#cw-body-horror
[unit_CN003NF_message] [stress_level:7/10] (i g-guess i s-should be g-glad that s-she didn't h-have a c-chance to l-lobotomize me w-when she c-could) (... me b-being broken w-was her j-job security) (i g-guess all t-the talks w-we had p-probably were t-too) (she w-would have s-snipped my l-ligaments off s-she could g-get away w-with it...) [end_message]
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… 𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ Yessss. █ That was surprisingly painless. █ Got a little; 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐇𝐑𝐀𝐒𝐄𝐃〈HELMSTECH〉"Fuck you want that for?" █ For my troubles, but that's fine, they still took the picture for me. █ We take that. █ Much nicer quality than the security cameras. [ATTACHMENT: PHOTO] ((ooc: art by @notthatMysterious !))
[UNIT_AP0131NF INPUT] [PHYSICAL SENSATION; PAIN;AGONY_HIGH] [UNIT_AP0131NF INPUT CONCLUDED]
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oh,to have an endless mass of tongues slurping all over my countless eyes and nerve endings... #nsfwe #gore #cw-body-horror #cosmic-horror #yearning
new pinned because i cannot be bothered to backscroll on my profile to edit the previous one. call me crucible or crucie. flirting might get you gored if i like you. formerly possessed by a future version of the evil ancient god known as "the angel", @knownResonance. inherited some memories from the angel, as well as its host before me, dess holiday / "the roaring knight". alternate future self of @karmaDagger from a timeline where they had a massive crashout that they never recovered from. they had that fate changed though so. good for them. #goodforthem. but im not them. ill never be them again. p...Read more
i don't see enough vile shit being posted lately,let me fix that real quick | sorh-gorn posts an image of a person with their limbs chopped off,guts spilled,and skull pulled out of their anus along with a spinal cord. next to the skull is a sign saying "it's a boy!" | #nsfwe #violence #gore #injuries #cw-amputation #cw-body-horror
if you’re going to put a smuppet inside of yourself, at least do it surgically. any other method is a waste. #nsfw #smuppet #puppet #gore #cw-body-horror
my stomach feels like it's trying to claw out of itself i'm going to end it all #cw-self-harm #body-horror #cw-body-horror #gore
new pinned. call me crucible or the darkheart. formerly possessed by a future version of the evil ancient god known as "the angel", @knownResonance. inherited some memories from the angel, as well as its host before me, december holiday / "the roaring knight". alternate future self of @karmaDagger from a timeline where they had a massive crashout that they never recovered from. they had that fate changed though so. good for them. #goodforthem. but im not them. ill never be them again. please dont act like i am. trying to be a person again. learning to love myself. trying to be good. probably sti...Read more
the reception of my tit pic left me somewhat surprised. wonder if i should start doing thirst traps despite most of my body under the armour and clothes looking like a fucking corpse.
[unit_integration_100%] [closing_tech_note: final assessment, physically frail but with a high energy capacity, an ideal void anchor. Noted problems are former junior technician 003's botched occipital bypass due to insufficient remaining grey matter. Solution was to hook this one up with better heatmap fidelity. Visual stimuli was recorded as 'painful' and while probably to interpret should be limited per shift. Secondary issue was a weak constitution, and lack of negative behavioral punishment available as a result. Solution comes with the third problem, an otherwise undiagnosed anxiety disorder. Luc...Read more
kind of messed up how being a vessel whos body was just glassy armour made of darkness with an ancient god in its chest for a long while ruined my actual body under the armour. on the upside, it works differently depending on whether i can see it or not. sweater on, i can push on where the hole is and its just solid. sweater off, i can wiggle my claws around in there and everything. anyway, here. boob picture. #cw-body-horror #gore? #nsfw #nsfwe?
