#trauma
THERES ꐦNLY ꐦNE THING IM GꐦꐦD FꐦR AND IM NꐦT EVEN GꐦꐦD AT IT #NQUEMESEETHING #TRAUMA
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- qu-∊Σ♱ƗΩn #64 frΩm @Ⱥ屮Ⱥ|⟨-∊frΩmȺ☪︎ⴵ-∊rΩn ♱ⴵ-∊y ȺΣ|⟨. "gƗv-∊ m-∊ Ⱥ d-∊-∊p ♱ⴵΩugⴵ♱ yΩuv-∊ ⴵȺd r-∊☪︎-∊n♱ly." Ɨ ♱ⴵƗn|⟨ ♱ⴵ-∊ d-∊-∊p-∊Σ♱ ♱ⴵΩugⴵ♱ Ɨ'v-∊ ⴵȺd ȺΣ Ωf r-∊☪︎-∊n♱ ƗΣ ⴵΩ屮 fȺΣ♱ -∊v-∊ry♱ⴵƗng ⴵȺd ☪︎ⴵȺng-∊d fΩr m-∊ Ωv-∊r ♱ⴵ-∊ ☪︎ΩurΣ-∊ Ωf b-∊Ɨng Ωn ☪︎ⴵƗ♱♱r fΩr ΣƗx mΩn♱ⴵΣ. Ɨn my ♱Ɨm-∊ Σp-∊n♱ Ωn ♱ⴵƗΣ ΣƗgⴵ♱, Ɨ'v-∊ dƗΣ☪︎Ωv-∊r-∊d ΣΩ mu☪︎ⴵ ȺbΩu♱ myΣ-∊lf, 屮-∊n♱ ♱ⴵrΩugⴵ ΣΩ mu☪︎ⴵ, fΩund p-∊Ωpl-∊ Ɨ lΩv-∊, fΩund p-∊Ωpl-∊ Ɨ ⴵȺ♱-∊. FΩugⴵ♱, bl-∊d, -∊v-∊n dƗ-∊d Ⱥ♱ ♱Ɨm-∊Σ. Ⱥf♱-∊r 屮ⴵȺ♱ F-∊l♱ lƗ|⟨-∊ 10 y-∊ȺrΣ Ωf Σ♱ȺgnȺ♱ƗΩn Ɨn Ⱥ ΣƗ♱uȺ♱ƗΩn 屮ⴵ-∊r-∊ Ɨ 屮ȺΣ juΣ♱ 屮ȺƗ♱Ɨng ♱Ω b-∊ d-∊Ⱥd Ⱥnd fΩrgΩ♱♱-...Read more
I admit, that was… painful t9 witness. #grief #trauma
INTRO POST ⦻⦻⦻⦻⦻ TOBY CREEPIE PRONOUNS: THEY/HE AGE: 23 HEIGHT: 5'3" A young man stands in a cabin in the middle of the woods. What is their name? > PROXY WANNABE He sticks his tongue out and flips you off. Try again, asshole!!!! > TOBY CREEPIE Your name is TOBY CREEPIE. You love all things CREEPY and CRAWLY. One of your main interests are CREEPYPASTA stories, each one giving you the RESOLVE you needed to do what you did. Your favorites are JEFF THE KILLER and TICCI TOBY, you and the latter sharing the same name, OBVIOUSLY. Contrary to “popular belief”, you actually are one of ...Read more
Ah. Searing pain in my head, just long enough to force me awake. It took everything to not scream and bother everyone else. It's subsiding now. Guess I really am not over it. Part of me wonders if I ever will be. Annoying.
Something they don't tell you about trauma is that after being traumatised enough times it starts to get really. Fucking. Annoying. Yes yes I'm shaking and terrified despite absolutely nothing happening, yes I'm reliving the same moment in my head, yes the thought of anyone even coming close to me is making me feel ill, yes my emotional processing feels stunted and everything is like pins and needles in my pan. Can we move on already? Do you mind? Get out. Get the fuck out of my head already. I've done this dance before and it's boring now. LEAVE.
