Chuimi
@carnationDeficient
♨𝐻ell✿✿✿﹗﹗﹗ ≈:𝒟 ♨𝒢raci✿us c✿✿k/baker enthusiast﹗ ♨𝒟✿n't be shy t✿ chat﹗ 𝒫✿lyquads﹗ <3: @glitzyAbscissa / @karmaDagger <>: X c3<: X <3<: X
♨𝐹igured 𝐼'd d✿ a little face reveal finally﹗﹗ 𝐻✿pe 𝐼 d✿n't disapp✿int﹗
{{ Hey. Serious post, I'm really sorry, but I feel like I'm digging myself in a bigger hole when I'm not addressing the problem. My partner texted me about a week ago with an update, which I'm very grateful about, but it's still difficult to make myself enjoy things I want to enjoy, or to even hang out with people before getting overstimulated and have self harm ideations again. It's kind of put me in a situation where I'm talking to about anyone, even if I don't like the person, the attention is comforting. I'm too scared to reach out to people, knowing they're okay with my bullshit, but I don't want them to see my like this or know how much I'm eating myself alive. Thank you for the support on my last similar post, it means a lot. Being away from Chittr kind of helps, but I miss roleplaying. Soon enough, I will return in a better headspace. #cw-self-harm #cw-self-harm-ideation #mental-health #cw-mental-health
{{ Reposting this on some of my other accounts, too.
((Good luck, take it easy, and be safe. We will all be happy to see you when you come back. :)
{{ Thank you so much, I'll see you soon!
(( hug hug hug!!! ))
{{ Hug hug! 🫂
take care yo //
{{ Thank you! I'll do my best!
{{ Thanks, Kneion! Sorry I haven't been super active! I'll surely return in a few days!
It's okay!! Please take as long as you need! You're going through a hard time! <3 //
⃤⃞⃟⃤ ⧉T⩇ @c❖rn❖tⓘ⩇nD𝓔fⓘcⓘ𝓔nt, H❖ppy M❖t𝓔sprⓘt M⩇nd❖y! ⓘ l⩇v𝓔 y⩇◡ s⩇ m◡ch Ch◡ⓘⓘ ❖nd ⓘ ❖m gl❖d t⩇ h❖v𝓔 y⩇◡ ❖s my m❖t𝓔sprⓘt! <3 #m❖t𝓔sprⓘt #m❖t𝓔sprⓘtm⩇nd❖y⿻ ̤̮
♨𝒜ww, 𝐻appy 𝑀atesprit 𝑀✿nday t✿ y✿u t✿✿ ෆy l✿ve﹗﹗﹖ ≈:𝒟 <3
happy matesprit monday to @carnationDeficient i love you chuchu. once i figure out a new transport method that doesnt involve bugging haru to send me place's with her light powers we should hang out again in just like a small thing yk speaking of. @voxAngeli happy mmmoirail monday? youre still like... i mean i know weve sent diamonds and stuff at each other but im not sure whether moirail fully applie's here. but i know you already #getit so im just kinda rambling #moirailmonday #matespritmonday
♨𝒜ww, nearly f✿rg✿t ab✿ut t✿day﹗ 𝐻appy 𝑀ateprit 𝑀✿nday t✿ y✿u as well, 𝒮unshine﹗ 𝒲e sh✿uld get that picnic in planning﹗ <3
fuck yes fahaha <33
♨𝒰uugh. 𝐼've searched high and l✿w f✿r this plush and 𝒩𝒪𝐹𝐼𝒩﹗ ≈>:(
oh damn.. hope you find it soon chuchu <33
♨𝒯hanks, 𝒮unshine﹗ 𝐼'ෆ s✿rry 𝐼've n✿t been active, thats all 𝐼've been d✿ing recently is trying t✿ find it. 𝐼t'll turn up s✿✿n﹗
/.you.were.supposed.to.say"under"where"and.then.hilarity.was.supposed.to.ensue.but.whatever.\ \.i.hope.you.find.the.massive.thing.anyways./
i havent noticed any inactivity ive been stuck in a time bubble. its only been a few hours since my crashout for me
♨𝒪h, 𝐼'ෆ s✿rry﹗ 𝒮tressing ✿ver it 𝐼 guess 𝐼 didn't take the chance t✿ read in the fun j✿ke. 𝑀aybe next tiෆe﹗
yeah. i think wingdings mightve been tryna slow us down from leaving? fuck if i know though. were out now so its all good
yeah, were safe. cant be on very much cause i gotta get a new phone but i love you <3
♨𝐿ittle yell✿w prince swiෆෆing thr✿ugh ෆy feed right n✿w.
