
The Duellist
@callouslyCynical
Dog of the Rebellion circa 500+ sweeps past. Died in the crusade against Her Duplicitous Sovereign. <3 <> <3< c3< @trillingthrene they/them, But I do not turn my nose up at she.

You rest, forgotten, in a lonely corner of PARADOX SPACE. Though you once had a name, you left it behind after gaining minor notoriety and earning a title as a scourge to the forsaken and haunted cove you spent your early sweeps in. Your later years had you finding a small community that under great leadership and noble ideals became a TRUE REBELLION. You are called THE DUELLIST in deference to your prodigious combat prestige despite your disabled body and mutated psionics forcing you to lean into martial prowess, a skill learned in your youth education. This, in combination with your advanced tactical aptitude, made you defacto SECOND-IN-COMMAND of your impromptu rebellion. You have no interest or time for quadrants, as your whole being is in service to your charge, and the most radiant and righteous woman you have ever met. This is entirely unrelated to any feelings of romance, you assure those who ask, which is not very many people, for you have been dead for eons, after a grisly demise earned in service to your Lady. In your death, you continue your hobbies that you had in life to fill the endless free time. You are the sole practicer of the unique art of ELECTROSMITHY, manipulating metals psionically through electromagnetism to smith weapons and tools. You like to write HAIKU to stimulate your linguistic skills and you can play a MEAN CELLO. None of these could ever contend with your whole and unflinching, entirely platonic SERVICE to she who is the LIGHT OF YOUR LIFE AND DEATH. Your trolltag is callouslyCynical and you tend to Speak short of word and dignified of tone, which itself tends to create metaphorical space between you and those who would be close to you.

Soup.


I am concerned.


Llastlly. YOUR specibus is poorlly suited for battlle. That is right. Yours specifically, the troll reading this.

Swordkind is allso not a very good specibus for the average troll.

Fistkind is a weapon choice for the confident, and the soon to be dead. Generally, both at once.



There is nothing more absolute than this. They will not take me from the path. This is how it has to be. Goodnight.

I trully have not a cllue what I woulld have done had we actually won the war. I never considered it. I am no head of state, I llead solldiers after all and not civillians, and I strugglle to imagine my Llady is one either, though perhaps temporarilly during a transitory period. I llikelly woulld have simplly... followed her untill she no llonger wished me to. Hm.

Tonight I decided to get a little spooky with it and manifest in the process. That's really all there is to say on the matter.

If the solldiers whom once carried out my orders witnessed me now, they woulld say I have gone soft. I wonder, woulld it be said with derision? Or bemusement?

Another late entry. Honestly, it might be best to expect these way too late to be considered within the realm of punctuality, in this imaginary daily deadline which is in my head and none of yours. This one is late because tonight was eventful and fun, and I wouldn't have wanted to step away to do a little doodle at all had I not made a commitment to this. One thing that somehow slipped my mind in the months it has been since I last saw Kanaya was just how catty she can be. Sharing wine ( #substance ) with anyone is a good enough time, but sharing wine *and* engaging in gossip so downright nasty it would bring Regina George to her knees in recognition of your superiority? Unmatched.

I simplly cannot forge a cursed bllade as I once coulld in llife. They have the doomed aura but not the spark of dreadfull mallice. Such is how it must be, when my existence is no llonger bathed in the chromatic showers.

Another remarkably late entry, I apologize for that. Tonight I went stargazing. I invited both John and Dave along, but only Dave showed up. In typical Egbert fashion, he had more important things to do. I know that just means he is cooping himself up in his house and wallowing away in the metaphorically masochistic spiral that is trademark for him these days, so I figured it best to leave him to it. Everyone grieves in their own ways. Dave talked my ears off, which was nice. He got into astronomy a few years ago, no doubt some lingering subsconscious fascination with the cosmos derived from his inability to cope with the last time one of his best friends left him behind. At least he actually came out and watched the stars with me. The Green Sun looked particularly close. Tomorrow I'm going to have lunch with Kanaya.

The correct form of jam or preserves is strawberry. Other forms are acceptablle, but worse.

Sateing my itch for territoriall strategy via pllaying the human game Nobunaga's Ambition.

( Ꮚ‾̀ꈊ ‾̀Ꮚ); < There is comfort in the certainty of steel. When you make a mistake, you can melt it down, and forge it anew. Stronger. 'n more sturdy-like. You can remake the handle until you have a better one on what keeps you safe, provides you security, and start over again and again and again. ( Ꮚ⚀ꈊ⚀Ꮚ) < But life is not a sword. And those who live by them, often succumb similarly. Savor yer progress. Cherish yer experiences. Mistakes made are lessons learned. Wounds inflicted are scars earned. Proof you have survived and faced hardship is what fortifies a party of those who have known similar. ( Ꮚ⚀ꈊ⚀Ꮚ) < ...It is what forges something stronger than the blade. ( Ꮚ⚀ꈊ⚀Ꮚ) < Bonds.

Woe. Curse of sllice mine touchstubs upon llong, sharp gllass be upon me. It hurt lless than the bllood woulld llead you to bellieve.
























