T)(ere's not)(ing comforting t)(an reliving my early wriggler)(ood memories of contact wit)( t)(e Old Ones t)(at Mum was fronds wit)(. I̵ ̷s̴t̴i̷l̷l̴ ̴)(̶e̶a̶r̶ ̸t̶)(̶e̸i̵r̶ ̶w̵)(̵i̴s̵p̷e̸r̵s̵.̶ You never feel truly alone w)(en t)(ey're your 24/7 noise mac)(ine. 38D #)(orrorterrors
It means t)(at t)(e )(orrorterrors still w)(isper in t)(e background of my t)(inkpan.
It - is - like - a - white noise - machine >
It mig)(t seem scary, but if you've )(eard t)(em since )(atc)(ing, you get used to it!
It is!
They do have a way of sticking with you don't they? I'm glad they bring you comfort more than confusion and perhaps mild but easily ignored worry.
Never any worry unless t)(ey start to get really loud. T)(at )(appens sometimes w)(en t)(ere's somet)(ing upsetting t)(e balance. 38P T)(at's usually t)(e deat)( of an )(eiress. #deat)(