#unreality
So. Got done talking with her. Apparently I was more spot on about being the furthest thing from Ultimate as possible. I want to be a loser for a second and say that would make me Absolute but. Really it's still pending. So, to be the opposite of being everything you are is to be nothing. I. Guess that means I'm not really alive? Or real? I'm only like. Still around because people remember me. I breathe and bleed because someone remembered that I do that, it's why I age, why I need to eat and drink and whatever else. I'm not really. Anything of my own at the moment. Even the soul work done to me by Ny...Read more
Hop on Pop: A Realtime Analysis Part 3 Well. I immediately let this little series die. Nothing else seems to be going on, so I may as well get back into the swing of things. SWING THING. THING SWING. Geisel may just be getting to me. I'll admit, I've been having dreams about this work. It's become my own personal House of Leaves, my own Finnegan's Wake. I'll tear those dreams apart using the Jungian method on my own time; for now, we get back into the work. ALL BALL We all play ball. Play implies a game, yet the exact type of ball, both the ball game being played and the type of ball being...Read more
Hop on Pop: A Realtime Analysis Hop on Pop, authored by one Theodor Geisel, is a children's classic. Its monosyllabic nature and wayward, meandering plot make it perfect reading material for those with minds of a similar consistency to a mudslide and with attention spans distracted as quick as also a mudslide. Of course, no piece of children's entertainment can exist without some dark purpose looming over it; one only need type "analog horror cartoon scary real -mlp" into their search engine of choice to be assured of that. With this in mind, I intend to deconstruct Geisel's writing to uncover whatever...Read more
Maybe the lesson is to give myself to her. It's selfish for me to exist anyway, after all. Stubborn pride, memories, and ideas holding together something that got severed from any connections a decade ago. Mm. Maybe. I'll consider. I still like being me a bit too much.
** OOC ACCOUNT INFORMATION ** This is Rose Lalonde, the Woegothe Curatrix, an extremely canon-divergent Rose whose life stopped resembling the conventional Homestuck trajectory a very long time ago. Woegothe spent an effectively absurd amount of time as the Curatrix of the Felt, working through her Seer of Light abilities and Horrorterror influence to locate, organize, and ultimately prune unwanted timelines. Her relationship with doomed timelines is consequently much less philosophical than most people's. To her, entire realities have historically been things that could become clutter. She is stil...Read more
there is one person reading this who has recently walked into a room and forgotten why they were there you assumed it was distraction which is reasonable but there are versions of you where you remembered and sometimes i wonder what happened in those instead 0_0 #unreality #alternatetimelines #doomedtimelines #memory #existentialhorror #psychologicalhorror #temporalanomalies
who was your favorite aradia ghost aradia robot aradia god tier aradia some doomed aradia you met once who was considerably nicer than me it does not really matter just tell me which one you liked best and we can both pretend i am her to make this easier 0u0 #alternateselves #doomedtimelines #identity #unreality #death #undeath
things you can say about chittr but not your matesprit? i only check it when i am bored #romancehumor #relationshiphumor #chittr #unreality #doomedtimelines
i have met enough versions of the people from my original session that i think i am qualified to assign them averages karkat: 8/10 remarkably consistent across realities occasionally correct terezi: 9/10 dangerous once solved a murder that had not happened yet did not prevent it nepeta: 10/10 almost universally delightful one version hunted me for six months still delightful kanaya: 9/10 excellent company excellent judgment becomes significantly more frightening in timelines where she stops pretending to have patience equius: 7/10 some versions are much easier to talk to than o...Read more
