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αβα sudden paranoia am i being watxhed by eyes unseen by me question mark or have i just not slept properly in 3 nights
aight yeah you sound scared man i dunno what you want me to do about it tho
can't reallie tell what you're askin here bud sorrie
(( too embarrassed to exist goodnight ))
((i was gonna do stuff today but... fireworks outside so now im overwhelmed. sigh. if iridis or any of my other charas are a bit absent thats why ))
[HEYYYYY-EVERYONE-;o)-DIZREGARD-ANY-DIFFERENCEZ-IN-MY-MOTHERFUCKING-APPEARANCE,-ZHIT-IZ-NOT-ANYTHING-TO-BE-WORRYING-ABOUT-;o)] [JUZT-GONNA-DROP-ZOME-FREZH-AZZ-WIZDOM-HERE:-A-WEAK-MIND-IZ-ONE-THAT-CAN-VERY-EAZILY-BE-CHANGED-;o)]
It has SHIFTED~ from a MATTER~ of if to a MATTER~ of when.
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+ we understand + - we understand - + we were told not to ask questions when we were in the laboratory too + - except for the nicer scientist who allowed us to ask but did not always answer - + so we understand + - finding things out and learning is fun we agree -
+ we would like to hear your questions too + - we do not mind answering as well as asking - + although we often do not know the answer + - do you like asking questions? -
In the past I would agree however my lungs aren't able to handle the smoke very well anymore, it's purely a health choice.
don't think i wanna eat anything ever again
it makes my stomach sick.
i mean it's gonna suck but i appreciate it
i guess maybe i should also post something to that tag to introduce more variety? thinking about the nightmare i have sometimes where my older sister pin's me down and chokes me out by holding a baseball bat against my throat while she touches me and. god i need it. so badly. i hate her. i havent seen her since i was young. i never want to see her again. but god do i need that. #incest #abuse #nsfwe #vent?
+ we can sometimes feel what the other of us feels + - we can sometimes see what the other of us sees - + but we hate being separated + - feeling what is not in touching us - + seeing what is not in front of us + - it makes us dizzy -
you knowv vwhat i miss? personal space.
+ you can call us two + - you can call us one - + we do not mind + - both are true - + our saviour saved us + - they looked after us - + they died recently + - we are on this website to ask for aid - + we cannot make decisions + - we require instructions - + we have been asking questions + - we are happy that people are answering them -
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< I'M GLAD TO SEE THAT YOU GUYS WANT TO GET VIVISECTED. >
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It is a burden to be cryptic and it is a burden to be open. Truly there is no single correct path.
Oh, lord. I'm sorry to hear. :(
Oh GOD my stomach hurts.
Y0u can cull me i d0nt want t0 be here anym0re #cw-suicide
stitches hurt :/
Trying to win an argument here. Like for option 1 and pity for option 2.
making excuses and he goes 'that's not what i asked.' god im terrified #nsfwe
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I was correct about the shower helping, I still feel awful and cleaning my injuries was painful, but I do feel substantially better.
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((one of these days im going to stop posting the WRONG PERSON'S STUFFFFFF its so jarring accidentally doing a duskie post as lock or a mystry post as ormici KLSFFSDJKSDFKL ITS SO BADDD OUGH. its ok though everyone does it but gosh))
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