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@tenebrousMarionette
<>h, daring adventurer, y<>u have fallen right int<> my trap! F<>r y<>u see, n<>w I have y<>ur unlimited attenti<>n and I intend t<> expl<>it it, just as s<><>n as I think <>f what f<>r!
(( friends who live together get just a little drunk and start making out to "test lipstick" huh smh )) (( https://64.media.tumblr.com/cfa8a6167153c5170191e9779e01d37d/cb2fb751912fa336-4a/s2048x3072/c1633c0a57f6cfada542c282df067fb6580cfc62.png #suggestive #kissing #substance ))
G<><>d evening. H<>w is every<>ne d<>ing?
✧જ⁀ People are feeling better than they were before, but people are just waking up and feeling bad to start off with!!! These playoffs are confusing times! =͟͟͞͞ ⚾︎
✧જ⁀ Im doing AMAZING, thanks for asking!!! I hope you are feeling GREAT yourself!!! =͟͟͞͞ ⚾︎
✧જ⁀ Thats GREAT to hear! Friends and teammates should always be supporting each other!!! =͟͟͞͞ ⚾︎
✧જ⁀ I like to think so! Its all ab⚾︎ut having a good spirit in stadiums like these!!! Even if people are against us it should only be in good fun! I also drank an entire pack of energy drinks but Im usually this positive!!! =͟͟͞͞ ⚾︎
@edensBane why are y<>u hiding in private messages? D<> y<>u fear <>thers w<>uld see what a creep y<>u are? A perverted freak?
I was busy earrlierr. Mostly just rreckoned ya needed t' know y'ain't gettin' him. 'kay, mate? :)
Wanna bet?
Ah, yeah. Sorrrry mate.
I know. I still contrributed though, yeah?
I f<>rg<>t being ill is exhausting... H<>w b<>thers<>me, I did n<>t get as far in my pr<>ject as I was h<>ping...
The s<>und <>f success is the sweetest music. P<>ssibly #suggestive. Well... I shan't say.
Teasing y<>ur friends until they are incapable <>f f<>rming w<>rds is, t<><>, selfcare. #suggestive
I can n<>t st<>p sneezing. If I sneeze and die because I hit my head <>n s<>mething, I want all witnesses t<> lie ab<>ut the cause <>f death.
⦓ Thank you... You look after yourself, okay? and don't hesitate to ask me for anything, anything at all. ⦔
⦓ ... I... I don't have the energy to fight that. Just remember I care about you so much, okay? ⦔
⦓ I know he does... I'm so lucky to have you both in my life. I really am... ⦔
⦓ I'm glad, it makes me so happy to have you both around. Really, I am so very lucky... ⦔
⦓ I'm so glad... You deserve to be happy. ⦔
I feel strange t<>night... My thinkpan feels like stuffed with c<>tt<>n and my b<>dy is sluggish, I l<>athe this. I need t<> make it g<> away.
<>ne thing I am especially happy ab<>ut <>n this w<>rld is the lack <>f men's public restr<><>ms. I think that is quite self explanat<>ry.
⦓ ...? ⦔
⦓ It is self-explanatory but I was wondering why you were thinking that? Like... What brought it to mind...? ⦔
((KLSDFKLD so sorry to hear it...))
⦓ Very fair... ⦔
((goddddd... praying for u despite not believing in any gods))
I can n<>t believe I had t<> read that with my very <>wn eyes with my evening c<>ffee. And g<><>d evening t<> y<>u t<><> #dashwatching #vaguep<>sting
Yeupppp. Kinda wishin' I hadn't.
Haha, yerr arrrright mate.
Been seein' some shiet rrecently so youse needa rrememberr that trrans folks arre rregularr folks at th' end of th' night. And that not everry body looks th' same. Therre's trrans blokes with tits, eitherr by choice orr naw, and therre's trrans ladies without 'em ferr th' same rreasons. Surrgerry scarrs don't mean shiet about yerr genderr.
I feel like I've missed a few chapters on what's happening here. Nevertheless the statement still stands to be adhered to, hence the rechitt.
