#cw-body-horror
i.wonder.how.hard.it.would.be.to.get.a.false.identity.so.i.can.go.to.mediculler.schoolfeeding. if.i.wanted.to,.i.would.probably.need.to.drain.by.blood.and.marrow.to.swap.it.for.indigo,.which.would.make.the.process.more.accessible... oh.well,.much.to.do.i.suppose #cw-body-horror
why.do.these.hyperpop.style.of.songs.seem.to.calm.me.in.spite.of.being.purposefully.the.loudest.most.chaotic.sounds.possible perhaps.i.had.autism.before.i.was.dissected.and.pan.removed/wiped? fascinating #cw-body-horror
ive.decided.to.try.out.a.blood.flush,.just.need.to.isolate.my.pan.again i.have.ethically.sourced.a.few.gallons.of.indigo.blood.and.bone.marrow,.now.just.need.to.get.myself.out.of.the.body.and.into.the.drone.control now.that.it.isnt.nessecary.i.think.im.enjoying.the.flesh.tinkering. #cw-body-horror
it.is.about.time.i.make.a.brief.primer.on.who.i.am.rather.than.explain.and.repeat.myself i.am.zemich.freman,.and.a.perigree.and.a.half.before.writing.this.i.was.nothing.but.a.thinkpan.in.a.jar,.being.used.to.create.hemoist.hate.messages.under.the.name.“notaye.hiblud”.the.only.name.i.knew.until.recently,.as.my.pan.had.been.wiped.(mostly) this.task.was.a.test.done.by.a.secret.imperial.lab,.trying.to.figure.out.how.to.perform.thinkpan.transfers.with.panwashed.doubles..a.project.that.they.did.not.complete i.was.not.fully.conscious.during.that.period.of.time,.until.a.few.friends.and.enemies.managed.to...Read more