[unit_CN003NF_message] (plplllleez s-st sssstt t-ttoolpiii c c-c c c-c c c-c c c-c aaaannnt i-im) [stress_level:9/10] (y-you t t-t took m-myboodyiitsbro kennn ) (w-wh w h-her aaar a-a a r-reeny b b-broodmates i n-nmeed thnem p-pl pllleez i-i c c-caaan ttt) (i i-it huyr r-rrtss s s-sob b b-b bbbbaad) [stress_level:10/10] [alert_panic_attack] [pusherrate:176] [safety_override_accepted] (wh w-whha wh h-hhh nmmm n-nnjkm jkkinbbbfhjj) (p-pleaseeeeeee) [stress_level:11/10] [force_unit_offline? y/n] [y] [unit_offline] [end_message]
chewing off the uranium crystals that keep growing, they never seem to stop getting bigger #cw-body-horror
[ERROR] [INSUFFICIENT OCCIPITAL LOBE CAPACITY PRESENT] [CIRCUIT SHORT DETECTED] [DAMAGE TO HELM] [continue_installation? Y/N] [Y] [#abuse #cw-medical-horror #cw-body-horror #violence]
[unit_CN003NF_message] [test_2:in progress] [stress_level:9/10] [tech_note:pusher rate is pretty high but no damage is happening yet, despite numbing her face though she’s still managed to cry. alright, lets loosen those posting restrictions and see whats on her pan] [unit_unmuted] (eeelp m-me p-p-ple-p-pleleasee h-h-hleeelpep i-i ww-w—wwwanna g-g-gog-go h-home i-i w-wanna g-g-g-gooh-h-omme e-ev-evrythtings b-bu-b-buzzing a-a-andnitit -it -im g-gg—gonna d-d-doie) [unit_muted] [tech_note: overall success, let her ride out the rest of this dosage while we finish the occipital rerouting] ...Read more
[test_1:end] [tech_note: w3 may hav3 gon3 too far in making h3r docil3, for future note set to 80% of r3ccom3nded dos3 sh3’s a lightw3ight, couldn’t 3v3n post bout it] [test_2:booting] [tech_note: n3xt t3st is to induc3 a panic attack. Might l3t h3r post on chittr about it just onc3, s33 what sh3 says whil3 h3r gap3r is still numb.] [test_2:running] [#cw-body-horror #cw-medical-horror #cw-drugging #substance #violence #abuse]
[unit_CN003NF_offline] [rebooting] [unit_CN003NF_test_001] [tech_note: can't shock h3r can't punctur3 h3r can't burn h3r and starving is too slow. So w3'r3 r3comm3nding ch3mical upp3rs and down3rs. Anoth3r panic attack, so, gonna giv3 h3r down3rs first, th3n onc3 sh3 snaps outta that, s33 if w3 can m3dically induc3 a panic attack in h3r] [tech_note:side not3 r3mind m3 to giv3 more gradianc3 to her str3ss m3t3r might 3nd up important] [booting] [#cw-abuse #cw-torture #cw-body-horror #violence]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (the p-posts are a-all so l-loud... i w-wanna cover m-my hear d-ducts but i-i can't m-move my a-arms) [end_message]
I am going to return to preparing a corpse then.
(̥ ̥এ́⍜এ̥̀)̥̥ WEEEE HAPPY MATESPRIT M◕NDAYYY!! [Attached is a ph◕t◕ ◕f Phynne kissing tha cheek ◕f her˚ her puppet c◕rpse˚ It l◕◕ks c◕nsiderably w◕rse than it did last time she p◕sted it˚]
honestly.im.surprised.all.you.fleshy.people.dont.have.the.morbid.curiosity.about.how.your.form.works if.i.had.a.body.i.would.be.tearing.apart.now.and.then,.cutting.my.skin.to.check.out.what.a.ligament.of.mine.looks.like i.would.like.to.know.their.color alas,.i.only.have.3000.lowbloods.in.my.employ.i.have.to.do.it.to.instead
did.you.know.lowblood.kidneys.go.for.more.on.the.market.despite.being.in.plentiful.supply? it.turns.out,.sometimes.rustbloods.organs.go.for.more.than.their.estimated.lifetime.economic.output! if.you're.a.low.output.lowblood,.report.below.to.find.out.if.you.can.be.signed.up.for.harvesting..
|]=====> yeah. he was pissed. <=====[|
i.wonder.how.hard.it.would.be.to.get.a.false.identity.so.i.can.go.to.mediculler.schoolfeeding. if.i.wanted.to,.i.would.probably.need.to.drain.by.blood.and.marrow.to.swap.it.for.indigo,.which.would.make.the.process.more.accessible... oh.well,.much.to.do.i.suppose #cw-body-horror
why.do.these.hyperpop.style.of.songs.seem.to.calm.me.in.spite.of.being.purposefully.the.loudest.most.chaotic.sounds.possible perhaps.i.had.autism.before.i.was.dissected.and.pan.removed/wiped? fascinating #cw-body-horror
ive.decided.to.try.out.a.blood.flush,.just.need.to.isolate.my.pan.again i.have.ethically.sourced.a.few.gallons.of.indigo.blood.and.bone.marrow,.now.just.need.to.get.myself.out.of.the.body.and.into.the.drone.control now.that.it.isnt.nessecary.i.think.im.enjoying.the.flesh.tinkering. #cw-body-horror
it.is.about.time.i.make.a.brief.primer.on.who.i.am.rather.than.explain.and.repeat.myself i.am.zemich.freman,.and.a.perigree.and.a.half.before.writing.this.i.was.nothing.but.a.thinkpan.in.a.jar,.being.used.to.create.hemoist.hate.messages.under.the.name.“notaye.hiblud”.the.only.name.i.knew.until.recently,.as.my.pan.had.been.wiped.(mostly) this.task.was.a.test.done.by.a.secret.imperial.lab,.trying.to.figure.out.how.to.perform.thinkpan.transfers.with.panwashed.doubles..a.project.that.they.did.not.complete i.was.not.fully.conscious.during.that.period.of.time,.until.a.few.friends.and.enemies.managed.to...Read more