#cw-trauma
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hello chittr. i am your local therapist and diviner of all things wicked. you will find that any XHEes or other OEMNs placed upon you are potentially just trauma. come see me in my office when you have a mMNEOt. #cw-trauma #cw-therapy
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- LΩΩ|⟨Ɨng bȺ☪︎|⟨ Ωn☪︎-∊ ȺgȺƗn Ωn ⴵΩ屮 ♱ⴵƗngΣ 屮-∊n♱ Ωn my Ω屮n #Σburb Σ-∊ΣΣƗΩn, ⴵΩn-∊Σ♱ly, Ɨ♱ 屮ȺΣ Ⱥ mƗrȺ☪︎l-∊ ♱ⴵȺ♱ Ⱥll Ωf uΣ ⴵȺd ΣurvƗv-∊d, -∊Σp-∊☪︎ƗȺlly Ωur NΩƗr ⴵȺvƗng gΩ♱♱-∊n ⴵȺnd Ωn ♱ⴵ-∊ blȺ☪︎|⟨ qu-∊-∊nΣ rƗng Ⱥnd pun☪︎ⴵƗng ♱ⴵ-∊ 4♱ⴵ f-∊n-∊Σ♱rȺ♱-∊d 屮Ⱥll ♱Ω unl-∊ȺΣⴵ ♱ⴵ-∊ r-∊d mƗl-∊Σ Ωn ♱ⴵ-∊ unƗv-∊rΣ-∊ ♱ⴵȺ♱ ♱ⴵ-∊ pr-∊vƗΩuΣ plȺy-∊rΣ 屮-∊r-∊ ♱rȺpp-∊d Ɨn |⟨ƗllƗng ⴵȺlf Ωf ♱ⴵ-∊m. ♱ⴵΩugⴵ, Ɨ ♱ⴵƗn|⟨ bȺ☪︎|⟨ Ⱥ♱ ♱Ɨm-∊Σ Ωn ⴵΩ屮 ♱ⴵ-∊y ♱ⴵΩugⴵ♱ Ωf uΣ, -∊Σp-∊☪︎ƗȺlly ♱ⴵ-∊ Ωn-∊ ♱ⴵȺ♱ 屮-∊n♱ by ♱ⴵ-∊ ȺlƗȺΣ Ωf MΩrnƗng, ⴵ-∊ ⴵȺd.. ȺlΩ♱ ♱Ω ΣȺy ȺbΩu♱ m-∊. ⴵ-∊ 屮ȺΣ rƗgⴵ♱ ȺbΩu♱ Ⱥ lΩ♱ Ωf ♱ⴵƗngΣ -∊v-∊n Ɨf ...Read more
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @destinedkiller there Was A Party. you Thought Everything Was Going Fine. You Hadn't Felt Miserable In At Least A Week. The Longest You've Ever Gone Without A Depressive Episode. you Had Fun. after It Ended, You Decided To Take A Walk. You Felt Content. At Peace. and Then It All Hit You. Your Friends Didn't Care About You. You Saw The Fate Your Future Had In Store For You. Nothing Changed. because You Were Just Karma, And A Karma Is Meant To Do Karma Things. copies ...Read more
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- my pr-∊vƗΩuΣ ⴵȺndl-∊, 屮ⴵƗ☪︎ⴵ 屮ȺΣ Ωn☪︎-∊ 屮ȺΣ Ɨmp-∊rƗȺlƗΣ♱ⴵȺl☪︎yΩnƗ♱-∊, 屮ȺΣ mȺd-∊ durƗng my yΩung-∊r dȺyΣ Ωu♱ Ωf ♱ⴵ-∊ fruΣ♱rȺ♱ƗΩn Ωf my lƗf-∊, Ωf ⴵΩ屮 Ɨ dr-∊Ⱥm-∊d ♱Ω lƗv-∊ ♱ⴵ-∊ lƗf-∊ ♱ⴵȺ♱ Ɨ ΣⴵΩuld'v-∊ ⴵȺd, ♱ⴵȺ♱ Ωf luxury, p-∊Ⱥ☪︎-∊ Ⱥnd ⴵΩ屮 Σu☪︎ⴵ 屮ȺΣ Ωu♱ Ωf r-∊Ⱥ☪︎ⴵ, ⴵȺvƗng b-∊-∊n r-∊plȺ☪︎-∊d 屮Ɨ♱ⴵ 屮Ⱥr, #☪︎屮-♱rȺumȺ Ⱥnd nƗgⴵ -∊ndl-∊ΣΣ #vƗΩl-∊n☪︎-∊. ♱ⴵ-∊ n-∊屮 ⴵȺndl-∊ Ɨ ♱ΩΩ|⟨ Ωn 屮ⴵ-∊n Ɨ ⴵȺd Ⱥ♱♱ȺƗn-∊d ♱ⴵƗΣ n-∊屮fȺngl-∊d Σ♱Ⱥ♱uΣ Ωf -∊xƗΣ♱Ⱥn☪︎-∊, -∊mpyr-∊ȺnΣȺpΩ♱ⴵ-∊ΩΣƗΣ, -∊mpyr-∊ȺnΣ 屮-∊r-∊ Ⱥ ♱-∊rm uΣ-∊d ♱Ω d-∊Σ☪︎rƗb-∊ ♱ⴵȺ♱ Ωf d-∊mƗ-gΩdΣ ♱ⴵȺ♱ 屮-∊r-∊ Ⱥbl-∊ ♱Ω ȺΣ☪︎-∊nd ♱Ω full-gΩdⴵΩΩd, Ɨ♱Σ ...Read more
