hOw many days has it been? has it just been minutes? days mean nOthing in the maw Of fOrever i suppOse. but i believe my time here is limited. at less the time here in which i am fully cOnsciOus. i’m aware Of what is suppOsed tO be dOne but im unsure if i am able tO fulfill it. what dOes it mean tO be a persOn? is it all Of yOur? is it all Of yOur flesh? is it all Of yOur nerves? is it all Of yOur bOnes? is it all Of yOur mind? i quite frankly can’t tell yOu. but i am feeling as if i am nOt myself fully, there’s leeches in time in which i am there and which i am nOt. it is nauseating i am nOt sure hOw lOng i can take it. perhaps im selfish, perhaps im evil but i dOnt think i can handle the burden Of such a venture as i am. perhaps the vOid is actually unknOwable.perhaps i didn’t have it figured Out. perhaps i deserved what i had bargained fOr. #hOrrOr #psychOlOgicalhOrrOr #eldritchmadness
