#cw-trauma
listening to a song and thinking “wow i really relate to this” and then realizing what it’s about. fuck #cw-trauma
some days i’ll be doing fantastic like im livin the best life and then suddenly i’ll just be suicidal idk why depression + ptsd mix got me fighting demons #cw-self-harm #cw-trauma
confession. “TFW you're hopelessly flushed-yearning for one specific person you were close to before you reset your identity, and you've completely lost contact with them, but their alternate selves have sporadically active accounts on Chittr and so trying not to get weird about them is a struggle. I would rather die than go back to being N***** H****** but my version of them is like, the one person that made her life worth it. I'm trying to play it cool and not immediately spend several hours traumadumping the moment I run into an alt of them but it's a lot, you know? Get a feeling so complicated.” ...Read more
I arrived in a dress. It was the first time in a very long time that I had worn one. The last time was my Sieteñera. I still remember Dillodad coming up from his resting hole to celebrate. I was a measly seven sweeps old then. That was the last time I wore a dress. So, really, it was about time I put one on again. It made me feel young. Beautiful, even. Or close enough to beautiful that I could pretend without feeling too foolish. I was there to see her. See, I was something of an underground sort by then. Officially speaking, I had been shuffled out of the game of life by the Empress’s ...Read more
The Chronicle of the Heir, Part I. "How The Heir came to be." The Chronicle begins itself within the confines of caverns, in which that of an heir is born, a male heir in an empire most matriarchal with every other being that of an heiress, this empire is large and vast and inherently oppressive within its nature, separated by that in different castes. The heir is considered something of an anomaly, for it was the first male amongst its caste. The caretakers of this heir to be are left at a crossroads at its discovery after having felled its foster bull-shark, looking over it, the young heir snuggl...Read more