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fihsh🌸🌸💛💛💜💜💚💚
♨𝐼 caved in and ate ✿ne ✿f ෆy sweets 𝐼 ෆade f✿r a sale. 𝐼 ෆay ✿r ෆay n✿t have had the wh✿le batch ✿f that ✿ne pastry... 𝒟:≈
♨𝐼 was cleaning ෆy bl✿cks and f✿und this ✿ld ph✿t✿graph ✿f h✿w shy 𝐼 was. ...𝒲✿nder if 𝐼 can find that plush s✿ෆewhere..
oh my god
no youre just fuckin adorable fahaha
of course chu <3
⃤⃞⃟⃤ ⧉❖ww!! ⓘ wⓘsh ⓘ h❖d s𝓔𝓔n thⓘs m⩇r𝓔 s⩇⩇n𝓔r d𝓔❖r! <:B<⿻ ̤̮
♨𝐼 uh. 𝐼 f✿rg✿t t✿ clean. 𝐻aha. 𝒯✿✿ tired t✿ n✿w, but 𝐼'll try d✿ing it an✿ther day. 𝒢✿✿dlight﹗
goodlight chuchu <3
♨𝐻ෆෆෆ... 𝐼 haven't checked this bl✿ck in a while...ෆaybe 𝐼 sh✿uld clean it..
taking your mind off of stuff?
♨𝒰hෆ. 𝑀aybe. 𝐼've deep cleaned ෆy 𝐻ive bef✿re but didn't b✿ther with a bl✿ck.
mm.
no, just... let me know if theres anything you need.
*the darkheart nods, crosses its arms, and strikes an aurafarming pose while hovering.*
..feheh.
♨𝐼 need t✿ rest, 𝐼 can't keep acting like this. 𝒢✿✿dlight, every✿ne. 𝐼'ෆ n✿t g✿ing t✿ st✿p l✿ving theෆ.
c< rest well, Or, try 2 >c
c< we all care abOut tHeM, aNd yOu as well, sO.... lets dO Our best, 4 tHeM >c
♨𝒴es, f✿r theෆ. 𝐼'ෆ sure it'll all be ✿kay eventually. 𝑀aybe n✿t n✿w, ✿r h✿wever far in the future, but eventually.
c< TiMe Heals all wOuNds, as tHe sayiNg gOes.... >c
♨@karෆa𝒟agger 𝐼'll still l✿ve y✿u. 𝒩✿ ෆatter what. 𝐼'ෆ real. 𝐼'll always be there f✿r y✿u. 𝒫lease, let ෆe help y✿u in any way 𝐼 can.
♨𝐼'ෆ s✿ s✿rry. 𝐼'ෆ s✿rry 𝐼 did this. 𝐼'ෆ s✿ s✿rry. 𝐼 didn't ෆean t✿. 𝐼 th✿ught 𝐼 c✿uld help prevent it. 𝐼'ෆ s✿ s✿rry.
♨𝒢✿g 𝒟𝒜𝑀 it﹗ 𝒯his is all ෆy fault, 𝐼 sh✿uld have stayed quiet﹗﹗﹗ #𝒱𝐸𝒩𝒯𝐼𝒩𝒢 #𝐻𝐸𝑅𝐸𝐼𝒢𝒪𝐹𝒰𝒞𝒦𝐼𝒩𝒢𝑀𝒴𝒞𝐻𝒜𝒩𝒞𝐸𝒰𝒫﹗﹗﹗
♨𝐻ad s✿ ෆuch fun at the party﹗ 𝒮aw b✿th ✿f ෆy ෆatesprits and had a little scuff...but 𝐼 enj✿yed ෆyself with theෆ﹗ 𝐼 wish 𝐼 didn't have t✿ leave, th✿ugh. ≈:( #𝒜ppleslice𝒜ffair
♨𝒮urprising theෆ was the best decisi✿n s✿ far t✿night﹗ <3 #𝒜ppleslice𝒜ffair
♨𝐵arely rested, but 𝐼'ෆ up t✿ tackle t✿day's w✿rk﹗ 𝐿✿t's ✿f events...
♨𝐼 hate thr✿wing up. 𝐼 feel all gr✿ss and sliෆy like 𝐼 need t✿ take s✿ ෆany trips in water t✿ clean ෆyself fr✿ෆ that feeling.
♨𝒪h﹗ 𝐼'ෆ p✿sting ab✿ut ෆy ෆatesprits, t✿✿﹗ @glitzy𝒜bscissa and @karෆa𝒟agger ﹗ 𝒜bs✿lutely the best, even if 𝐼 have seeෆ eel and absent recently﹗ 𝐿✿ve y✿u b✿th l✿ts﹗ 💜💚
love you too chuchu ૮×ﻌùა ♥
♨𝐼 had this dreaෆ where 𝐼 and ෆany ✿thers went t✿ this vast display with all ✿f ✿ur interests. 𝒮✿ෆe ✿f theෆ were....𝒬uesti✿nable, but 𝐼 l✿ved seeing h✿w they lit up as ෆuch as 𝐼 did f✿r the 𝒞arnival/𝒞ircus displays.