Eve
@tenebrousMarionette
<>h, daring adventurer, y<>u have fallen right int<> my trap! F<>r y<>u see, n<>w I have y<>ur unlimited attenti<>n and I intend t<> expl<>it it, just as s<><>n as I think <>f what f<>r!
(( friends who live together get just a little drunk and start making out to "test lipstick" huh smh )) (( https://64.media.tumblr.com/cfa8a6167153c5170191e9779e01d37d/cb2fb751912fa336-4a/s2048x3072/c1633c0a57f6cfada542c282df067fb6580cfc62.png #suggestive #kissing #substance ))
I smell <>f w<><>d sm<>ke, I w<>nder h<>w that happened...
Rreal mysterry, ey?
H<>w distasteful is licking cheese? Given that I really cann<>t eat it... But I am craving s<>me.
I am unsure what my cravat is d<>ing in the thermal hull, but I supp<>se there are w<>rse places where t<> find it. I sh<>uld pr<>bably clean up bef<>re the <>thers wake up... And perhaps prepare breakfast f<>r them. #substance
There is lipstick <>n my c<>llar. Dry cleaning that will be such a hassle... H<>wever, at least I am fully dressed. N<>, h<>ld <>n, I am missing my cravat, I need t<> find <>ut where that went... I am n<>t sure what happened yesternight, but I am sure it was n<>thing t<> c<>ncern myself with. #substance #suggestive
(( friends who live together get just a little drunk and start making out to "test lipstick" huh smh )) (( https://64.media.tumblr.com/cfa8a6167153c5170191e9779e01d37d/cb2fb751912fa336-4a/s2048x3072/c1633c0a57f6cfada542c282df067fb6580cfc62.png #suggestive #kissing #substance ))
(( Puts your art in my mouth like an evil art stealing hamster and skitters away.
((LKSDFLKSDF eated..... its gone... no more art))
(((ooooooughhbb
(( KLSDFLKSFDKL yaaay ))
((gotta do more binkii posting
﴾﴾yesss more binkii posting...﴿﴿
((Asdagfga this is so good!!))
((YIPPEEEE thank youuuu yay!))
((yaay thank you! posing three people is so fuckin hardddddddddddd ough it was fun tho))
I never. C<>nsidered bwing led whikedabcing. Itisquite nixe. #substance
⦓ I love my firneds <3 my friends.... yay!! #substance ⦔
Ican still und<> buttems witgmy teeth. Ans thet l<><>k s<>g<><>d wirh the lipstick,,m this is a h<><>d ahade. #substance #suggestive
Wh<> w<>uld have th<>ught that after taking <>ne nap, it w<>uld be difficult t<> take an<>ther? And that it d<>es n<>t chase away the em<>ti<>ns? I might turn t<> #substances t<> help me sleep, t<> fall int<> the c<>mf<>rting embrace <>f <>blivi<>n. Every night, I am grateful f<>r my efficient filtrati<>n system...
⦓ Sometimes sleep does not come so easily... Would you like company? ⦔
⦓ ... Well, numbing yourself to the emotions won't help you process them, you know... But also you are an adult and I am not going to deny you a drink if you want it provided you're drinking responsibly. I can get that for you. I think I know where there's some whiskey on one of the other Lands... ⦔
⦓ Of course! We can be wrecks together. ⦔
⦓ Of course. Anytime! ⦔
I get better physically, <>nly t<> immediately deteri<>rate mentally. H<>w ir<>nic... Perhaps spending time <>n s<>cial media and then napping is what I need t<> d<>.
Ain't everr a strraightforrwarrd prrocess, ey?
Anytime, mate.
Back t<> waking up screaming. H<>w I did n<>t wake every<>ne is a mystery. I think I need a drink. M<>st likely just s<>mething h<>t, but p<>ssibly #substances.
D<>es anyb<>dy have any music rec<>mmendati<>ns t<> make me feel miserable and terrible? I miss s<>meb<>dy and I supp<>se the l<>gical step is t<> twist the knife.
This one. hurts, it’s my. go to for when i feel totally. worked up https://youtu.be/MFya4yEFbcY?si=avezfvav1syUHw1r
En<>ugh ruminati<>ns, it d<>es n<>t lead anywhere. I need t<> find s<>mething t<> w<>rk <>n.
The mem<>ries are bittersweet. A part <>f me wishes they were <>nly bitter.
The rain brings back mem<>ries. I d<> n<>t entirely hate them.
This is turning <>ut quite well. I am pleased t<> be able t<> w<>rk pr<>perly again.
In a way, I d<> miss hiving al<>ne - n<>t having t<> keep my em<>ti<>ns <>n such a tight leash.
if you need privacie can't you like ask for some privacie
if you're all leaving together it's everieone's hive and i more meant like... having a room all to yourself or something right like do you got a you space? you need a you space people with no alone time go nuts as much as people with no friends
*living not leaving
huh is it like a real small place? if there's enough room to make a space your own, i reckon it's onlie right to be able to
sounds like your friends don't reallie think about your needs enough, huh what's a little rearranging furniture between pals then a room's purpose can be for it to be yours trust me, saves you a lottttttt of crazie later like a lot said from experience
ohhhhhhhh you gonna crash out bigtime one daie dont saie i didnt warn you aniewaie have fun
I w<>uld like a built in heating pad... I w<>uld prefer a b<>dy that d<>esn't hurt, but this will have t<> suffice. I am starting t<> fear this is n<>t s<>mething that will res<>lve <>n its <>wn, it has been nights...
It is a struggle t<> define <>neself. What is a pers<>n but a c<>llecti<>n <>f events and interests? There is n<>thing I c<>uld think t<> say <>f myself that I c<>uld n<>t als<> say ab<>ut alm<>st anyb<>dy else. And the m<>re I think <>f it, the m<>re I l<>se myself in the dark. There is n<>t a pers<>n here, merely a clutter <>f th<>ughts and mem<>ries, haphazardly thr<>wn t<>gether t<> resemble a pers<>n.
⦓ ... Do you think that I am a person, Eve? ⦔
⦓ For the same reasons you're claiming you aren't. I'm also just a "clutter of thoughts and memories, haphazardly thrown together to resemble a person" you know. Less, even, due to how much was taken from me. If you are not a person, then nor am I. ⦔
⦓ I'm simply turning your own logic to you, Eve. For clarity; I fully believe that you and I are as much people as anyone else. We are both people, Eve. ⦔
⦓ Where are you right now? I'll come and sit with you. ⦔
⦓ I will be there. ⦔