#cw-medical-horror
꧁I think I should explain something about myself. Uhm. This is probably a bad idea. But people keep making assumptions about me and then I correct them individually and that is inefficient. So. This is an efficiency post. Not a vulnerability post. Please understand the distinction. I am old. Like. Actually old. I do not mean "older than you thought" in the way some troll reveals they are 14 sweeps instead of 11. I am too old!!! I was not raised on the Pink Moon. I was not born in #mypod. I was not taken as a grub and kept there until I became this. I had a life before this. That is important, I thin...Read more
[unit_CN003NF_message] (wait w-wait no n-no no n-no!!! no n-no please t-that was j-just a j-joke i w-wouldn't h-hurt th) [stress_level:7/10] [administering_antiarrythmatics_corrective_substances] (please p-please they h-hurt s) [stress_level:8/10] (s-stop stop s-st it m-my pusher i-ittts) [muted] [stress_level:9/10] [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (one o-of the j-junior techs w-was talking a-about how t-they wanna s-see if m-my pan c-can play b-bad apple) (i t-think) (that's a-a really b-bad idea) [stress_level:7/10] (b-but uh i-i don't... know h-how to b-bring it u-up cuz i'm w-worried they'll j-just say i-i said s-something bad a-and then d-do it a-anyways-) [end_message]
[unit_integration_100%] [closing_tech_note: final assessment, physically frail but with a high energy capacity, an ideal void anchor. Noted problems are former junior technician 003's botched occipital bypass due to insufficient remaining grey matter. Solution was to hook this one up with better heatmap fidelity. Visual stimuli was recorded as 'painful' and while probably to interpret should be limited per shift. Secondary issue was a weak constitution, and lack of negative behavioral punishment available as a result. Solution comes with the third problem, an otherwise undiagnosed anxiety disorder. Luc...Read more
[unit_CN003NF_message] (plplllleez s-st sssstt t-ttoolpiii c c-c c c-c c c-c c c-c aaaannnt i-im) [stress_level:9/10] (y-you t t-t took m-myboodyiitsbro kennn ) (w-wh w h-her aaar a-a a r-reeny b b-broodmates i n-nmeed thnem p-pl pllleez i-i c c-caaan ttt) (i i-it huyr r-rrtss s s-sob b b-b bbbbaad) [stress_level:10/10] [alert_panic_attack] [pusherrate:176] [safety_override_accepted] (wh w-whha wh h-hhh nmmm n-nnjkm jkkinbbbfhjj) (p-pleaseeeeeee) [stress_level:11/10] [force_unit_offline? y/n] [y] [unit_offline] [end_message]
[unit_RV002NF_transmission] |How to get the attention of the IDIOT "watchin over" me? I think if I try a bit I might be able to blink the screen behind that JERK. I think they've been FOCUSIN on CRELLY and STELYE. PISSES me off but I can't do ████ ow about what they're doin.| |Anyways. YEAH. They haven't done a ████ ow ton of TESTS on me yet. I've mostly just been RESTRAINED so far. OH! And I realized WHY I was strugglin so much! SEDATIVE!| |I was SEDATED. Like an ANIMAL. JEEZ.| [end_transmission]
[ERROR] [INSUFFICIENT OCCIPITAL LOBE CAPACITY PRESENT] [CIRCUIT SHORT DETECTED] [DAMAGE TO HELM] [continue_installation? Y/N] [Y] [#abuse #cw-medical-horror #cw-body-horror #violence]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (i u-uhm, can f-feel now a-a lot m-more of m-my body, i t-think, im l-laying down? its h-hard to t-tell cuz u-uh) [stress_level:6/10] (c-cus it k-kind of r-really hurts) (a-and uh, thats j-just a l-little distracting) (b-but i j-just, need t-to stay c-calm) (so t-they dont u-uh, force m-me to b-be, and, i g-get to k-keep my u-uh, my s-senses... whatevers l-left of t-them) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] [test_2:in progress] [stress_level:9/10] [tech_note:pusher rate is pretty high but no damage is happening yet, despite numbing her face though she’s still managed to cry. alright, lets loosen those posting restrictions and see whats on her pan] [unit_unmuted] (eeelp m-me p-p-ple-p-pleleasee h-h-hleeelpep i-i ww-w—wwwanna g-g-gog-go h-home i-i w-wanna g-g-g-gooh-h-omme e-ev-evrythtings b-bu-b-buzzing a-a-andnitit -it -im g-gg—gonna d-d-doie) [unit_muted] [tech_note: overall success, let her ride out the rest of this dosage while we finish the occipital rerouting] ...Read more
[test_1:end] [tech_note: w3 may hav3 gon3 too far in making h3r docil3, for future note set to 80% of r3ccom3nded dos3 sh3’s a lightw3ight, couldn’t 3v3n post bout it] [test_2:booting] [tech_note: n3xt t3st is to induc3 a panic attack. Might l3t h3r post on chittr about it just onc3, s33 what sh3 says whil3 h3r gap3r is still numb.] [test_2:running] [#cw-body-horror #cw-medical-horror #cw-drugging #substance #violence #abuse]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (oh g-gog oh g-gog i- i c-can... feel t-the shock i-in the b-block its- its h-happening next t-to me-) (th) [stress_level:high] [panic_detected] (theyre s-shocking him n-n-n-next t-t-to m-me a-and i-i c-c i-i - i c-can - i - cannt d-do anything i-i c c c-c) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (the p-posts are a-all so l-loud... i w-wanna cover m-my hear d-ducts but i-i can't m-move my a-arms) [end_message]
[unit_3_transmission] (where a-am i) (i d-dont wanna b-be here i-i wanna g-go home c-can i g-go home i-i dont w-wanna i d-dont wanna b-be here p-please let m-me go i-i dont w-wanna be h-here no o-ones talking t-to me w-whats going o-on, stelye, remell a-are you t-there??? please b-be there, please p-please please i-i cant m-move) [end_transmission]
1 got r1d of my spheres but anyone 1s welcome to see whats left of them 1rl or 1n the formaldehyde jar
✙ //:> Command send: Type //:> Just came up with the syringe roulette. //:> There's six injections all colored the same,but only one or two are good for health,while the rest are not so. #violence #cw-medical-horror ⚕
did.you.know.lowblood.kidneys.go.for.more.on.the.market.despite.being.in.plentiful.supply? it.turns.out,.sometimes.rustbloods.organs.go.for.more.than.their.estimated.lifetime.economic.output! if.you're.a.low.output.lowblood,.report.below.to.find.out.if.you.can.be.signed.up.for.harvesting..
---- |why do they have the trolley with the tools on it they said they wouldn't until I was healed I don't understand I don't want the oh f*ck that's the needle case no wait don't please don't cut enrichment short plea-| ____
---- |they gave me the palmhusk back I didn't like the procedure tonight I can't feel the water well everything's numb and the glass feels weird ((#medical-horror #cw-medical-horror))| ____
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༻𐫱༺ A deal 𝒽ass been offered🌻🌻🌻 A vivissection in exc𝒽ange for a plant🌻 Apparently it iss eassier if I am willing🌻 #cw-medical-𝒽orror #violence #gore #body-𝒽orror ༻𐫱༺