Im scArEd fOr thE fUtUrE, As mUch As my kIn OffEr mE A pErfEct lIfE In thE stArs And As mUch As mAtEsprIt chIxIE wIshEs tEll mE wE wIll nEvEr bE sEpArAtEd I Am trOUblEd by whAt mIght hAppEn… bUt sImIlArly I cAnnOt tUrn my bAck On thE mEssIAhs And my hOly dUty tO thE clUrch I wIsh I wIsh It wErE EAsIEr I wIsh All Of thIs wErE EAsIEr
It Is tOO mUch... chOOsIng Is tOO mUch
shits never siMple. lifes like a hall of Mirrors full of twists n turns i hope you finD your way sister, no Matter where ya enD up. as long as youre happy :o)
go with what 7ou want, rather than what 7ou feel 7ou have to
I wAnt bOth! sUrEly I wAnt bOth…
worth thinking about what 7ou reall7 want, i think
wEll I lOvE thE mEssIAhs! bUt I lOvE hEr tOO… And I wOUld dO AnythIng fOr hEr! bUt I hAvE spEnt my EntIrE lIfE In prEpArAtIOn tO sErvE thE mEssIAhs In lIvIng And dEAth thE clUrch nEEds mE And whAt I cAn dO! And… If I dId lEAvE thEy wOUld nOt lEAvE mE In pEAcE… sO thEy wOUld nOt lEAvE hEr EIthEr…
sounds like part of this isn’t 7ou want it, it’s 7ou don’t want the (onsequen(es. that’s not what 7ou want, that’s what 7ou’re being (oer(ed into
I... shOUld nOt dIscUss sUch sUbvErsIvE tOpIcs AlOUd, ApOlOgIEs
as long as 7ou think of them
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