lostAfuckig derby. FINE. watevrWHATRVRR J DONT FCARE. cartsh gone im p sure idk it just kinda happned n i didnt even get time t'think abt it b4 everyfing else went wroner. bc den i get out n find out one of my oldest mates just went n tried tcull me??!????\?/?:?:!? LOEKEWBAHT DA FUCK WHAT THE FUCK EVEN IS DAT i cant even procss it proper it just keeps jumbling in my fuckign finkpan LIKE i keep finkigb “no that didnt happen” but IT DID HE HIT ME ONCE AND AFTA he was jus TRYIGN TK RAM HIS BUFGVY AT ME AGAUN!!!!! n i kept sayinFCJK FUCK OFF!!! but it kept comin like HE didnt even HEAR me or like HE DID n didnt care n now a few plpl talkin abt it like “maybe he ad reasns” yeah ok cool brilliant I BLOODY LOVE dat cheers lads maybe he coulda used words INSTEAD OF TRYNA PUT ME IN DA FUCKING GROUND??????????????? bc now im just sat here m my head wont stp spinnin n every time i try n chill it just slips n goes nah rememebr dat remembr dat n i get more pissed off every time not sad jus pissed off like proper shaking angry bc wot was i sposed t do?? just stand there n let it happen?? like sorry mate go ahead my fault fer existing???? fuck off honestly idk idk idk how im meant tdeal w dat shit aftada night i JUDG HAD BEFORE jts fine hesIDK HES gonenow