#medical-horror

--- |they they gave the palmhusk back. I still don't know what was in the water but everything's kind of numb now even my insides which is weird I never get the numbing stuff unless I behave really really well but at least I'm not bleeding anymore even if I move suddenly ((#medical-horror))| _____

--- |hhh huh ngh what oh ow ow f*ck okay I think I fell asleep on the bottom um so I failed at not letting whatever they put in my water subsume me oh f*ck agh it hurts from last night so bad ((#medical-horror #substances))| _____

--- |I think my blood is more sluggish than normal but it's hard to tell for sure ((#medical-horror #blood))| _____

--- |my body keeps trying to throw up but there's nothing in there to come out and I'm so hungry and there's definitely something in the water they put a chemical in I think I don't know but it hurts and my pan is all fuzzy and I moved too much so now I'm bleeding again ((#medical-horror #abuse #cw-vomit))| _____

--- |it hurts it hurts it hurts both in my gills and also where-- sh*t I can't say that. and I'm so hungry and I threw up the nutritionpaste by accident and the dizziness is worse now ((#vomit #medical-horror #gore to be safe))| _____

--- |I think there might be something in the new water but I'm not sure and they just smiled when I asked ((#abuse #medical-horror))| _____

--- |oh gross it all got in the water well I dunno where else it would go it's not like I can aim it out but still ugh gross okay good they're gonna change the water ((#vomit #emetophobia #cw-emeto #medical-horror and #abuse implied))| _____

--- |I'm not sure if it's the food or the pain but I ghhfglullcchh ngh ughghchh kuh I ugh I I threw up hghh ((#vomit #emetophobia #cw-emeto #medical-horror and #abuse implied))| _____

--- |I asked really really nicely and they told me that they wouldn't be doing anything else to I mean anything else with me tonight but last time they said that they lied so I really hope this time isn't a lie because everything really hurts and I don't want more done ((#medical-horror #abuse))| _____

--- |I think whatever they gave me before is out of my blood now which is good because things aren't blurry anymore and I can move more easily ((#substance #medical-horror))| _____

--- |oh no I can hear the equipment trolley outside I think they're starting soon f*ck I hope they don't have a scalpel ((#medical-horror #gore #violence))| _____

--- |one of them just asked someone outside the room if all the tools were ready for use and I wish I hadn't heard that ((#medical-horror))| _____

--- |ugh I still hurt from what happened earlier I think I bruised myself from hitting against the transport and table when they took me out the water ((#medical-horror #violence))| _____

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