๐พthis oNe's a lil more heavy-haNded, bUt 'm alright! x) ๐พโ[qNa, 'sightseer' - what got yoU iNto comedy? i'm cUrioUs!]โ๐พ oooh boy, where to begiN... 's always beeN somethiN' that's beeN Part of me for as loNg as i caN remember! before goiN' oUt to the big city, i Used to be sUPerrr far away. oUtskirts 'N raNch laNd aNd stUff. Not aloNe thoUgh... had somethiN' of a groUP oUt there, bUNch of lUscii raisiN' Us all together, y'kNow? aNd, i loved it! 's great, y'kNow? 'N i thoUght we all cared for each other. oUr lUscii looked oUt for oNe aNother while we were real lil, theN we oUrselves had each other's backs... beiN' oUt from far, we didN't have mUch to fret 'boUt, y'kNow? we were comfy, haPPy! at least... 's what i thoUght. theN we actUally grew UP. tUrNs oUt everyoNe was more cUtthroat thaN lil me had realized. shoUldN't be a shock Now, bUt it was way back wheN, whether they were laUghiN' at me all that time ago, or with me... i try Not to thiNk too hard 'boUt. laUghter is good either way, right? so, i stUck with it. it gave me PUrPose 'caUse it was the oNly thiNg i was good at. was Never good at sParriN' with the others, or wraNgliN' lUscii, or beiNg sUPer smart 'N observaNt, i was jUst kiNda there for kicks 'N giggles. always seemed to tail behiNd like a lost lil barkbeast PUPPy, triPPed over my feet, stUttered, froze UP. i was clUmsy, silly, always falliN' short, always said stUff wroNg. 'N they laUghed, 'N laUghed, 'til i gUess, at some PoiNt... they stoPPed laUghiN'. they got sick of the roUtiNe, eh? so, y'do the oNly thiNg ya caN. ya leave. go fiNd other crowds. go try agaiN elsewhere. doN't waNNa get iNto the details of that. bUt it led to me waNderiN' oN PUt, 'N wiNdiN' UP by the big city! close to it, aNyway. lot more closer thaN i'd ever beeN. 'N it was so, dreary, 'N dead! aNd... i'm Not sUre where the warmth that i'd felt as a yoUNg oNe had goNe. maybe it's always beeN that way, 'N i was jUst growNiN' UP. bUt wheN i made it to the city, i weNt 'N made a Promise. 's a bit of a selfish oNe. bUt Now i waNted to do this for me, 'stead of beiN' jUst some sorta scaPegoat. whether folks love it or hate it, i caN't make them feel oNe way over the other. i jUst waNted to rePUrPose it, make it my owN, make somethiN' good of it rather thaN some stUPid sob story or whateve. 's, all i got to my Name really... sometimes, i woNder who i'd be withoUt comedy 'N beiN' 'fUNNy'. jeez that got, heavy. 'm sorry, ehehe. i'll be 'right. i really do eNjoy what i do, i live for it! makes me feel good to eNtertaiN folks 'N try to make thiNgs a bit easier whether that's with a chUckle or a groaN, #hUNdsiqNa #qNa hehe,