happy birthday @scratchdoctor i considered trying to find a version of today where you were surprised by this there were not very many i suppose you can have the sentiment anyway 0u0 #birthday #timetravel #unreality #doomedtimelines #existentialhumor
i have had a very long time to learn things not important things necessarily i can solve a rubiks cube with my feet i learned to juggle 13 objects at once i spent nearly four sweeps teaching myself to whistle! there was nobody there to see any of this which i think improved the experience considerably there was no pressure to learn it i could take it at my own pace! #immortality #eternity #isolation #timeabyss #existentialism #unreality #absurdism
i had an idea once that i could hop through enough timelines to date every one of you not metaphorically every version of every person i knew i thought it would be a very efficient way to determine whether compatibility was a matter of circumstance or inevitability it did not work out some of you hated me some of you loved me most of you died before the second date one of you became a cult leader which was more inconvenient than anything the strangest part was that after a while i began to notice a pattern every timeline i visited had already started coming apart before i arr...Read more
there is a particular kind of joy in being present when a timeline finally gives up not observing it from somewhere safe inside it feeling the sequence of causality buckle around you while every distant light begins to vanish one by one the stars they recede they pull away from you until the sky feels impossibly deep and empty and intimate and for a few moments the whole universe seems to be dying directly into your hands i do not know how to describe the feeling without making it sound indecent so i will not try very hard 0u0 #unreality #cosmichorror #existentialhorror #ext...Read more
the planet i live on now has two moons and neither of them is supposed to still be there one is cracked nearly in half the other occasionally disappears for several nights at a time there are cities here, technically most of them were built over older cities which were built over older cities which were built over things nobody has identified yet the oceans are too warm, the deserts occasionally floods, and there is a continent near the southern pole where clocks stop working correctly i like it here it feels like the first place i have ever belonged #unreality #cosmichorror #envir...Read more
i think ruins are nicer than intact buildings a ruin has already proved its worth you can sit in it without being expected to do anything in particular it is very relaxing 0u0 #ruins #decay #existentialism #unreality #deathimagery
sometimes i remember dying from the perspective of my own corpse but not as like a memory i just remember sitting there in the anguish of the room my nerves were surprisingly silent anyway i think there are still a few versions of me like that buried in timelines that no longer technically exist i wonder if they dream 0u0 do they count rambeasts like us #unreality #death #undeath #corpses #existentialhorror #doomedtimelines #alternateselves #afterlife #dissociation #dreamlogic
OOC / CONTENT NOTICE this account may regularly feature themes involving: #Unreality #ExistentialHorror #CosmicHorror #PsychologicalHorror #BodyHorror #Death #Undeath #Corpses #Ghosts #Necromancy #Blood #Gore #Violence #Murder #SuicideMentions #Fatalism #Mortality #Afterlife #DoomedTimelines #AlternateSelves #IdentityDissolution #LossOfSelf #TimeLoops #Predestination #Determinism #Apocalypse #MassDeath #Grief #Trauma #Possession #MindControl #Manipulation #Dehumanization #Godhood #ReligiousImagery #CultThemes #Isolation #Dissociation #DreamLogic aradia is generally quite comfortable discussing de...Read more
