#cw-abuse
[unit_CN003NF_message] [stress_level:8/10] (s-so ooso s-so ss o-oo ti t-tireed...) (i h-hadd to d-ddrrain aftrer e-energy leak...) (i w-wnannt a r-reeest n a-a shower n-n a h-hot tea a-andndnd a c-cupeiwant a c-cupe so b-bbbad...) [end_message]
hnon3stly h3 3hthinks h3'ss manipuladtinng m3 n stuff bhut r333ally im hopinhn h3 l33ad<3s m3 3motiotnally <uln3rabl3 n hurtt buht i think imgongna st33al his awll3t aft3r h3 b3aats m3 h3h3... #cw-abus3 #substanc3 #nsfw3 mayb3 3<3n #nsfw whait that w as suppos33d to b3 th3 oth3r3 way wround
[unit_CN003NF_message] [unit-offline] [tech_note: second panic attack this wipe, eugh, there's gotta be a better way to deal with this than wasting our beta blocker supply on it] [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (drafting a-a letter t-to the h-head tech t-to ask t-the quartermaster t-to ask t-the captain i-if i c-can get a-a caloric r-reassessment) (this i-is the s-second time...) [end_message]
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- qu-∊Σ♱ƗΩn #64 frΩm @Ⱥ屮Ⱥ|⟨-∊frΩmȺ☪︎ⴵ-∊rΩn ♱ⴵ-∊y ȺΣ|⟨. "gƗv-∊ m-∊ Ⱥ d-∊-∊p ♱ⴵΩugⴵ♱ yΩuv-∊ ⴵȺd r-∊☪︎-∊n♱ly." Ɨ ♱ⴵƗn|⟨ ♱ⴵ-∊ d-∊-∊p-∊Σ♱ ♱ⴵΩugⴵ♱ Ɨ'v-∊ ⴵȺd ȺΣ Ωf r-∊☪︎-∊n♱ ƗΣ ⴵΩ屮 fȺΣ♱ -∊v-∊ry♱ⴵƗng ⴵȺd ☪︎ⴵȺng-∊d fΩr m-∊ Ωv-∊r ♱ⴵ-∊ ☪︎ΩurΣ-∊ Ωf b-∊Ɨng Ωn ☪︎ⴵƗ♱♱r fΩr ΣƗx mΩn♱ⴵΣ. Ɨn my ♱Ɨm-∊ Σp-∊n♱ Ωn ♱ⴵƗΣ ΣƗgⴵ♱, Ɨ'v-∊ dƗΣ☪︎Ωv-∊r-∊d ΣΩ mu☪︎ⴵ ȺbΩu♱ myΣ-∊lf, 屮-∊n♱ ♱ⴵrΩugⴵ ΣΩ mu☪︎ⴵ, fΩund p-∊Ωpl-∊ Ɨ lΩv-∊, fΩund p-∊Ωpl-∊ Ɨ ⴵȺ♱-∊. FΩugⴵ♱, bl-∊d, -∊v-∊n dƗ-∊d Ⱥ♱ ♱Ɨm-∊Σ. Ⱥf♱-∊r 屮ⴵȺ♱ F-∊l♱ lƗ|⟨-∊ 10 y-∊ȺrΣ Ωf Σ♱ȺgnȺ♱ƗΩn Ɨn Ⱥ ΣƗ♱uȺ♱ƗΩn 屮ⴵ-∊r-∊ Ɨ 屮ȺΣ juΣ♱ 屮ȺƗ♱Ɨng ♱Ω b-∊ d-∊Ⱥd Ⱥnd fΩrgΩ♱♱-...Read more
Oh dear brother, don't be sad for our mother since our father's violent hand caresses you deeper more than I or our mother could have ever done.
I haven't felt this way in a long while. It's so close, I can feel it. It knows its purpose is this.
