mmm sorry [indistinct] know better| ____
---- |don't like [indistinct] here| ____
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the casual mix between discomfort and yearning when thinking about my older brother #incest #yearning #abuse #cw-abuse #tw-abuse
---- |[indistinct] bit [indistinct] thing locked on [indistinct]| ____
---- |[indistinct] mm l l [indistinct] low chit [indistinct]| ____
Living with trauma sucks in all the obvious ways but it also sucks in a bunch of subtler ways that people don't talk about as much. Almost autopiloting into yeeting a sword through my wall because I thought I heard a suspicious noise even though my abusive mom died seven years ago is one thing, but then there's ALSO the fact that because my brain is trying to hype me up to survive an enemy that literally doesn't exist, I'm just passively stuck in that agitated state for the next half hour. It's like someone hooked my emotions up to an ASDR and fucked up the settings as a joke.
---- |enrichment time is over now I think [indistinct] please no no no I thought you were just going to take the palmhusk away I don't want another procedure please haven't I been good [indistinct] already had four tonight [New Input Detected] Right come here but I [New Input Detected] Don't make me tell you again I'm sorry [indistinct] I'm sorry I'm [indistinct] [New Input Detected] Good. Now hold still. but I I ngh not that please no no ow [New Input Detected] OW FUCK LET GO FUCK Piece of [indistinct] OW [indistinct] [New Input Detected] Fucker got a good chunk there. Go to m...Read more
matesprit of the s*eep a*ard goes to me. guess *hos cuddled up to me like a little lap barkbeast. i-e been scrolling through these little messages yall ha-e been lea-ing chichi. a*fully cruel lot you all are, getting her hopes up, making her think youre all her friends. im the only friend she needs. but. *e talked it out. i got her set straight. she kno*s her place.
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---- |I was thinking about it during the procedure earlier to try to distract myself enough so I could behave but um I think I know what to add to the name on here to make it look more like a name a troll could have| ____
should-e done that a long time ago no* if youll excuse me im going to go hang out *ith my lo-ely cheech and gi-e her a stern talking to regarding *ho she keeps as friends on here considering i got half of em in my comments telling me take my o*n life haha 👍
oh! *ait! scratch that forgot shes back haha
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things ha-e ne-er been better at my hi-e. chichis back *here she belongs, shes not lea-ing e-er again, ser-ants doin their jobs, im amazingly handsome and fuckable. its *onderful all in all.
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @sardonicdaydreams your Mind Was Blank. And Then Suddenly. You Awoke. In Two Clenched Hands, You Grip A Dagger Covered In A Deep Shade Of Cobalt Blood. Looking Up From The Knife You Can See Her, Alaera, The Only Friend You’ve Ever Had. The Only Troll You Ever Needed. The Only Person Who Could Ever Understand You Or Care For You. Blood Pours Down Her Face, Her Left Eye Tightly Shut As She Covers It With Her Hand, Staring At The Blood Dripping Down Onto The Grass And Her Clothes. she Screamed, “you… You Stabbed Me? You Fucking Stabbed Me!” Her Voice Felt As...Read more
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---- |wait no I wasn't asking genuinely please don't take the palmhusk away I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry please no I'll be good I won't ask about that again--| ____
always gonna be wild how a girl can go through nothing but pain in her life suffer at the hands of men be objectified and be hurt and yet girls will still fight girls if they aren't on the same level hahaha womanhood is hard and stupid this is why bro taught me to act like a man i get it now #abuse #tw-abuse
i hate the fact that asshole fucked me up so bad i think about him every fucking day i wish he would leave my mind oh my god it makes me sick #abuse #thisisaboutbroobviously #vent