Cicuta Ardens

Cicuta Ardens

(OOC) 1 week ago

@guardedApathy[GA]

((To be warned. This page contains mentions of taxidermy of insects, insecurity, mental health struggles, violence and general unhealthy coping mechanisms. I finally got around to finishing his intro. Basic alterian troll warnings I suppose )) You are Cicuta Ardens, An violetblood whose beliefs are as confusing as they are hypocritical. You don't actually believe that they are. However, some ohabe told you as such. You have several rules for social interactions and often react to purposefully breaking of the rules with punishment. You are lenient to those who didn't mean to or don't understand your rules by accident as it wouldn't be fair. You could be described as a 'runt' if one were to look at you and took note of how you looked and sounded. The fact that you're rather small in build paired with your height doesn't bother you at all. It isn't your fault that you are sensitive about your appearance either. Your main hobby is Fashion-Designing and Taxidermy of insects. Your major issue with being a fashion designer of your skill is that you are.. rather helpless in the terms of being able to make the outfits that you design. Often getting extremely frustrated and insecure if you stay around other designers too long. You avoid them as a result to try not to feel inadequate in more ways than one that show more often than not. "Playfully sadistic" is unofficially how you have been described by your past matesprits once they have learned about your tendencies of harming others. A sensitive little violet like some of those idiotic violets that share your caste. You are rather lonely despite multiple friend groups that should make you feel better. Your phobia of the Sun and heat is a topic best left untouched much like the fact that you tend to dress like a barkbeast for no reason. No reason at all. There would be no reason why you would do such things- Like your ancestor as well! Unfortunately very alive and one that you know a lot about him. "His Stoical Adviser" is a stupid title anyways. You are nothing like him and you're glad that you aren't. If you were anything like him, you'll be old and weathered and- and might have people actually respect you more within important circles. Your lusus is a Manebeast Sitherbeast hybrid which tends to avoid dealing with you whenever you get too emotional. You think Hiss Dad is rather fine as a lusus despite how he reacts to lowbloods, and midbloods and.. Honestly it wasn't a surpise that you were glad that Hiss Dad avoided you when guests were over. It was very overt with how embarrassing it was whenever he did such things. You and him often spend time in quiet together when he is around. You wonder why Hiss Dad is so skittish at times. Never one to seem to keep love for long whenever your matesprits express displeasure with the relationship; You're not sure actually how to manage them without it all falling apart in the end. Your relationships always feel artificial when you hide your personality or rocky whenever you don't. Your sign is that of THE IDIOSYNCRATIC. You are an unknowing Bard of Doom as your classpect. You would find it horribly ironic if you knew what your classpect was based on the title. You don't know know what will happen and that makes you nervous. #introduction #cw-mentalhealth #cw-violence #violence #mentalhealth