#ventposting
My bad everyone this has been a bit unprofessional of me
i have no family left and I am going to be alone until I die and either thats going to be soon or its going to happen down theline and until then i have nothing left to do
sometimes i think i might never find love.... all of my friends and the people i care about have already paired off.... i think ill just exist alone forever.... i dont wanna date someone whos gonna die when i live forever.... :( #ventposting
gulp ignore this post drown it out with other posts im just rambling puhleasee just ignore me being friends with an ex you never really lost feelings for is actually so stressful. I need to just move on but it's so difficult. they don't want me back. honestly it would probably be unhealthy for us to be bsck together, and they're courting my other ex anyways. that's just fucking awesome. im so tired I'm splitting on everyone i want to cut everyone off but I know I wont and idk #ventposting #romance #yearning