Was it a shock that a monster such as you wouldn't leave a mess? Why would you have ever thought you could care for another living being. Look at what you did. Teal blood spattered along your hands and the ground from a mangled corpse. Bones splintered like twigs from how they stuck out from the fur. You just had to snap its neck, didn't you? You wanted love immediately and all-consuming. You can't force something to love you. You just had to force it and then you lost control. What is wrong with you. What is wrong with you. You knew what you were doing. Why didn't you stop. You could have stopped- you could have stopped- why didn't you stopwhy didn't you stopwhy didn't you stopwhy didn't you stopwhy didn't you stopwhy didn't you stopwhy didn't you stopwhy didn't you stopwhy didn't you stopwhy didn't you stopwhy didn't you stopwhy didn't you stopwhy didn't you stopwhy didn't you stopwhy didn't you stopwhy didn't you stopwhy didn't you stopwhy didn't you stopwhy didn't you stopwhy didn't you stopwhy didn't you stopwhy didn't you stop "Must you do this?" You tried to strike out at her. Why can't she just die? A hand held both of your wrists tightly. "You're such a mess. Come on. You need a bath." Hiss and clawing at her yet- you were simply dragged. Everything is fine. #writing #gore #psychologicalhorror #abuse #bodyhorror #nercophobia