whatever
@abhorrentRecluse
like you actually care
I’ll keep being nice, though. And good. And endlessly forgiving. Always there when you need me. I’ll never mention my pain, okay?
people take what you say and run with it. they don’t even realize it was you who said it. in their mind you were never there. they’ll laugh about things you said and never give you any credit. you’ll try to join in and they won’t even know who you are
even the ones who say they like you seem forced
you crave attention and genuine connection so bad it’s pathetic. people look the other way when you’re around
you could disappear today and no one would notice. no one even asks when you aren’t around anyway. you’ve noticed
it’s pathetic. every time you try to reach out or make friends it’s laughable. just reminds you how little you matter to everyone else



