i want to belong to someone. i'm sick of fending for myself, i want someone to want me, to want to see my disgusting colour in their life and on their hands, i want them to feel red and black and pale for me all at once. i want them to cover me in themselves to claim me as their own. i want their claws in my skin and their kisses on my throat and for them to patch me up and hold me together after they've broken me completely apart. i need someone to hold together all the cracks i've given myself and the only way to do that is to make those cracks so big that they can fill and patch them to mold me to their standards. i don't want to lose myself, i don't want to lose my bite, but i want them to teach me to bite how they want and when they want me to. ♥︎ #nsfw; #concupiscentanonymously ♠