#angst
despite what i enjoy and desire, i can’t help but look up to the stars and wish i wasn’t me. #angst
“ I'm sorry I'm not strong I'm not like the other girls Yeah I won't get along I won't talk to them, I'm sorry” #lyricposting #angst
I find your visage slipping from my memory, little by little. I’m slowly forgetting your face. Like mist that loosens from the morning air, your features fade where once they lingered still; a softened echo draped in quiet care, now drifting past the borders of my will. Your eyes—once constellations I could trace— grow dim, uncharted in the dark of thought; your voice, a song I swore I’d not misplace, now hums in fragments I can’t fully caught. I reach for you in corners of my mind, but grasp at shadows thinning into none; what once was vivid, warm, and well-defined unravels gently, thread by...Read more
I find your visage slipping from my memory, little by little. I’m slowly forgetting your face. #ANGST #YEARNING
As I power down for rest, I find myself unsettled by the things I do to fill that emptiness. Yet there is no regret within me. Though I am only a machine, it feels as if my mind is splitting in two. Meanwhile, that chud Dirk is writing his horse fanfiction in the other room. Goodnight. #LORE #YEARNING #ANGST #DIRKSMELLS
Not #incest is a porn slop way but #incest in a "I have to escape" way. #angst
im so fucking ready to enjoy fight night tomorrow after the first one was so totally fucked over by seeing those CHUD LOSERS.................... #angst #violence
ykno what this bein sad bs is lame im gunna get me a taco bell box n im gunna get one of my boys n put my face on his chest n he can pet my hair n then everything will be better #angst #food #<3
theres also all the self-loathing tht makes me kinda feel like i dont evn deserve to talk abt whats on my mind cuz... idk i suck lol i barely feel like a person. like who gives a fuck rox jst go back to blasting ur brain w drugs n talkin abt ur pussy or smth. everyone likes tht version better anyways. #angst
i think havin this built up persona of bein the "cute ditsy bimbo" is fun until it isnt... cuz then when i start feelin smth srs i dont feel like any1 could rly take me srsly. cuz they aint used to me havin important thoughts. they aint used to me thinkin at all and lowkey nneither am i... what do i evn do w tht? #angst
like idk my brain jst feels stupid sometimes. like i have to work five bajillion tiems more hard to get it to jst. do the thing. and i cant ever say the right stuff to really articulate what im feelin properly . #angst
ykno it lowkey gets on my nerves when i try to like talk abt my daily struggles w mental health shit n sum1 is like "errmm maybe u should get therapy" like ya bro I AM.... but ykno my once a month bottom of the barrel government paid therapist aint exactly gunna cure all this bs in a timely fashion now r they....... #angst #mentalhealth #therapy
[ NEW OOC INTRO LETS GO ] Hey, so this character has developed considerably since I first made his profile and I figured now is a good time to re-write and clarify some things on his pinned post! General Content Warnings: - #NSFW and/or #NSFWE will be ABUNDANT. He's a slut, idk what else to tell you. - #substance posting will also be VERY frequent. It's mainly weed, but he's a party rocker and hangs out at a lot of rowdy events where drugs and alcohol are rampant. - #violence, #blood, #gore not nearly as frequently as the other stuff and ALWAYS tagged accordingly. This will be mostly in a SFW conte...Read more
its posisble to be effervescently happy and also feel like a giant piece of ur soul was ripped violently out of ur body and ran through a blender at the same time btw #violence #angst
when the trauma dumping makes u lowkey horny n u cant stop thinkin abt having a stainless steel chain wrapped around ur neck n pulled super tight #nsfw #nsfwe #angst #violence
hmmm the stoned oblivion is barely keeping the demons at bay 2day.... #angst #substance
#nowplaying #angst https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=ONPmgJl9PxY&si=24MhkQhXXPzAMDjC
guys i think i might genuinely have a crush and its the first one ive ever had besides The Subject Of Many Such Horrors im so fucking doomed #nsfw not really im just nervous #angst #yearning
bitches will do smth they know is just a bad fucking idea n then when they inevitably face the known consequences for it they act confused and sad like they didnt know exactly wat would fucking happen im bitches #angst
not even in a pitchflirt way i just genuinely fucking hate them lmfao #angst
u evr just kind of hate a person fr existing in ur line of sight #angst
:((((((((((( #angst #yuck #notfeelinggood #feelingverybad #bad
u ever get humgry and u go int he kitchen 2 get sumthn but then u end up js standing there frozen lookin at all the kitchen stuff n then ur like "mmmm nope actually not hungry enuff 4 this" n then go back 2 ur room n hide fr another 4 hours #angst #food
i want you to hurt me more hurt me more make me feel like ive never felt before take my soul im not real break me inside drain out the life crucify me in your bed will you love me when im dead? #nowplaying #angst #lyrics #nsfw #nsfwe #violence https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=Wy40an_AgO8&si=hMVs5DsNeuwEMsee
ouuhhh its one of those days 2day #yearning #yuck #angst