OOC / CONTENT NOTICE this account may regularly feature themes involving: #Unreality #ExistentialHorror #CosmicHorror #PsychologicalHorror #BodyHorror #Death #Undeath #Corpses #Ghosts #Necromancy #Blood #Gore #Violence #Murder #SuicideMentions #Fatalism #Mortality #Afterlife #DoomedTimelines #AlternateSelves #IdentityDissolution #LossOfSelf #TimeLoops #Predestination #Determinism #Apocalypse #MassDeath #Grief #Trauma #Possession #MindControl #Manipulation #Dehumanization #Godhood #ReligiousImagery #CultThemes #Isolation #Dissociation #DreamLogic aradia is generally quite comfortable discussing de...Read more
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- Ɨ r-∊Ⱥlly dƗd lƗ-∊ ♱Ω myΣ-∊lf ȺlΩ♱ Ɨn ♱ⴵ-∊ pȺΣ♱, ♱ⴵȺ♱ Ɨ'd n-∊v-∊r b-∊ Ⱥbl-∊ ♱Ω fƗnd Ⱥny ΣΩr♱ Ωf prΩp-∊r lΩv-∊, ♱ⴵȺ♱ Ɨ'd b-∊ dΩΩm-∊d fΩr-∊v-∊r ♱Ω juΣ♱ ⴵȺv-∊ ⴵȺ♱-∊ b-∊ ♱ⴵ-∊ Ωnly ♱ⴵƗng Ɨ'd b-∊ Ⱥbl-∊ ♱Ω ⴵȺv-∊ ȺΣ ΣΩm-∊ ΣΩr♱ Ωf rΩmȺn☪︎-∊. ♱ⴵȺ♱ Ɨ 屮ȺΣ juΣ♱ ΣΩm-∊ 屮-∊ȺpΩn. Ɨ'm glȺd ♱ⴵȺ♱ Ɨ n-∊v-∊r ⴵȺv-∊ ♱Ω ♱ⴵƗn|⟨ Ωf myΣ-∊lf ȺΣ ΣΩm-∊ ΣΩr♱ Ωf Σub-♱rΩll ♱rȺΣⴵ -∊v-∊r ȺgȺƗn. #♱rȺumȺ -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- ♱ⴵ-∊ pȺΣ♱ mƗgⴵ♱ b-∊ d-∊Ⱥd Ⱥnd ⴵƗΣ♱Ωry bu♱ Ɨ Σ♱Ɨll ♱Ⱥ|⟨-∊ Ⱥ ♱Ɨm-∊ ♱Ω lΩΩ|⟨ bȺ☪︎|⟨, -∊v-∊n Ɨf Ɨ'v-∊ l-∊♱ gΩ Ωf 屮ⴵȺ♱-∊v-∊r nΩΣ♱ȺlgƗȺ Ɨ ⴵȺd fΩr my ⴵΩm-∊ du-∊ ♱Ω my ȺbyΣmȺl ☪︎ΩndƗ♱ƗΩnΣ. Ⱥ♱ ♱Ɨm-∊Σ, Ⱥ♱ ♱ⴵ-∊ mΩΣ♱ fȺƗn♱-∊Σ♱ mΩm-∊n♱Σ Ɨn my mƗnd. Ɨ ♱ⴵƗn|⟨ bȺ☪︎|⟨ ♱Ω ⴵΩm-∊, ♱Ω ⴵΩ屮 bȺd ♱ⴵƗngΣ 屮-∊r-∊, ⴵΩ屮 Ɨ y-∊Ⱥrn-∊d ♱Ω Σ-∊-∊ my ⴵΩm-∊ plȺn-∊♱ ♱ⴵȺ♱ Ɨ 屮ȺΣ ♱Ⱥ|⟨-∊n frΩm ȺΣ Ⱥ 屮Ɨggl-∊r, ⴵΩ屮 Ɨ n-∊v-∊r ⴵȺd ☪︎Ωn♱rΩl Ωv-∊r my Ω屮n lƗf-∊ bu♱ 屮ⴵ-∊r-∊ Ɨ 屮ȺΣ gΩƗng. 屮ⴵ-∊r-∊ Ɨ♱ ♱ΩΩ|⟨ ♱ⴵ-∊ -∊ffΩr♱Σ Ωf ȺnΩ♱ⴵ-∊r mȺn ♱Ω pull m-∊ Ωu♱ Ωf my ΣƗ♱uȺ♱ƗΩn. Ɨ mƗΣΣ ⴵƗm Σ♱Ɨll, ⴵ-∊ 屮ȺΣ lƗ|⟨-∊ BullΣⴵȺr|⟨dȺd ♱Ω...Read more
He gets to dream. I have to suffer.
Remade my profile. (#incest, #trauma / #angst and #nsfwe warning.)