Gettin' sick 'a seein' posts that ain't norrmal about trrans bodies is all.
Perhaps luck is on my side for once, as I haven't seen any as of recent, thank fuck for that.
Mate, if I see anotherr #boynook orr #girrlbulge post I might lose it. #nsfw I guess.
Oh, those. Yes. While the sentiment can be funny and playful at first, there does seem to be a point in which it slides towards the fetishistic and objectifying. It's as if we are being shrunk down into just some novelty. We can all appreciate any configuration of the body, but when it's the only thing one speaks about, it becomes... Dehumanizing. Detrollifying? You understand.
Yeah, exactly. I getcha. Bonus rround is talkin' about trrans guys and theirr chests but iunno, seems folks ain't norrmal therre neitherr.
Bane of my existence.
IN MY TIMELINE, THERE ARE IN FACT CIS TROLLS WITH BOTH NOOK AND BULGE. OBVIOUSLY HUMAN BULLSHIT IS A DIFFERENT STORY, BUT I DON'T THINK THE IDIOTS ON HERE MEAN IN IT THE WAY YOU'RE SPEAKING OF.
FORGOT TO ADD: EVERYTHING ELSE YOU SAID I AGREE WITH. THE SHIT I SEE PEOPLE SAYING ABOUT TRANS BODIES IS DISGUSTING 99% OF THE TIME. I HATE IT.
I am sure keeping <>neself g<>ing and functi<>ning barely because <>f an <>verwhelming sense <>f guilt is a g<><>d and healthy, l<>ng term manageable way t<> live.
I despise feeling this w<>rthless. I sh<>uld l<>ve myself, I sh<>uld see myself as w<>rthy <>f <>thers' l<>ve t<><>. And I try s<> hard t<> make myself w<>rth it, t<> make myself en<>ugh, but it never is. And I supp<>se I need t<> scream it int<> the w<>rld, because I am a pathetic attenti<>n wh<>re wh<> l<>ngs f<>r even scraps <>f affecti<>n, even th<>ugh I kn<>w they are n<>t genuine. H<>w pitiable I must seem t<> <>thers.
⦓ I hope that one day you'll be able to feel it. I know you're worthy of it. We adore you, you know! I am truly so lucky to have you in my life. ⦔
It turns <>ut stabbing <>neself with an embr<>idery needle hurts much m<>re than stabbing <>neself with a regular <>ne. And there is als<> much m<>re bl<><>d. #cw-bl<><>d
I wish my b<>dy did n<>t require sleep. It begs f<>r it s<> very desperately, yet it is refusing t<> take it when I <>ffer. S<> b<>thers<>me.
I might need t<> g<> find s<>meb<>dy, but I haven't the faintest clue where they c<>uld be and they might be in danger, <>r hurt and I simply d<> n<>t kn<>w, I d<> n<>t kn<>w.
<>h. N<>, perhaps n<>t tea. <>h g<><>dness. N<>, definitely n<>t tea.
⦓ ? ⦔
⦓ Alright... The wording is slightly worrying, but... Alright! ⦔
I w<>uld like t<> st<>p thinking f<>r <>nce.
⦓ Ah, thats what it was... Are you alright? ⦔
⦓ ... Are you sure? Would you like to talk? ⦔
⦓ That's alright... Do you want me to come hive? Or is Thisle there? ⦔
⦓ Its okay! It isn't an inconvenience, it's probably about time I head hive anyway... If not now, it'd be soon, certainly. You are always welcome to use any of the blankets, it isn't borrowing, you live there! My blankets are yours! ⦔
⦓ Alright! See you soon! ⦔
I can n<>t give in and g<> have a nap, I need t<> push thr<>ugh, <>r I will n<>t sleep in the day. But the exhausti<>n weighs <>n my mind s<> very heavily.
Truly, my patience kn<>ws n<> b<>unds. H<>w graci<>us I am.
I sh<>uld get s<>me praise f<>r my self-c<>ntr<>l, seeing that wretch ar<>und with<>ut lashing <>ut at him. #vaguep<>sting