I HAVE A BIRTHDAY GIFT TO FuRNISH. FOR MY BELOVED BROTHER FIGuRE. uNCLE STAND IN. FATHER IN SPIRIT. MY uNHOLY TRINITY. HE WHO ACTS AS ONE HELL OF A BuTLER. AN uNERRINGLY LOYAL FRIEND. AND ABOVE ALL ELSE. A REALLY SWELL FuCKING RuNS HIS MOuTH A TON GuY. WHICH LEAVES ME LITTLE RECOuRSE. BEYOND THE BEST BIRTHDAY GIFT IMAGINABLE. MINE. THAT IS TO SAY. I AM GIFTING DOC SCRATCH. HIS VERY OWN BIRTHDAY. AND THAT BIRTHDAY. IS TODAY. WHAT DO YOu GET FOR THE MAN WHO WILL EVENTuALLY HAVE EVERYTHING? THIS IS A QuESTION ASKED OF MYSELF. BY ME. COuNTLESS MERITED TIMES. ACROSS ALL OF CONTINuITY. ...Read more
Let's get 9ne thing 9ut 9f the way. Grease (1978) is a69ut sex. #Sp9ilers in69und. Thankfully, there are n9 explicit sex scenes, even if there are plenty 9f 9vert allusi9ns t9 it, fr9m J9hn Trav9lta's crass hip thrusting in "Summer Nights" t9 nudges a69ut h9w and why the Pink Ladies are p9pular with the 69ys. 6ut the threat that l99ms 9ver the heads 9f the students 9f Human Rydell High, m9res9 than the uncertain nature 9f Danny's and Sandy's pending matespritship, is the pursuit 9f carnal desire. Every scene, every character arc, every pl9t detail (if y9u c9uld even accuse Grease 9f having a "pl9t")...Read more
*tzzk* ... Yes. Time for another. #nsfw concept. This... Does not um. Reflect my actual experience as a pilot. Most of the time. *sskh* *tzzk* Blinkspace technology is, despite all of the decades of use it has had in various sectors. Still technically. Experimental. It is not uncommon for people to find it uncomfortable. Unsettling. Terrifying. You were built differently, however. You feel. The way the world opens. As the space itself. Is split. And you slide within. It cradles you. Like something living. The gaps between. The worlds. The universes. Time. Space. You are swallowed whole, body pressed ti...Read more
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DID YOu KNOW. REALITY HAS A DEFINITIVE END? THE WORLD. YOuRS. MINE. AND ALL THE WORLDS SuRROuNDING. NONE OF THEM ARE HERE FOREVER. EVERY MARK YOu MAKE BEYOND MY OWN IS IMPERMANENT. IT SHOuLD BE FREEING. THE KNOWLEDGE THERE IS ONE FINAL CuRTAIN CALL. AN EXuENT ALL. THAT EVERYTHING. EXCEPT FOR ME. EVENTuALLY HEEDS. ALL CAFES WIPE THE COuNTERTOPS AND SHuT THEIR WINDOWS AND BLINDS. NOT REALIZING THEY ARE DOING SO. FOR ONE GRIM FINAL FuCKING TIME. ALL SYMBOLS uLTIMATELY BECOME MEANINGLESS MOLTEN MuLCH. THE FIRMANENT SHATTERS. THE BEGINNING. THE END. AND ALL THE SHITTY MID ASS MIDDLING MEDDLESOME MIDDLE PARTS. ...Read more
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @apexacerbate @(。・｡・)@ Kongar Is...unsure Of What The Memory Would Really Be Called. It Is. More Of A Feeling Than An Event. But Kongar Is Sure It Happened. @(。・0・)@ Kongar Has Heard It Called...dorselessness. It Was A Strange. Hollow Feeling. To Give Kongar's Entire Life For One Single Task Until Nothing Remains. Kongar Remembers It Vividly. Only One Time. Meeting A Man Named "woland". Kongar Thought He Spoke Funny For A Beforan. @(。・⸟・)@ And Kongar...did Not Mind? He Knew. I Knew. In That Moment I Should Feel Angry. I Knew I Was Being Manipulated. But...Read more
... I can... Perhaps do a smaller version of my rant. I suppose warning for #toxicrelationships, #unreality and #dub-con #dubcon (tagging both ways to be safe) and therefore technically #nsfwe even though I won't be discussing anything of a sexual nature, purely romantic. Essentially, "Reincarnated into an otome game" type stories are, at their core, bastardisations of the concept of romance. Each and every one of them says to the viewer: Here is a Person, a "Real Person", who has entered into a Fictional World where there are a percentage of the cast Specifically Designed To Love The Player. This is ...Read more
Greetings Chittr. #LairsAndLusii has started. I have done the kindness of posting the opening to the campaign below in its entirety. I look forward to updating you all. Hello, dears. It is time. I would say that I hope you are ready, but let us not start off this important proceeding with a lie. You are not ready. Readiness is defined by your responsive levels of terror. You may have anxiety regarding these processions, but not fear. Not yet. The Session has begun noticing you. Some of you will find this flattering. That is unfortunate, but not surprising. At some point tonight, ...Read more
