There are many very nice young trolls on this website. It is more kindness than I have earned. Save your sweet compassions for those who yet llive, for they are wasted on the Dead.
Comꫂ❁assion is hardly a finite resource, you know. I don't think it's ꫂ❁ossible to waste it :) ❣︎
And yet you're here, and to be here you will receive kindness. It's not a limited resource. Does it not feel nice, to know there are those who care for you all the same?
Mm. It inspires guillt. Thank you nonethelless.
Well. I'm not sure what you feel you did to earn it. But I think eternity is a very long time to sꫂ❁end feeling unworthy of a little kindness. We're never stuck as exactly the ꫂ❁eoꫂ❁le we used to be. You have a long afterlife to grow and change it sounds like. Who better to show a bit of softness to? ❣︎
Why do you feel guilty for it? I know it's something I've struggled with, but like... its probably best that you welcome the kindness. If you keep pushing it away it will go away. I found that out the hard way.
*go away more permanently. Damn you no edit replys
This... is true. I am trying to grow from the troll I was in llife. It seems not enough at times. I will continue.
I think the fact that it doesn't feel like enough...is testament to the growth you've done already :) As you grow, you find more things that you think you ought to change. But you're only noticing them because you've ꫂ❁ut in enough work to be able to see the details. You know? It's like develoꫂ❁ing any new skill. The better you get, the more you see where you can imꫂ❁rove. It doesn't mean you're failing. It means the growth is haꫂ❁ꫂ❁ening <:) ❣︎