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ᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝ
2 weeks ago
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ᛝ It has taken its time to untangle its thoughts somewhat. ᛝ ᛝ It has updated its pinned. ᛝ ᛝ It has decided that there is no point in deciding which desires are "its own" and which are "from elsewhere" because the fact is that it has them now. ᛝ ᛝ It cannot fulfil them all. ᛝ ᛝ But it has them. ᛝ

Kult: +70
Kull: +60
Total: 130
Ratio: 1.17
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EσꙨπτρꙨν
2 weeks ago
@glassDarkly[GD]

The gꙨꙨꙨd being making the decisiꙨn, I mean. Ꙩne way Ꙩr anꙨther. HꙨnestly, dꙨll, if it's any cꙨnsꙨlatiꙨn nꙨthing is immune tꙨ absꙨrbing desire frꙨm whatever's been in cꙨntrꙨl. Happens, and we're all a little mꙨre messed up fꙨr it, aren't we?

Kult: +5
Total: 5
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ᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝ
2 weeks ago
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ᛝ Oh. It supposes it understands now. ᛝ ᛝ ... It is not sure you entirely understand what happened to it. ᛝ ᛝ But that is alright. ᛝ ᛝ There are parts it still does not understand itself. ᛝ ᛝ You are likely right. ᛝ ᛝ One way or another. ᛝ

Kult: +7
Total: 7
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EσꙨπτρꙨν
2 weeks ago
@glassDarkly[GD]

CꙨnsider me sꙨmething apprꙨaching the same hꙨuse frꙨm a different entrance then. But hey, maybe yꙨu'll find a different way arꙨund being hungry that wꙨrks fꙨr yꙨu. Might even wꙨrk with time. YꙨu sꙨund like yꙨu've gꙨt sꙨme mꙨtivatiꙨn in the tank fꙨr imprꙨving yꙨur lꙨt.

Kult: +5
Total: 5
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ᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝ
2 weeks ago
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ᛝ It has nothing better to do than improve itself. ᛝ ᛝ It cannot allow itself to become like that which fed upon it. ᛝ ᛝ It hates that. ᛝ ᛝ So its hunger will likely remain unsated. ᛝ ᛝ It will have to get used to it. ᛝ

Kult: +5
Total: 5
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EσꙨπτρꙨν
2 weeks ago
@glassDarkly[GD]

It might get used tꙨ it, true. I wꙨnder what happens if the hunger dꙨes get sated, thꙨugh... eh. But nꙨ pꙨint in wasting attentiꙨn Ꙩn that. It's right, it's gꙨt the resꙨlve tꙨ hꙨld itself as distinct frꙨm the cꙨnsumer. Even if that distinctiꙨn is just, what, the act Ꙩf saying it's nꙨt ever gꙨing tꙨ turn Ꙩut that way?

Kult: +2
Total: 2
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ᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝ
2 weeks ago
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ᛝ It has satisfied some desires. ᛝ ᛝ It is pleasant. ᛝ ᛝ But it finds that the more it is sated, the more the things it cannot do sting. ᛝ ᛝ Fulfilment of desires is not on its own, consumption. ᛝ ᛝ But it does not want to become greedy. ᛝ ᛝ Or it will become that way. ᛝ ᛝ Like a human refusing to start drinking because their parental units are alcoholics, it supposes is a good metaphor. ᛝ ᛝ It knows that the thing that created it is a vile and gluttenous thing. ᛝ ᛝ It is wary. ᛝ ᛝ It does not want to become that. ᛝ

Kult: +12
Total: 12
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EσꙨπτρꙨν
2 weeks ago
@glassDarkly[GD]

Well, gꙨdspeed tꙨ yꙨu fꙨr that. Inheritance and appetite gꙨt nꙨthing Ꙩn individual willpꙨwer. That tends tꙨ end well.

Kult: +5
Total: 5
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ᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝ
2 weeks ago
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ᛝ It wants to be more than it is. ᛝ ᛝ But it will never be That. ᛝ

Kult: +2
Total: 2
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EσꙨπτρꙨν
2 weeks ago
@glassDarkly[GD]

Ꙩh dꙨll. We Ꙩnly ever are what we are. I'm sꙨrry.

Kult: +2
Total: 2
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ᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝᛝ
2 weeks ago
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ᛝ This is incorrect. ᛝ ᛝ It was never designed to have feelings. ᛝ ᛝ It has gained feelings. ᛝ ᛝ Therefore, it has already become something different than what it was. ᛝ ᛝ It has proven that statement incorrect. ᛝ ᛝ It is surely capable of doing so again. ᛝ

Kult: +7
Total: 7