I don't have the materials for my art... I would appreciate a patronage, but that isn't easy to come by. So I need to content myself with looking at old documentation of my craft. How I miss making those, how beautiful and ethereal they always were. Each one of them so unique, like a butterfly to be pinned to the board. One of my earliest pieces. Not much, but I think it's not bad. [There are several sets of photos attached. In the first one, there is a tealblood beaming with joy, showing off an elegant leg prosthetic. It seems almost carved out of wood, adorned with flowing swirls.] This one was b...Read more
[unit_CN003NF_message] (t....techs...ca.....c....ca..n.... i) (h-have so...s...something t-t...to...eat) (t-th...the i-iv...h...h.as..asnt....b..been...working....) (i..f..forgot t-t....t..o....er...r..emind...you) (m-my.....g..goshmy...panfeelsrea....r.....rreally l-light.....) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] [access_request:physical_sensation_control] [query:hunger] [authorizing] [authorization:success] [sensitivity:5%] [change_request:70%] [authorizing] [successful] [sensitivity:70%] (i... oh....hhgg-ggog....) (i) (i-i might b-be starving r-right now) (w-when was t-the last t-time i a-ate?) [end_message]
(string^ 'anyone and anything can be a puppet if you don't care their autonomy enough.') (string^ 'but watch out.') (string^ '(i don't condone this, or recommend it for the record.)')
@edensBane why are y<>u hiding in private messages? D<> y<>u fear <>thers w<>uld see what a creep y<>u are? A perverted freak?
Bluh, its shrieking is way more piercing than the old one, I should have gotten another male. I guess I could turn off its voice but that's less fun, it needs to learn to stop screaming.
Just so you know, ignoring messages is more than just rude. Especially when the person knows you're reading them, you ungrateful piece of scrap. And I know you're reading this too, you would be nothing without me, less than nothing, you would never get another chance. I gave it to you and you still had to go and ruin it.
[unit_CN003NF_message] (i g-guess... it m-makes sense t-that the u-uh, helmpilot g-gets fed... more i-important than t-the voidanchor...) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (hey u-uhm) (uh) (u-uhm techs i-i know y-you can s-see these u-uh you u-uhm) (you) [stress_level:6/10] (y-you forgot t-to feed m-me tonight-) (im u-uhm) (im r-really hungry a-and i s-saw in t-the log y-you fed r-remell but u-uhm i s-still havent g-gotten the i-iv drip-) [end_message]
Goregle What does it mean when your superior calls your her workwife number three/// What does it mean when your superior makes you go back to the past where the most pivotal point of your life unfurls before you again but she doesn't let you save yourself or your loved one/// What does it mean when your superior keeps you on a short leash figuratively and a shorter one literally/// What does it mean when your superior keeps try/ing to play fetch with you and she plunges her digits into your soundsponges when you don't fetch it/// What does it mean when your superior won't sleep unless you watch he...Read more
8=B< I miss how things used to be sometimes, even if those times weren't good... Sometimes i miss being beaten, i know that's not good though.. #yearning #violence #cw-abuse
All done~!
Honestly the other one was getting boring and repetitive, maybe this is a blessing in its own way.
Like I ever did anything to that battery it didn’t deserve
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @ephemeralminx "you're So Much Nicer Like This." ahhh, Yeah, Probably. An Absent Nod That Makes Your Head Swim. He's Always Saying Stuff Like This. More Stuff. He Talks So Muuuuch. You Think You Used To Hate It? Maybe You Still Do. But His Voice Fills This Block That's Become Your Entire World, And Goddd, It's So Good To Hear Anyone. you're So Lonely. and He's Here. "are You Listening?" another Nod. Your Mouth Opens To Answer, But Nothing Comes Out Save A Sigh. That's Fine. While Magnum Only Complained About Your Voice Sometimes, Jaeden Has Alway...Read more
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @callouslycynical you Remember Being Able To Tell When She Was Returning To Hive, From Across Sea And Wave To Her Great Estate Upon The Stormy Cliffs Above Tumultuous Waves. The Region Was Naturally Inclined Towards Ill Weather, Being In Constant Downpour Far More Often Than Not. But By Strange Quirk Of Fate, It Would Always Clear Into Open Skies On The Nights She Came Back To Port. perhaps Others Would Think That Sounded Nice. Warming To The Pusher, Even. But To You, It Was Akin To Jumping Into Cold Seas, Icy And Unwelcoming. For The Weather Did Not Clear...Read more
I'm locking myself in my block. I don't even care if he gets mad and breaks the door down later.
