lost girl
@umbrielUnrecovered
call me callie she/her jUst another ghost.
i've not shown any my art on here, have i...? apologies, i'm not likely to show mUch, bUt... i am rather proUd of this piece. it's rather personal, so... be nice, please!! constrUctive criticism only!!! XU when i was alive, i was sUrroUnded on all sides by these... enormoUs, garish statUes. a choppy rendition of flowing robes, a spiked crown, a torch held high, a book held close. there was one to the east that, one morning a cycle, woUld be framed in perfect silhoUette by the sUn. i always had a lot of thoUghts aboUt those statUes. who were they? what was in their books? did they write them, or merely read? was their torch one of destrUction, warmth, or illUmination? were they watching Us? why? was it oUt of protection, voyeUrism, or malice? this piece is called LIBERTE.
i fear i'm going to be sick can ghosts be sick
:33< mewre dead but you still exist, so yes! ://< sadly :33< do mew n33d a vomit receptacle?
even if it weren't mandatory i think i woUld prefer to be alone right now
:33< *ac nods and backs away of course!*
i think i love her more than anything...
it's not bloody fair. i shoUld get to have a life. or at least an afterlife in which i don't need to self-isolate or risk oblivion. #vent
Life is unfair isn't it
i woUldn't know. i never got to live one. U~U
I t)(ink I lived o+ne Still, suppo+se I )(ave sympat)(ies fo+r yo+u
...i've a qUestion for the hUmans on here! it's aboUt the cUltUral concept of virginity. by yoUr metric, woUld yoU consider a ghost having sex in the afterlife to have "lost" her virginity? or is it a more physical concept? #sUggestive
Well, virginity is a tenuous social construct as is that nobody can decide what counts as sex, so... Do you consider yourself to have had sex?
i. i never said it was aboUt me!!! XU
Does this hypothetical entity consider themselves to have had sex? If so, congrats on popping their cherry. Simple as that.
If they have a physical body, I think it counts. They're engaging in sex, after all.
≽^•⩊•^≼ Two different lives. Two different cherries right? If you didnt lose it in the first life you died with it and all you can do is lose it in the next one this time. But if you did then you get to do it again in the afterlife. Second chance
what if it's not qUite physical? what if it took place in the dreambUbbles of the fUrrhest ring, between a ghost and a dreamer? :U
If I was personally in that situation, I would count it. That's my answer though. It depends on how you feel about it.
well, i didn't grow Up with the concept of virginity at all, so if this were me (which i'm not saying it is!!!) i woUldn't really have a "feeling" aboUt it. thUs asking the hUman commUnity!
That makes sense.
i miss them. i miss her.
as troUbled as she is, she deserves better than long distance with a literal ghost. U~U
dnt say that ur great
i... oh dear. er. hm. how to say this... this was actUally aboUt yoU! ^~^;;
i ummm what? now i look stupid lol- v////v
i'm sorry!! like i said, yoU deserve better. i know, the last time this topic came Up, i said i couldn't feel that way, bUt... well, i've had little to do bUt think, and i've. er. come to some realizations!
its okay and i relly dont deserve anythin. P sure youre way 2 good 4 me honestly but um either way i missd talkin 2 srry i guess lol
woUld it be presUmptUoUs...? sUrely she's not desperate enoUgh to want *me.*
There’s rarely harm in asking!
i'm not sUre i want to make her stUmble throUgh a rejection. she's too nice, she'd feel she had to spare my feelings.
i was always a big fan of nepeta leijon... a shame she didn't make it to the meteor. oh, the scenes i wrote with her and the others...
:33 < hi yes :33 < whjat
oh!! oh, dear, i forgot yoU'd likely be on here as well... <~< hello!!!! yoU were, Um. always one of my favoUrite trolls! if that's not odd to say...
that is absolUtely odd to say, oh dear. i'm terribly sorry, i am incredibly oUt of practice with social interaction!!
:33 < yeah you're weird :33 < but so is everyone else here :33 < welcome to the purrss soup
er. okay!! i'm not certain what that means, bUt i'm glad it's not bothering yoU (?) anyway, er, for context... i grew Up with a vast tome describing yoUr and yoUr party's adventUres! it was my favoUrite book ever, even after i discovered the remnants of my planet's old internet.
:33 < after all the shit i've s33n i can believe it :33 < i'll give you an autograph
oh, how i wish yoU coUld, lovely!!! UnfortUnately, i am very dead. U~U
:33 < dyarnit :33 < oh well :33 < enjoy being a ghost then :33 < i met a few ghosts before they were kinda cool
it's interesting that even ghosts sleep sometimes. it's a dreamless sleep, of coUrse... but it can still feel nice to rest.
...i jUst got an oddly specific craving. does anyone have any recommendations for horror films where the "final girl" is initially meek, bUt manages to find her inner strength and will to survive?
blUrgh. i'm so desperate.
it might be fUnny if it weren't so pathetic.
#Relatable.
IT IS DIFFICULT. TO NOT BE SO.
...that can't be him. ...it's not him, it's... her?
YES IM A HER HELLO
...hello, sister. i hope yoU'll Understand my... trepidation, here. it's been a long, long time, and yet no time at all.
YEAH TIME IS HONESTLY A WEIRD BuLLSHIT CONCEPT SOMETIMES EVEN WHEN YOuRE A TIME PLAYER LIKE ME ALONG WITH THE EXISTENCE OF TIMELINES ONLY MAKING EVERYTHING EVEN MORE CONFuSING
...did yoU jUst agree with me? willingly? ... blimey, yoU *are* different. mUch more pleasant than the one i knew, to be sUre.
YEAH TENDS TO BE THE CASE WHEN IT COMES TO ME COMPARED TO MY OTHER SELVES AND AS I SAID TIMELINES ARE CONFuSING BuLLSHIT WHERE BASICALLY EVERYTHING YOu KNEW BEFORE IS ACTuALLY WRONG AND YOu KNOW BASICALLY NOTHING REALLY
(( i love how if you see a cherub on here it's either dag or me. like
(( WAIT DAG I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHing did you play red calliope on parp and meet a good calliope who then trapped red calliope in good calliope's dreambubble with a "don't you know where you are?" plot twist
why do i still feel so... Unworthy to talk to her? i've spent my whole life talking to her. why shoUld it be different now? U~U
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oh, what i woUld give to feel real. for once in my existence. U~U
so can we wander for a spell? and ̶l̶i̶v̶e̶ in parallel? i want it to be trUe, to be like yoU. my heart sings a chorUs oUt of tUne... and i coUld leave it on a shelf, or keep it to myself, bUt nothing coUld conceal the things i feel! my love, can yoU teach me to be real?
...she seems happy.
roxy and i have been having a lovely time! i helped her design a trollsona, and she insisted we take a photo!! don't they jUst look gorgeoUs? ^u^ sorry if i'm making a strange face or anything, i've never really shared a photo of myself before... (( art by @voidedOut ))
omgogshdjsh we look SO friggin cute :3
yoU were wonderfUl to design with!!!! i never thoUght i'd get to share this with yoU...