1t’s we1rd to me yknow, how 1 spent most of my l1fe just not dream1ng after a certa1n po1nt. noth1ng at all, just black. then the mass halluc1nat1on game happens, and suddenly you can dream just f1ne aga1n. except actually 1t’s not dream1ng, you’re luc1d 1n another place that phys1cally changes and sh1fts and also there’s no one. you’re alone wh1le you wander unt1l you get t1red of wander1ng, then you wake up and repeat the cycle 1n wak1ng hours and you do the same th1ng over and over and over and over every n1ght forever. 1t’s always so qu1et there. uncomfortably qu1et where the s1lence 1s watch1ng YOU and wa1t1ng for YOU to Tweak Out 1nstead of the other way around. but even 1f you do there’s noth1ng and no one fam1l1ar enough to latch onto and 1t just cont1nues and
pray that you don’t start dream1ng aga1n 1f you stopped