>--D=I=just=dont=get=why=im=so=bad=at=what=im=made=to=be=good=at=sometimes=haha//<
>--D=I=cannot=say=but=it=is=quite=apparent=from=a=cursory=glance=at=my=replies=haha=:///<
/)kay first, y/)u need t/) ask l/)ts /)f questi/)ns. pe/)ple l/)ve talking ab/)ut themselves. y/)u sh/)uld always seem a bit skeptical t/) s/)me tasks that seem a bit hard but the key here is t/) ask questi/)ns and /)nce y/)u’ve asked like 3 and they resp/)nded pretend like ar/)und that mark y/)u understand what they are saying. it makes them feel smart and appeals t/) their auth/)rity. if push c/)mes t/) sh/)ve and y/)ur in a particularly bad situati/)n i’d als/) suggest c/)ugh c/)ugh (stabbing pe/)ple) but i assume we are very different pe/)ple. als/) agree with them a l/)t but disagree at s/)me min/)r p/)ints s/) it d/)esn’t l/)/)k like y/)ur faking it. perfecti/)n is m/)re believable if there’s s/)me slight differences
>--D=But=while=some=of=this=information=is=very=applicable=and=similar=to=what=another=yellowblood=friend=I=have=has=advised=me=with=is=a=bit=deceptive=and=you=should=never=be=anything=but=as=honest=as=possible=with=highbloods=unless=it=might=danger=them=I=suppose=how=do=you=resolve=this=discrepancy=:?//<
everything is life /)r death if y/)u really think ab/)ut it. if everything is life /)r death then y/)u sh/)uld treat danger and stability as the same. if t/)i g/) l/)w en/)ugh /)n the pecking /)rder than they can just cull y/)u. y/)u can pick y/)ur /)utc/)me but i’d suggest the /)ne that usually pr/)vides the “n/)t dying” /)pti/)n
>--D=But=that=only=makes=if=you=value=your=life=above=that=of=serving=others=haha=:?//<
what if i tell y/)u t/) value y/)ur life? what ab/)ut that? y/)u can’t just lie there and take it like s/)me l/)ser. n/) /)ne likes a l/)ser, y/)u d/)n’t have t/) be a winner y/)u just have t/) be /)n the winning side and y/)u can’t d/) that if y/)ur dead
>--D=Oh=of=course=I=value=my=life=to=some=extent=if=I=were=dead=then=I=wouldn't=be=able=to=enjoy=all=the=niceties=offered=to=me=by=the=noble=sacrifices=of=those=above=me=and=the=genetic=material=used=and=effort=xpunged=by=the=mother=grub=and=the=lessons=taught=to=me=by=life=and=such=would=be=wasted=so=I=dont=seek=death=but=if=it=was=a=choice=between=my=life=and=the=life=of=a=higher=blood=mine=would=obviously=be=less=valuable=in=comparison=haha.//<
well whatever makes y/)u happy i guess br/) (gender neutral) h/)pe y/)u find s/)mething y/)ur g/)/)d at s/)/)n
>--D=I=am=a=guy=so=you=can=use=he/him=but=thank=you=for=the=help=it=was=somewhat=reassuring=in=a=weird=way=and=I=cant=just=give=up=now=I=just=need=to=buckle=down=study=harder=and=make=sure=to=be=more=helpful=haha=:)//<
/)kay g/)t it br/) (masculine), wish y/)u luck in whatever y/)u even d/). but in a n/)nchalant and c/)/)l way and n/)t in a super caring way (imp/)rtant clarificati/)n)