The last bit of my thoughts on it nowv that im not pissed off. This is a long thought post, I already knowv people aint gonna read it, so vwhatevwer. The people vwho vwill read it vwill thank you. I dont believwe respect is earned. I think its the bare minimum basic thing I can do vwith a stranger. I dont care if I had a bad experience vwith one Kurloz; I knowv that the next one might be different. I had the VWORST ancestor, he vwas an eridan, guy sucked, hit me, beat me, vwhatevwer. I dont get along vwith eridans; its hard for me. 8ut I knowv theyre not all the same. The basic thing I can do is just not talk to them, knovwing I havwe this bias. If you dont like my alts for vwhatevwer reason, I can respect that, I understand that, but I ask that you treat me vwith basic respect and just not talk to me. I dont knowv MOST of you, if youre not one of the 11 people I grewv up vwith, I dont knowv you. Its more of a vwaste of energy to be nasty vwhen you can just ignore me. I am not an amazing guy. I am in therapy to be a better person, I am putting in the vwork to try and be a better person, and I havwe my owvn shit to vwork through. I really do not need vwhat is supposed to be a fun, okay experience to be bogged dowvn by people vwho are just going to assume the vworst vwhen they can just leavwe me alone and block/ignore me.
You were sucky to me b4 TBH and I don't like seeing you but Yunyun gave me dokidokis earlier and I realized I should try being better for Mommy's sake. So if you're gunna try to be better too then I can forgive you for being sucky ig. IK I've sent out toxic denpa myself too so it's okay.
I still think youre a lil odd, but yeah, sorry for being mean to you earlier.