Ril
@vindictiveTautophony
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((This account will contain #violence, #gore, #body-horror, #cannibalism, #horror, #abuse, #medical-horror, #death, #nsfw, and potentially #nsfwe. Rilmys (it/they) is a mutant seadweller who's spent their entire life in a lab, having gotten REALLY unlucky as a grub. It has a fish tail (no legs) among other mutations. DMs are open both IC and OOC!))
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--- |I don't understand I can't think clearly please don't take it away| _____
--- |my body feels really heavy it's hard to keep my face above the water so the voice to text works| _____
--- |they they gave the palmhusk back. I still don't know what was in the water but everything's kind of numb now even my insides which is weird I never get the numbing stuff unless I behave really really well but at least I'm not bleeding anymore even if I move suddenly ((#medical-horror))| _____
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--- |wait why are you taking it away? you said I could have it for now but-- no I'm sorry I wasn't I wasn't I'm sorry um also may I have some food please I'm really hungry no no I wasn't trying to I'm sorry it's just that it doesn't taste like food no please don't I'm sorry I'm sorry I'll stop complaining ((#abuse))| _____
--- |hhh huh ngh what oh ow ow f*ck okay I think I fell asleep on the bottom um so I failed at not letting whatever they put in my water subsume me oh f*ck agh it hurts from last night so bad ((#medical-horror #substances))| _____
--- |I think my blood is more sluggish than normal but it's hard to tell for sure ((#medical-horror #blood))| _____
--- |my body keeps trying to throw up but there's nothing in there to come out and I'm so hungry and there's definitely something in the water they put a chemical in I think I don't know but it hurts and my pan is all fuzzy and I moved too much so now I'm bleeding again ((#medical-horror #abuse #cw-vomit))| _____
--- |it hurts it hurts it hurts both in my gills and also where-- sh*t I can't say that. and I'm so hungry and I threw up the nutritionpaste by accident and the dizziness is worse now ((#vomit #medical-horror #gore to be safe))| _____
--- |I'm really dizzy and it hurts and also in my gills when I breathe| _____
Are yøu stiłł in the water? Can yøu get øut, ør at łeast keep yøur giłłs and head abøve water?
I’m sørry, but if they’ve put sømething in yøur water, that discømført may be the ønły way tø avøid succumbing tø whatever it is they’re trying tø dø. I reałły døn’t knøw what kind øf situatiøn yøu’re in, just that it’s highły cøncerning and unethicał.
--- |I think there might be something in the new water but I'm not sure and they just smiled when I asked ((#abuse #medical-horror))| _____
--- |they're taking me out the water again so they can put fresh water in but I hate being out they're gonna put me on the transport thing but I hate it so much I really hope they weren't lying about no more procedures today| _____
--- |oh gross it all got in the water well I dunno where else it would go it's not like I can aim it out but still ugh gross okay good they're gonna change the water ((#vomit #emetophobia #cw-emeto #medical-horror and #abuse implied))| _____
--- |I'm not sure if it's the food or the pain but I ghhfglullcchh ngh ughghchh kuh I ugh I I threw up hghh ((#vomit #emetophobia #cw-emeto #medical-horror and #abuse implied))| _____
--- |I asked really really nicely and they told me that they wouldn't be doing anything else to I mean anything else with me tonight but last time they said that they lied so I really hope this time isn't a lie because everything really hurts and I don't want more done ((#medical-horror #abuse))| _____
--- |I'm back it was foodpaste time and it tasted even worse this time but they think I'm being picky but I'm not it tastes like rot and the sterilised gloves| _____
--- |hh heh hh hello world. they gave me palmhusk back ow shouldn't have moved like that they gave it back to me for a bit I dunno how long how are you?| _____
perhaps.it.can i.wonder,.do.you.think.it's.your.body,.or.your.mind.they.are.more.interested.in?
i.see,.interesting,.if.your.mind.could.be.removed.from.that.place,.and.leave.your.body.still.doing.it's.thing..would.you?
being.outside.the.facility?
oh,.i.suppose.that.is.fair...
apologies,.i.assume.you.must.go..it.was.nice.to.speak.with.you.