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- Ωu♱ Ωf Ⱥll ☪︎ΩmpȺrƗΣΩnΣ ♱ⴵȺ♱ ☪︎Ωuld'v-∊ b-∊-∊n mȺd-∊ ♱Ω Σburb plȺy-∊rΣ ♱ⴵȺ♱ ☪︎Ⱥm-∊ Ωu♱ Ω|⟨Ⱥy 屮ⴵy 屮ȺΣ Ɨ ☪︎ⴵΩΣ-∊N? Ɨ ☪︎ȺM-∊ ΩU♱ ♱ⴵ-∊ ΩPPΩΣƗ♱-∊ ΩF Ω|⟨ȺY ȺND Ɨ Σ♱ƗLL ȺR-∊N'♱ Ω|⟨ȺY! YΩU DΩN'♱ JUΣ♱ ☪︎ΩM-∊ BȺ☪︎|⟨ ȺF♱-∊R ȺƗRƗNG ΩU♱ /-∊V-∊RY LƗ♱♱L-∊ ♱RȺUMȺ/ ♱ⴵȺ♱ 屮ȺΣ VƗΣƗBL-∊ ΩN ♱ⴵ-∊ DȺΣⴵ ƗN Ⱥ GΩΩD M-∊N♱ȺL Σ♱Ⱥ♱-∊. #☪︎屮-♱rȺumȺ -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
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Prey. Passive. Pliant.
Apparently, an alternative me, as a large portion, gave birth to a daughter. Will I look at her in scorn? Bring her into a life with no frailty? Neglect her in order to make her fend for herself? I don't have a womb. I have a dead patch of grass there instead. I can't even bear ticks, no soul. No love. Motherhood ends with me.
I arrived in a dress. It was the first time in a very long time that I had worn one. The last time was my Sieteñera. I still remember Dillodad coming up from his resting hole to celebrate. I was a measly seven sweeps old then. That was the last time I wore a dress. So, really, it was about time I put one on again. It made me feel young. Beautiful, even. Or close enough to beautiful that I could pretend without feeling too foolish. I was there to see her. See, I was something of an underground sort by then. Officially speaking, I had been shuffled out of the game of life by the Empress’s ...Read more
The Chronicle of the Heir, Part I. "How The Heir came to be." The Chronicle begins itself within the confines of caverns, in which that of an heir is born, a male heir in an empire most matriarchal with every other being that of an heiress, this empire is large and vast and inherently oppressive within its nature, separated by that in different castes. The heir is considered something of an anomaly, for it was the first male amongst its caste. The caretakers of this heir to be are left at a crossroads at its discovery after having felled its foster bull-shark, looking over it, the young heir snuggl...Read more