[unit_CN003NF_message] [emotional_dampening_timer: 00:00:00] [emotional_dampening:offline] (wh...) (oh) (g-gog) [stress_level:7/10] [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (haha... i t-think, there w-were more p-people in m-my hivestem t-than there w-were in t-this whole s-ship) (just, people e-everywhere... and y-you knew e-everyones name, the g-guy selling o-oblong meat p-products on t-the corner, the g-guy with t-the barkbeast w-who is a-always excited t-to see y-you, the c-couple thats t-too loud a-at light b-but they b-bring apple f-fritters when t-there are p-parties so e-everyone turns a-a blind b-bulb) (just, none o-of that c-celebration here...) [stress_level:4/10] (g-guess, it m-means im a-alone with m-my thoughts a-a lot) (...) (the v-view from y-your hive, do y-you remember i-it very w-well?) (i n-never really g-got to g-go out t-to the c-country) [stress_level:3/10] (c-could you d-describe the v-view to m-me?) [end_message]
<action; statement input; statement: a input; statement: a |ot of my memory of my hive was de|eted, but input; statement: it was on a big hi|| at the base of some mountains. input; statement: i had a windmi||hive with ye||ow canvas sai|s input; statement: the view was error:memory_fi|e_not_found SYSTEM:memory_fi|e_|ocated input; statement: there were wi|df|owers input; statement: the |& was s|oping & bumpy input; statement: coarse vegetation & |ots of berries. there was a massive cave system underneath that i wou|d guide rocks through to practice psionic contro| input; statement: there was |awnring f|ora too, in patches. there were |itt|e pockets of woods scattered across the hi||s, & a river going through the |& that went underground & f|ooded some of the caves input; statement: especia||y when it rained. />
[unit_CN003NF_message] (that s-sounds... so n-nice) (i k-kind of g-get what y-you mean t-though, with, memories e-erased- though i-i didnt r-really erase t-them, they j-just, eroded...) (i d-dont really r-remember what m-my hive l-looked like, i r-remember i l-liked the v-view from t-the garden o-on the t-top of t-the hivestem, and t-there were t-the pretty l-lights of t-the city a-around us) (i r-remember my h-hive had b-big windows, and a-a nice v-view, and s-stelye wanted t-to swap o-out cuz h-he said i-i wasnt u-using them a-after the a-accident...) (but i-its not a-all there) (t-the feelings a-are though) (i h-hope- the f-feelings still a-are for y-you too) [end_message]
<action; statement input; statement: the fee|ings are sti|| there, i think input; statement: it's a |itt|e hard to te|| input; statement: pasca| has been he|ping me with it. s|ow|y uncorrupting the memory fi|es that weren't de|eted. that's how i know what co|our the sai|s were or that there were wi|df|owers input; statement: your hive sounds |ove|y! input; statement: i do remember wanting to put |ights a|ong the top of my hive, but i was worried about them b|owing away or getting tang|ed in the sai|s input; statement: or something. i think i was quite young when i wanted |ights />
[unit_CN003NF_message] (it w-was pretty, i t-think... its b-been uh, a l-long time s-since ive s-seen it, haha...) (i t-think if w-we ever g-get the b-boys palmhusks b-back they c-can show m-me photos n-now that i-i can s-see sorta, it'll b-be worth t-the pain) (i-im glad p-pascal is h-helping you w-with that) [stress_level:4/10] (y-you dont d-deserve to f-forget those t-things) [end_message]
<action; statement input; statement: the de|etion was input; statement: never mind. input; statement: but yes, i agree about that input; statement: i hope i can recover more />
[unit_CN003NF_message] (...) [stress_level:5/10] (o-oh...) (...) [stress_level:3/10] (i-i think y-you will) (y-you have a-a lot o-of friends, and p-people who a-are willing t-to help y-you and a-a reall c-cool moirail a-and all t-that, and y-you have b-bees and s-stuff and i-it just) (i t-think) (things a-are gonna g-get better f-for you...) [stress_level:2/10] (m-maybe for m-me too) (w-who knows) [end_message]
<action; statement input; statement: yes. i think things wi|| get a bit easier for you, too input; statement: you wi|| be okay, cre||y />
[unit_CN003NF_message] (yeah...) (... thanks l-lialyi c:) (we s-should uhm) (p-play some o-of those g-games you m-mentioned, when w-we arent w-working, that w-would be n-nice) (maybe r-remell can j-join too, and p-pascal if t-theyre around) (i-i saw t-there were o-other helms t-too- though s-some of t-them kinda s-scare me- but w-we can m-maybe invite t-them as w-well) (itll b-be like...) (like t-those old p-parties in t-the hivestem, crowded l-loud and f-fun c:) [end_message]
<action; statement input; statement: some of the other he|ms can be intimidating input; statement: i am a|so sometimes input; statement: wary of ta|king to them input; statement: but they are genera||y fine & anyway, we are a|| in this hoofbeastshit together, so there's an underst&ing there input; statement: it wou|d be nice to hang out as a group & p|ay games! />