

Tavros Nitram
@adiosToreador
fIGURING MYSELF OUT AGAIN, bUT WE MAKE IT WORK, sHE/HER,
So may8e it rained when we had our #tiedyenight and may8e we ended up st8ning the a8lutiontrap so 8adly that Karkat nearly shouted me deaf, and may8e my prongs are still different colors, 8ut I got a sick shirt out of it, so who cares? Spending time with my 8est @adiosToreador is tooooooootally worth it! ::::)
when a tree falles, people heare it; when a tree growes, no one listenes.
hMM,,, tIME IS NOT, mY THING, oBVIOUSLY, i AM, a bREATH GUY, oR GAL, aS IT WERE, a bREATH bABE, eVEN BUT,,, i THINK i HAVE MAYBE CRACKED, oNE CODE, oR AT LEAST, fOUND SOME UNDERSTANDING, mAYBE, yOU SEE, tHERE ARE PARADOXES, tHAT FORM, oBV1OUSLY, iT IS PARADOX SPACE, tHOSE ARE GOING TO HAPPEN, mAYBE LIKE, hOW STUFF CONNECTS TO STUFF, tIME HAS TO, cONNECT BACK TO TIME, bUT,,, sAY THAT, yOU DID A THING, mAYBE TO YOURSELF, aND THEN THAT YOU MOVES FORWARD, aND BECOMES THE YOU, tHAT DID THE THING, tO ANOTHER PREVIOUS SELF, aND THE LOOP JUST GOES ON, aND ON, aND ON,,, bUT IT IS NOT, tHAT SIMPLE, rIGHT? i AM AFRA1D NOT, bECAUSE, iT IS L1KE, a FRAYED KNOT WHERE, tHERE ARE VERSIONS OF YOU WHO, dON'T DO THAT THING, aND THE T1MELINE SCOOTS A DIFFERENT WAY AND SHOOTS OUT, aND DOESN'T MAINTAIN THE LOOP, bUT, tHAT IS PARADOXICAL, aND THINGS BREAK, bECAUSE THE THING, hAD TO HAVE HAPPENED, bECAUSE IT DID, sO IT NOT HAPPENING, bREAKS TH1NGS, bUT,,, wHAT IF EVERY SINGLE VERSION OF YOU, dIDN'T DO THE THING, wHAT IF, nOT EVEN A ONE, cHOSE TO RESOLVE THE PARADOX, lIKE, iT IS THE BIGGEST PRISONER'S GAME, yOU COULD EVEN 1MAGINE, iF THAT HAPPENED,,, tHEN WHAT? tHE LOOP CAN'T COMPLETE, iT HAS TO UNRAVEL, aND THE THING, cOULD NOT HAVE HAPPENED, eVEN THOUGH IT DID, bUT THE COULD NOT MAYBE, oUTDOES THE DO, sO,,, i GUESS THAT IS TO SAY, i TH1NK THERE IS ALWAYS AN OUT, oR A SHOT, mAYBE THIS IS JUST NAIVE, oF ME BUT IF SO, i WOULD LIKE TO REMAIN NAIVE, bECAUSE, i TH1NK THAT, iF i TRY REALLY HARD AND BELIEVE REALLY HARD AND, wORK REALLY HARD,,, mAYBE i COULD BE THE TROLL, tHE ONE WHO HELPS CONVINCE SOMEONE, sO WELL THAT, tHE PRISONER'S GAME GOES THROUGH WITH, tRUST AND WITH, aLL THAT, aND,,, eVEN BIG SCARY THINGS THAT SEEM, iNEVITABLE, bECOME JUST,,, eVITABLE,
stop bullying you guys ! x

now hang on my candle just burnt out faster cause i used both ends. this is bullshit.




















