𝚂𝚎𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜

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You finally remembered!

Deverified

A user of unestablished repute

transgender

love yourself

Lavender Menace

A moniker of adorable eldritch evil.

@discardedPasts[DP]

𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @archangelsterrarium "[######], I Need You To Kill Me." that's A Sentence That Nobody Wants To Hear. Whether That Be The Speaker, Or The Receiver Of Said Message. it's... Funny, Though. To You, This Was It. This Was The Closest Thing To A Declaration Of-- Of *something.* You Aren't Sure If It's Love, If It's Devotion. But It Was Something. you Remember The Look In His Eyes. They Were So, So Wide. And He Looked So Scared. No. Not Scared. Terrified. He Couldn't Believe The Words That Came Out Of Your Mouth. You Felt His Hand As It Trembled, As You Held It Between Both Of His Own, How It Caused His Blade To Wobble As You Held It Pointed Directly Upon Yourself. And You... Smiled. you Smiled Like You'd Asked Something Else. Something Sweet, Something Simple. Ignoring The Fact You Were Covered In Sweat And Blood, That Your Own Gaze Was Growing Misty-eyed The Longer You Looked At Him. you Just Didn't Have The Real Guts To Tell Him; "i Want You To See Me. I Want You To *really* See Me. i Want To Shed My Skin Bare And Hand My Heart Out To You. i Want To Show You The Worst Of Me, Because I Know You- I *want* To Know You. and I Don't Want You To Fear Me." the Rest Is Fuzzy. As It Tends To Be. You Don't Like Thinking About Your Violent Tendencies. but, You Remember What It Was Like When You Came Out Of That State. just You. And Him. The Stars Shining Out Through The Void Of The Sky, And The Gentle Thrum Of The Train That Ended Up Jostling You Awake. he Was Doing What You Do. Pressed His Head Into Your Chest, Over Your Heart, So That He Could Hear- So That He Could Make *sure* That He Could Hear Your Pulse Again. If Had More Strength In Yourself, You Would've Cried. Instead, You Just Let Yourself Lie There. And You Waited For The Sun To Rise. it Was After That Day You Decided To Buy Them. The Earrings. for Forgiveness. As An Apology. As Something That You Have Yet To Confess, But Already Have. #death #violence #guilt your Fault. 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗 ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