Eve
@tenebrousMarionette
<>h, daring adventurer, y<>u have fallen right int<> my trap! F<>r y<>u see, n<>w I have y<>ur unlimited attenti<>n and I intend t<> expl<>it it, just as s<><>n as I think <>f what f<>r!
G<><>d evening. H<>w is every<>ne d<>ing?
@edensBane why are y<>u hiding in private messages? D<> y<>u fear <>thers w<>uld see what a creep y<>u are? A perverted freak?
I was busy earrlierr. Mostly just rreckoned ya needed t' know y'ain't gettin' him. 'kay, mate? :)
I f<>rg<>t being ill is exhausting... H<>w b<>thers<>me, I did n<>t get as far in my pr<>ject as I was h<>ping...
The s<>und <>f success is the sweetest music. P<>ssibly #suggestive. Well... I shan't say.
Teasing y<>ur friends until they are incapable <>f f<>rming w<>rds is, t<><>, selfcare. #suggestive
I can n<>t st<>p sneezing. If I sneeze and die because I hit my head <>n s<>mething, I want all witnesses t<> lie ab<>ut the cause <>f death.
⦓ Thank you... You look after yourself, okay? and don't hesitate to ask me for anything, anything at all. ⦔
⦓ ... I... I don't have the energy to fight that. Just remember I care about you so much, okay? ⦔
⦓ I know he does... I'm so lucky to have you both in my life. I really am... ⦔
⦓ I'm glad, it makes me so happy to have you both around. Really, I am so very lucky... ⦔
I feel strange t<>night... My thinkpan feels like stuffed with c<>tt<>n and my b<>dy is sluggish, I l<>athe this. I need t<> make it g<> away.
<>ne thing I am especially happy ab<>ut <>n this w<>rld is the lack <>f men's public restr<><>ms. I think that is quite self explanat<>ry.
⦓ It is self-explanatory but I was wondering why you were thinking that? Like... What brought it to mind...? ⦔
((goddddd... praying for u despite not believing in any gods))
I can n<>t believe I had t<> read that with my very <>wn eyes with my evening c<>ffee. And g<><>d evening t<> y<>u t<><> #dashwatching #vaguep<>sting
I am sure keeping <>neself g<>ing and functi<>ning barely because <>f an <>verwhelming sense <>f guilt is a g<><>d and healthy, l<>ng term manageable way t<> live.
I despise feeling this w<>rthless. I sh<>uld l<>ve myself, I sh<>uld see myself as w<>rthy <>f <>thers' l<>ve t<><>. And I try s<> hard t<> make myself w<>rth it, t<> make myself en<>ugh, but it never is. And I supp<>se I need t<> scream it int<> the w<>rld, because I am a pathetic attenti<>n wh<>re wh<> l<>ngs f<>r even scraps <>f affecti<>n, even th<>ugh I kn<>w they are n<>t genuine. H<>w pitiable I must seem t<> <>thers.
⦓ I hope that one day you'll be able to feel it. I know you're worthy of it. We adore you, you know! I am truly so lucky to have you in my life. ⦔
It turns <>ut stabbing <>neself with an embr<>idery needle hurts much m<>re than stabbing <>neself with a regular <>ne. And there is als<> much m<>re bl<><>d. #cw-bl<><>d
I wish my b<>dy did n<>t require sleep. It begs f<>r it s<> very desperately, yet it is refusing t<> take it when I <>ffer. S<> b<>thers<>me.
I might need t<> g<> find s<>meb<>dy, but I haven't the faintest clue where they c<>uld be and they might be in danger, <>r hurt and I simply d<> n<>t kn<>w, I d<> n<>t kn<>w.
<>h. N<>, perhaps n<>t tea. <>h g<><>dness. N<>, definitely n<>t tea.
⦓ Alright... The wording is slightly worrying, but... Alright! ⦔
I w<>uld like t<> st<>p thinking f<>r <>nce.
⦓ Its okay! It isn't an inconvenience, it's probably about time I head hive anyway... If not now, it'd be soon, certainly. You are always welcome to use any of the blankets, it isn't borrowing, you live there! My blankets are yours! ⦔
I can n<>t give in and g<> have a nap, I need t<> push thr<>ugh, <>r I will n<>t sleep in the day. But the exhausti<>n weighs <>n my mind s<> very heavily.
Truly, my patience kn<>ws n<> b<>unds. H<>w graci<>us I am.
I sh<>uld get s<>me praise f<>r my self-c<>ntr<>l, seeing that wretch ar<>und with<>ut lashing <>ut at him. #vaguep<>sting
I still can n<>t believe I let myself get like this. This is what n<> skincare r<>utine d<>es t<> a man.