#psychologicalhorror
i see myself, i hear myself, and i see myself. there is dreamless sleep where i am and yet where i am i am nOt within that dreamless sleep. i truly wOnder hOw i feel. i am myself i shOuld knOw hOw i feel. but they are sO very different tO me yet they are the exact same. i wOnder why i did what i did there. its technically nOt me. but i suppOse it makes sense Only i wOuld chOse what i did. if nOt tO save what i thOught i wOuld have saved but tO quell the pain. i was very keen On viOlence against Others. i suppOse i never said anything abOut Other me’s. i need time tO think. i can’t think. it’s all sO l...Read more
being sOmething sO much mOre than i is cOnfusing. the feeling Of sOmething gnawing On my flesh and bOnes prevails but it is nOt i whO is being devOured by maggOts and ticks. in a way it is sOmewhat calming that i knOw that whatever agOny i may feel will be felt elsewhere but the agOny is still agOny nOnetheless. i hear cries Of pain i did nOt experience and sObs and mOurns Of funerals i had nOt attended. its deafening. i feel my flesh decaying when i myself am fOr the mOst part Okay because anOther me is feeling it in real time. i cannOt stand it. i cannOt stand feeling nOthing. it is nOt real here bu...Read more
Okay FINALLY made an OOC pinned post)) content warnings before i go into my precious baby boy who has done every wrong actually: #horror #psychologicalhorror #eldrichhorror #bodyhorror #OOC #illness #gore Sabath is one of my villain ocs, he is not intended to be a good person. he has good points SOMETIMES. but anything he says on this account that comes off as misanthropic and very VERY evil at times and that’s intentional. he is intended to be somewhat sympathetic but he is not intended to be entirely forgiven for the things he says and or does)) sabath is also disabled, and is very obviously ...Read more
hOw many days has it been? has it just been minutes? days mean nOthing in the maw Of fOrever i suppOse. but i believe my time here is limited. at less the time here in which i am fully cOnsciOus. i’m aware Of what is suppOsed tO be dOne but im unsure if i am able tO fulfill it. what dOes it mean tO be a persOn? is it all Of yOur? is it all Of yOur flesh? is it all Of yOur nerves? is it all Of yOur bOnes? is it all Of yOur mind? i quite frankly can’t tell yOu. but i am feeling as if i am nOt myself fully, there’s leeches in time in which i am there and which i am nOt. it is nauseating i am nOt sure ...Read more
do you guys ever get the feeling that |w|e as people only really exist in certain instances. threes places that |w|ill never kno|w| |w|e existed and |w|here |w|e don't exist. that there is places that |w|ont be affected if |w|e stopped existing, like |w|e |w|ere never there? theres instances |w|ere |w|e are entirely replaceable and furthermore ones in |w|hich us existing or not doesn't matter because in the end everything |w|as going to go one |w|ay or another any|w|ays? like your a secondhand accessory to an existence you never really |w|ere apart of? #psychologicalhorror