#cw-mentalhealth
rare aesthetic: suddenly losing your ability to create art after dedicating years of your life to it
its okay to cry vwhen it hurts, but man do I feel stupid vwhen i do. emotions much to many and much to big vwery fast suddenly. sitting here and then bam boom powv. Im emotional about something.
a lot of my therapy is surrounding post-partum, depression, c-ptsd and more recently grief because apparently vwhen ya grub cocoons for the month your pan registers it as losing someone.
QUESTION #38 FROM @RAMBUNCTIOUSRANCOUR THEY ASK. "~~~WHAT'S THE SCARIEST MQMENT QF YQUR LIFE?~~~" IF I ASNWERED THIS QUESTION I'D GO INTO A MENTAL EPISODE, JUST KNOW IT WAS /BAD/ HTTPS://FORMS.GLE/A3CXW8HRAX2XETJHA #AAMAE #CW-MENTALHEALTH
> Be me. > Start meds for the big sad because doctor said it's time. > Two (2) different kinds of pills. > Mood starts picking up. More active. Life "good". > Decide to lay off one pill because feeling good. > Choose the pill that helps sleep, not mood. > Feel shitty for a month. > Why feel shitty? > Realization. #substance #cw-mentalhealth
.a lot of you idiots on this app are so fucking fakE .only pretending to give a shiT .calling yourself a pal and then acting like you never knew a bitch existeD .then you act like youre SOOOO much better than other losers when a bitch skips the theatrics and acts reaL .some of you dont like that i don't let other bitches down by pretending to care and then ditchinG ?that make you question your high hoofbeasT .i can be mean and crass and obtuse sometimes but at least I dont pretend to be anyones frienD ((#drama #cw-mentalhealth maybe? Maybe??? Also not really ooc to be safe
..I THINK I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE, WHERES THATS REALLY POSITIVE INDIGOBLOOD? IM SURE HE'D BE WILLING TO LISTEN. #VAGUEPOSTING. #CW-MENTALHEALTH.
Woke up to a panic attack. I suppose that getting hyucked by the horrorterrors or taking my prescription couldn't keep that at bay. I was in such a good streak too. Dare I try to go back to sleep? Should I just wait for later and chug at least one Monster Energy? Edit: Forgot my tags. #nsfw #substances #cw-mentalhealth