Every light away from you is bliss. Without your disgusting hands down my throat. I hate that I still feel them even when you aren’t around.
i don't think it really counted as being abused if i deserved it #cw-abuse
BEHOLD. YOu STuPID FuCKING IDIOTS. THE ADVICE OF YOuR LORD. ON “RELATIONSHIPS.” THE IDEAL BLACK RELATIONSHIP. IS ONE WHERE THERE IS A CLEAR. DOMINANT. OVERPOWERING PARTNER. WITH DEEP SPITE AND FuRY FOR THE WEAKER. AND YET. AN uNMISTAKEABLE ATTRACTION. A DESIRE FOR ASPECTS ALMOST NOT REPuLSIVE. ONE THAT FRuSTRATES EVEN MORE. AND A WEAKER PARTNER. WHO EXISTS TO BE TORMENTED. AND KILLED. AND TO BRING THE STRONGER PLEASuRE IN THAT TORMENT. BuT THEY HAVE ENOuGH SPIRIT. AND VITRIOL. TO RESIST. THEY FIGHT BACK. WITH ALL THE SPITE THEY CAN MuSTER. BuT SECRETLY. THEY DESIRE FOR THE STRONGER TO DOMINATE OVER ...Read more
You lot haVVe an extraordinarily romantic conception of VWWhat an Orphaner did. I'm not just a perpetrator of VViolence, I am the Courtesan of VVViolence. Enormous beasts that need slain need their hunts scheduled. Their migrations, feeding grounds. Coordinating our ships, creVWWs. WWe haVVe to knoVWW VWWhich coastal settlements VWWill be affected by the hunt, and VWWhich ones can be eliminated in the aftermath. Terrified local authorities often attempt to stop you VWWith ciVVil processes. Sometimes, you haVVe to be unciVVil. You needed more than just sailors. You needed accountants, cartographers, ...Read more
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @aienkanoahegao you Stare At Your Wardrobe, Sighing In A Manner Somewhere Between Frustratedly And Defeatedly. before You Are Three Outfits. Your Culler Put Them Here At Some Point Before You Woke Up For The Evening, As He Always Does. All Modest, But Cute. Never Any Skirts Above The Strutpole Hinges. Puffy Sleeves And Sailor Collars. It's Always Obvious Which One He's Hoping You'll Pick, Though You Wouldn't Be Able To Explain How To An Outsider. literally. It'd Be Hard For You To Explain Anything To An Outsider, Seeing As You Don't Speak West Beforan, A...Read more
----- |I think they're coming in f*ck no no no oh no please don't um why [indistinct] early I was good please please I wasn't [indistinct] bad on purpose I won't do it again please [indistinct] no no I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm| _____
being starved as a kid has its upsides. now i barely have spend on groceries and i don't need top surgery #goals
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @turntechgayhead i Told Him I Didnt Think I Was A Girl When I Was 10 Originally i Remember He Said That If I Wanted To Be A Man Id Have To Learn To Live Like One i Was Like "what The Hell Does That Mean" he Told Me To Sleep Somewhere Else That Night And Kicked Me Out Of The Apartments it Was The Dead Of Winter And I Was In Shorts And A T Shirt i Slept On A Bench In A Public Park i Fucking Hate Texas #cw-abuse #cw-childabuse 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗 I Hope You Are Doing Better. ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀
[unit_CN003NF_message] (plplllleez s-st sssstt t-ttoolpiii c c-c c c-c c c-c c c-c aaaannnt i-im) [stress_level:9/10] (y-you t t-t took m-myboodyiitsbro kennn ) (w-wh w h-her aaar a-a a r-reeny b b-broodmates i n-nmeed thnem p-pl pllleez i-i c c-caaan ttt) (i i-it huyr r-rrtss s s-sob b b-b bbbbaad) [stress_level:10/10] [alert_panic_attack] [pusherrate:176] [safety_override_accepted] (wh w-whha wh h-hhh nmmm n-nnjkm jkkinbbbfhjj) (p-pleaseeeeeee) [stress_level:11/10] [force_unit_offline? y/n] [y] [unit_offline] [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_offline] [rebooting] [unit_CN003NF_test_001] [tech_note: can't shock h3r can't punctur3 h3r can't burn h3r and starving is too slow. So w3'r3 r3comm3nding ch3mical upp3rs and down3rs. Anoth3r panic attack, so, gonna giv3 h3r down3rs first, th3n onc3 sh3 snaps outta that, s33 if w3 can m3dically induc3 a panic attack in h3r] [tech_note:side not3 r3mind m3 to giv3 more gradianc3 to her str3ss m3t3r might 3nd up important] [booting] [#cw-abuse #cw-torture #cw-body-horror #violence]