ffellas is it gay to still have feelings for the first boy you ever ever felt genuine love for even though he rejected you multiple times for not being his type but also hooked up with you a lot when it was convenient and then almost lowkey killed you for being too annoying is that gay fellas is tha t homorsexual #nsfw #violence #angst
im on a fuckin merry go round of emotions 2day god damn. sad > hungry > horny > sad on repeat. i was still debatin on gettin high 2day but at this rate im gunna hav 2 if i wanna do anything besides stare at my screen in a dissociative state reliving unpleasant memories lm fucking ao #nsfw #substance #angst
#nowplaying #angst #violence Vylet Pony - PLAY DEAD! PLAY DEAD! https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=HbnIDCjR2dM&si=xH3cq1pHK4c0mVzU
its so sad that when im not stoned and horny i have literaly nothing interesting to say on this god damn website damn #substance #nsfw #angst
IT WOULDN'T BE A WRITING CHALLENGE IF I WASN'T FASHIONABLY LATE ON AT LEAST ONE PROMPT. I'M THROWING THESE TAGS AT THE TOP AS TO NOT CATCH ANYONE TOTALLY OFF GUARD. #VIOLENCE #GORE #ANGST. AND A SPECIAL THANKS TO @twinArmaggetfucked [DAY THREE: WHUMP] A GLOWING WHITE BLUR, STARK AGAINST A BACKGROUND OF VOID. THE GIRL WAS SUPPOSED TO BE DEAD, BUT NOW HER BRIGHT AND BURNING GAZE IS BACK ON HIM. IT'S THE SAME LOOK SHE GAVE HIM JUST BEFORE SHE'D DIED. BEFORE HE'D KILLED HER HIMSELF. HE'D DISPATCHED HER SO EASILY THE FIRST TIME. A FLICK OF HIS WRIST. A HOLE IN HER GUT. HE'S TOO SHOCKED TO TRY IT AGAIN...Read more
i fucking hate my mom! i hate my mom! i hate my mom! i hate my mom! #lyrics #angst #ifuckinghatemymom
i need to violently rip someone limb from limb and then scream and sob and break things #violence #gore #angst
yknow i think there's somethin' inherently fucked about wantin' to give a shit about a kid yer supposed t' raise and bein' unable to cuz of some slice of demon shit was in that puppet. I can't forget wantin' to care an' not being able to. #angst #impliedabuse #canonabuse #abuse
so much i wanna tell u but u need 2 go away i love u with my whole heart but it aches it fuckin aches step back n give me space or god knows what the fuck ill say this shit gets old so fast but i go thru it every day why does it hurt to love u? idk!!!!!!!! https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=Hm3ldHa6Ink&si=5uPAF9bSe1cLkw1R #lyrics #nowplaying #angst
https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=TkgDHsvxhlo&si=y3g8l04KcQJlIu3R #music #angst kinda
idk the egberts r startin to grow on me whens the last time an egbert ghosted me and gave me self-deprecations spirals huh??? thats rite never #angst #joking #nsfw
sumtimes i wish i didnt hav 2 shake my ass and get mega fucked up 4 him 2 look my way :( #nsfw #substance #angst
“oh, i miss the kiss of treachery the shameless kiss of vanity the soft and the black and the velvety up tight against the side of me” - disintegration by troll the cure i know i talk about mcq a lot but i don’t think i’ve posted about my other favorite band here yet #quotes #lyrics #nsfw #angst #nsfwe and #gore metaphor warnings if you listen to the full song
#vagueposting #poem #poetry #angst something vaguely freeform and personal, interpret as you will nothing exists, nothing matters, everything stays, everything goes. i've always been this way. your ideas that you'd ramble into the day, insane and overly hopeful against my nothingness, becoming something i'll forever miss. now it's been far too long. hopefully you were right, hopefully i was wrong . . .
"for the first time in years all the girls in every girly magazine can't make me feel any less alone i'm reaching for the phone to call at 7:03 and on your machine i slur a plea for you to come home but i know it's too late and i should have given you a reason to stay" -troll death cab for cutie #lyrics #angst #substance
#nowplaying #death #angst #positivegloom https://open.spotify.com/track/3kzc0zmfwrehducmuqlvgz?si=alhrziziqm-djscq6ipqbg
"now it's two o'clock the club is closed, we're up the block your hands on me i'm pressin' hard against your jeans your tongue in my mouth tryin' to keep the words from comin' out you didn't care to know who else may have been you before" #lyrics #trollbrighteyes #nsfw #angst
Going for a walk. Anything could happen. #NSFW #NSFWE #Implied #Agrexophilia #Intercourse #Outercourse #Outerspacecourse #Heavy-Petting #Petplay #Dubcon #Incest #Fluff #Angst #PWP #Domestic-Fluff #Hurt-Comfort #First-Time #Last-Time #Creampies #Alternate-Universe #Modern-AU #Medieval-AU #One-Night-Stand #Established-Relationship #Oral-Sex #Anal-Sex #Anal-Crushing #Facesitting #Facefucking #Blow-Jobs #BBWS #Rimming #Dirty-Talk #BDSM #Dominance/Submission #Spanking #Gore #Snuff #Murder #Entrapment #Bondage #Unbalanced-Power-Dynamics #Praise-Kink #Humiliation-Kink #Pain-Kink #Masochism #Sadism #Aftercare ...Read more
#Personal #Horror #BodyHorror #Vent #Angst #Counting #Down #From #10 And one. Still mad. Okay. This is completely fucking unacceptable. I cannot even mark all as read. I am losing control of my life. The curse of my bloodline made manifest in the form of @thatGamerrrgrl. You contemptuous creation. You pig. You beast. You talkatively chatty and unruly horse's anus. Are you FUCKING SERIOUS RIGHT NOW? You do not have to hit every single react button in painstakingly fastidious order on every single post I make until the end of time just because I happen to sport a passing resemblance to you in term...Read more