******(OOC PINNED POST)****** This is **Kahhal Salion**, also known on older posts as Beetel Salion. He is a jadeblood mutant, a merchant, and a walking problem for fuchsiabloods. He is **anti-Empire**, **anti-fuchsia**, and very comfortable discussing rebellion in the language of debt collection. He does not consider himself a hero. He considers the Empire an unpaid invoice with blood interest. Kahhal sells almost anything. His shop runs on a simple rule: One coin for the machine. One coin for Kahhal. No refunds. Any coin works. Caegars, pennies, weird foreign currency, ancient treas...Read more
( Ꮚ⚀ꈊ⚀Ꮚ) < Headed out for a stroll t'day, and wouldn'tchu know it? Ackkkk!!! Out popped a random encounter!!!! One 'o th'weirdest in the entire BHILDR'S GUIDEGAX TO LUSUS CURAE COMPENDIUM This was a daggum doozey!!! ( Ꮚ‾̀ꈊ ‾̀Ꮚ); < Or should I say...DOZE-y? ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ Slumberupleupagus Snoozeatbeast Medium elephantoid fey yokai, any chaotic alignment ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ Armor Class: 16 (natural armor) Hit Points: 90 (20d8) Speed: 30 ft., fly 50 ft. (hover) ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ STR DEX CON INT WIS CHA 10 (+0) 17 (+3) 10 (+0) 12 (+1) 16 (+3) 14 (+2) ━━...Read more
GOES OUTSIDE TO SMELL THE FLOWERS IT HAS SEEN HIM. HE HAS NOT SEEN IT.
a compatriot of mine has posted truths that many needed to hear before it was too late...! @autoClicker is to be believed (and appreciated for creating an onlyfans) but most importantly, action must be taken. the dates 4/13 and 6/12 are important for unknown reasons, though likely related to The Gods residing in my plane of reality (separate from the Outer Gods) and their mythos. many have their own theories. a popular and well accepted theory in the paractivity community is that of apocalypse; on one of these dates, the reality belt will be completely shattered, creating a world of absolute #unrealit...Read more
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@cuttlefishCabbalist ok im gonna be so real i thought we were fucked categorically genie schlonged when you said you actually wished for something right after i told you why we dont do any wishes remember the whole dont draw outside the lines dont think outside the box well you can just forget that i guess because the shit that you said got us closer to your god tier bed than weve ever before been but i guess thats true of every step why the fuck did samwise gamgee say that anyway does he know does he fucking know that every step he takes will be the furthest he has ever been fromthe shire d...Read more
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @alternasiaglamorizer jjournal Entry 0000034 wiill She Ever Acknowledge Me Or Wiill Ii Always Be The Secret She Wiill Never Share Am Ii Always Goiing To Be The Afterthought Or Wiill Ii Jjust Cease To Exiist One Day Am Ii Riight To Be Worriied Or Wiill Thiis Be Over After We Leave Alterniia Ii Do Not Know And Ii Am Scared To Stop Exiistiing So Soon After Gettiing To #unreality #existentialdread very Interesting. 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗 https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1faipqlsekfh6j2vgskoqsezds9n0t5tnb8gtkihiapootjcd9yp3hmw/viewform?usp=header
#nsfw #mindbreak ((OOC: #unreality #horror #SCARY!!! IM SCARED!!!)) you come home one day and find that everything is the same, except a door you know you closed is open. at first, you might assume you just misremembered what you did, even if it goes against your set routine you know you would follow. you sleep, uneasy. this is just the beginning. things go missing. clothes, snacks, soap - it's starting to creep you out. make you scared. you change your lock and you change the codes to things, but nothing changes. someone is sending messages as you to your friends and family and you keep having to t...Read more