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- [ⴵȺndl-∊ ☪︎ⴵȺNGƗNG!] -- -- [-∊mpyr-∊ȺnΣȺpΩ♱ⴵ-∊ΩpⴵΩΣƗΣ] ƗΣ nΩ屮 [-∊mpyr-∊ȺnΣȺpΩ♱ⴵ-∊ΩⴵΩΣƗΣ!] -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- [ⴵȺndl-∊ ☪︎ⴵȺngƗng.] -- [-∊mpyr-∊ȺnΣȺp♱ȺmΩrpⴵΩΣƗΣ ƗΣ nΩ屮 -∊mpyr-∊ȺnΣȺpΩȺmΩrpⴵΩΣƗΣ!] -- -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- [ⴵȺndl-∊ ☪︎ⴵȺngƗng.] [-∊mpyr-∊ȺnΣM-∊♱ȺmΩrpⴵΩΣƗΣ ƗΣ nΩ屮 -∊mpyr-∊ȺnΣȺ-∊♱ȺmΩrpⴵΩΣƗΣ!] -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @magnificantshowtime you Knew This Would End In A Fight. It Always Did. You Weren't Smart Like Your Sister. You Never Were. Not Where It Mattered, At Least. You Weren't Athletic Like Your Brother. No, You Were A Born Entertainer. But It Didn't Matter. You Were Invisible To Your Family. Your Sister Needed Extra Attention, Your Brother Got Your Dad's Love. You? Oh, You Got Nothing. The Curse Of The Middle Child. you Were 18 Now. You Were Leaving. Your Bags Were Packed. You Were On Your Way To New York City. You Were Going To Be A Star. But Your Family Came H...Read more
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @apocalypticlight it Happened So Fast You Barely Remember It. One Moment, You're In The Back Of Your Older Sister's Car, Venting About Your Mother. The Next, You're Laying On The Street. Your Ears Are Ringing. You Can Barely Hear Your Sister Crying And Yelling For Help. You Can't Tell Why She's Crying. All You See Are Her Tears As She Sits Next To You. She's Asking If You're Okay. huh. That's... Wrong. You Can't Feel Your Left Arm. You Look Down. That's A Lot Of Blood. Your Arm Is Mangled. It Doesn't Look How It Should. It's Bent And Broken And You Can't M...Read more
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @deadlymadness you Never Remembered Feeling This Funny. This Daze That Took Over Your Mind Was Kind Of Nice. You Couldn't Think Straight, But That Didn't Matter. You Looked Around The Room. You Were Sat On The Couch Next To Your Friend, Liza, Who Had Just Taken The Bowl From You To Hit Herself. All Around You Were Your Friends. you Looked Down At Yourself. You Were In Borrowed Clothes. Jeans And An Old Band Tee That You Didn't Recognize. Liza Was Always Nice Enough To Share Her Clothes With You. She Knew How Much You Hated The Dresses Your Mother Forced Y...Read more
lusus jusT married me off #Trauma #noTcool
#tragicbackstory #trauma one time i vwalked in on coolscar acting out that scene from silence of the lambs vwith goodbye horses playing in the background. thats howv i got these scars.
sure, i'll participate in #traumatuesday once... i wanted burger, but i was too busy working to get burger #trauma #cw
you know what. good idea bucket. trauma dump on main. #edgy #trauma #angst #nsfw #violence #gore #DoorsClosingTooSoftly #DoorsClosingTooLoudly #DoorOpenThreeInches #FootstepsThatStop #WetConcrete #TheWordSoon #UnlabeledKeys #FluorescentHum #YouKnowWhatYouDid #FamilyMeeting #WeNeedToTalk #JustLikeOldTimes #ChairByTheWindow #StandAwayFromTheWindow #WindowsWithNoCurtains #CurtainsWithoutWind #PhoneRingsTwice #UnknownVoicemails #KnownVoicemails #WashingHandsTooLong #PorcelainDollsFacingTheWall #PorcelainDollsNotFacingTheWall #RoomGoesQuiet #RoomStaysLoud #Birthdays #Half...Read more
THIS ACCOUNT WILL FEATURE #VIOLENCE #GORE #DEATH #WAR #BODY-HORROR #CW-SELF-HARM AND (loosely) #NSFW Your name is MEENAH PEIXES. You are the FORMER HEIRESS of the Beforan Empire, which you helped destroy because your UNHINGED TWO-FACED BUBBLEBITCH of an ancestor deserved it. You have been trained to OBLITERATE any potential fuchsia rival from the moment you hatched, not that there were that many left of your broodmates to begin with. Your Empress spared you, and sometimes you WISH [CROSSED OUT]. The throne is UNDESIRABLE to you, and that’s one of the main reasons you RAN AWAY TO THE MOON. Let’s not ...Read more
They don't even know about my #richbackstory rife with #trauma that directly resulted in my #insomnia and #sleepparalysis among other things. #lol
gonna be sick the fuck #mentalhealth #trauma
got too many damn rules fer myself to be a good man. good men don't got flashbacks t' the type of shit i do. #trauma
OH MY GOG ARE THE SERVERS BACK? IT REMINDED ME OF WHEN THE EARTH C INTERNET WENT OUT FOR 8 MONTHS DURING THE WAR... #WAR #TRAUMA
Welcome to Dane 'bro' Strider's page. adult owned account. I will say before continuing, that based on by his backstory and himself, there may be a lot of heavy topics such as #substanceabuse #death #violence #self-harm #trauma #abuse and probably a few more things when they show up, He's a bro. this shouldn't be surprising but just not in the way you'd expect. if any of those things upset you, please move on. Dane Strider is a decently old OC of mine who definitely doesn't want to be here, he's too old for this crap and he just wants to rest in peace, both in sleep wise and death wise /hj lol ...Read more