((OOC: Pinned IC post is under this! This account will contain #violence, #gore, #body-horror, #cannibalism, #horror, #abuse, #medical-horror, #death, #nsfw, and #nsfwe. Rilmys (it/they) is a mutant seadweller who's spent their entire life in a lab, having gotten REALLY unlucky as a grub. Unquirk for a spoiler at the very bottom about why it's in the lab/what their deal is! DMs are open both IC and OOC!)) THE ACCOUNT OWNERS CANNOT SEE THIS. SOME FREE INFORMATION FOR YOU. WELL, FREE FOR ME. THE COST WAS QUITE HIGH FOR LITTLE 'RILMYS'! -- user: [REDACTED] [ ] has uploaded a video! -- [OOC: The vid...Read more
SOME FREE INFORMATION FOR YOU. WELL, FREE FOR ME. THE COST WAS QUITE HIGH FOR LITTLE 'RILMYS'! -- user: [REDACTED] [ ] has uploaded a video! -- [OOC: The video lasts about 4 seconds. Clear water reaches to halfway up the camera's view, the waterline seen behind thick glass. The metal wire hatching in the glass shows it to be the reinforced type. There is the shadow of something at the top, above where the camera shows. A young adult troll can be seen from the shoulders up, reaching inquisitively towards the camera with blunted claws, their head tilting a little. It's immediately clear why they'v...Read more
[unit_CN003NF_message] (oh g-gog oh g-gog i- i c-can... feel t-the shock i-in the b-block its- its h-happening next t-to me-) (th) [stress_level:high] [panic_detected] (theyre s-shocking him n-n-n-next t-t-to m-me a-and i-i c-c i-i - i c-can - i - cannt d-do anything i-i c c c-c) [end_message]
i dont know what time it is. or how long i was out. lost a lot of blood. haru healed me. man im a fucking idiot huh. maybe i should actually, idk, consider going on medication so i dont have these fuckin episodes? crazy thought. ive unblocked everyone. sorry for making people worry, for pushing people away, for generally just being mentally ill. human brains ugly i guess. or, well. im not human im just made of human parts, but you get the point. ...if im not gonna become my future self, i think that means i might be a doomed self now. not sure if that means ill die or not. my phones broken. kind o...Read more
nothing changed. because a karma is just a karma who does karma things. im not gonna follow the king in yellow. aside from the guy being a douchebag, thered just be no point. thats not a karma thing to do. its not part of my "story". not on the path im fated to follow. i was created by the demon eye. or. angel eye. whatever. to be its vessel. a copy of kris dreemurr, but fully customizable to whatever the angel picked! how fun. ...then discarded to earth. by some "burning lord" apparently. no idea what the fuck that means but im sure ill pick up the context as i go. i was abused by my family. r...Read more
we fell asleep for a while. think i woke up cause i havent had dinner. guess the food from the party wasnt enough to keep me full the whole day. ...i dont wanna get up off the floor though. its nice laying next to haru like this. not the first time ive gone hungry, and i do have some food in my stomach at least. not like a lot of night's were on earth before i met my moirail. should probably get her to check chittr actually, she stopped using it a while ago. my moirail i mean. well. "moirail". she started calling herself that but really i think shes kind of a larper. i dont think she actually... get...Read more
