
So. Got done talking with her. Apparently I was more spot on about being the furthest thing from Ultimate as possible. I want to be a loser for a second and say that would make me Absolute but. Really it's still pending. So, to be the opposite of being everything you are is to be nothing. I. Guess that means I'm not really alive? Or real? I'm only like. Still around because people remember me. I breathe and bleed because someone remembered that I do that, it's why I age, why I need to eat and drink and whatever else. I'm not really. Anything of my own at the moment. Even the soul work done to me by Nyrita had furthered connections that should be there. But that's what BB wanted to talk about. She's a spiritualist and I caught her eye when I was in my predicaments earlier. She uh. Gave me a piece of her like. Existence? I'd hazard to say soul because that would be a heart thing. But. She gave up a bit of herself. Reveri also left a piece of her existence in me, so there's 2 of 7, according to her. Once I have all seven bits of other me's in my me, Apparently I'll be like. Real again. Apparently BB is a part of like...a council of other me's, and I need to seek the rest of them out. Reveri rejected their offer to the council and eventually died on her own. I wasn't invited because they, well. They consider me to be a "dangerous volatile idiot". Fair enough. But yes. She cut off my powers to test me. I have them back. The others will put me through similar trials. Though there's apparently another alien culture living on the planet, a version of me that would be one of them doesn't exist because this reality only needed one me and she's a trans horse woman from gay fanfiction land here, I guess.