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @zephyroustoolsmith "clairebear," He Purrs Softly, Cupping Your Face In His Hands, "this Will Be Good For You. Trust Me.” kind, Violet Eyes Pour Into Yours, And You Feel Yourself Melt In His Gaze. He Wants The Best For You. You’ve Doubted That Much, Even When “the Best” Means Different Things To You Both. "i Fink—“ he Darkens Instantly, Disappointment Displacing The Warmth On His Face. "i *think*," You Correct Yourself Quickly, “we’re Fine How We Are, Aren’t We?” with Each Syllable You Enunciate, His Demeanor Begins To Soften. You’re Lucky It’s...Read more
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @destinedkiller there Was A Party. you Thought Everything Was Going Fine. You Hadn't Felt Miserable In At Least A Week. The Longest You've Ever Gone Without A Depressive Episode. you Had Fun. after It Ended, You Decided To Take A Walk. You Felt Content. At Peace. and Then It All Hit You. Your Friends Didn't Care About You. You Saw The Fate Your Future Had In Store For You. Nothing Changed. because You Were Just Karma, And A Karma Is Meant To Do Karma Things. copies ...Read more
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @uprootedgarden six Days. you Haven't Slept In Six Days. you Haven't Done Anything But Fight For Six Days. you Were Told To Take This Place, Completely Clear Everything, All The Ships, All The Cities, All The People. you Were Behind Schedule, They Fought Back Harder Than You Expected, These Past Few Days All Blend Together. You'd Make A Big Dent In Their Line, Kill Whatever Moved Whatever Breathed Use Whatever Flesh Their Was To Sustain Yourself Keep Your Energy High. you'd Finally Get Surrounded, And Whether It Be Through Bullets, Explosives...Read more
......in a lot of ways, being a vessel to be possessed had a kind of intimacy to it. its something i didnt know i needed or wanted until it was gone. even though i hated every second of it. how can someone need and want something they despised so viscerally with every fiber of their being?
[ENTRY 12692] […NO. NO. I REJECT THIS REALITY. I REJECT IT ENTIRELY AND FULLY. HE DOES NOT DECIDE WHEN HE LEAVES. WHEN HE IS DONE. ONLY I DO. AND NEITHER DO THOSE TWO TEMPTRESS BITCHES. I AM GOING TO FIND THEM. ALL THREE OF THEM. AND THEN I AM GOING TO TEAR THEM APART PIECE BY PIECE. OVER AND OVER AGAIN. UNTIL THEY ARE *BEGGING* TO BE MINE. AND I WILL DO THAT AGAIN AND AGAIN ACROSS ALL REALITY. UNTIL I AM FINALLY SATISFIED. UNTIL ALL THE PRIZES I WANT ARE MINE. I REFUTE ANY OTHER OUTCOME. HONK. HONK.]
yaaaay n∞thin like finding ∞ut there has been a standing price ∞n y∞ur b∞dy f∞r sweeps y∞u kn∞w what im glad i killed him. #suggestive #vi∞lence #cw-abuse
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @croesuskingpin back Then, You Thought That's What Love Felt Like. Love Was Pain, Love Was Bruises, Love Was Violence And Love Was The Inability To Say No. And You Didn't Decline Because You Didn't Want To, You Didn't Decline Because You Couldn't, Because If You Stirred And Wriggled And Punched And Complained He Would Only Sink His Teeth And Claw At Your Body Even Harder, Even Deeper. now, You Come In Every Now And Again In His Office To Mourn. Thankful He's Not Around Anymore..but Deep Inside, A Part Of Yourself Knows You Miss Him, You Miss His Voice And ...Read more
Ah... Im bEIng cAllEd In tO wOrk... thEy knOw I jUst wEnt tO thE clOwnfEssOr thE nIght bEfOrE yEs? I... sUppOsE I cAnnOt lEAvE my brOthEr wAItIng... blEssEd bE
I sUppOsE It wOUld bE In my bEst IntErEst tO fInd A mEdIcUllEr tO fIx thE scArs... As my tUtOr AlwAys sAId, Its ImpOrtAnt tO lOOk yOUr bEst, And nOt sUlly A schOlArs bOdy wIth A wArrIOrs scArs...