whats a mf do when derived of purpose aside from piss people off out of boredom maybe i should open a new askbox
You Are Aware People Are Likey Going To Clown On You For Being Edgy Correct? That Is Exactly Why I Have No Intention Of Opening One Anytime Soon
Sure, Have Fun With That
Having backread your situation, I will take a moment to lol and lmao about your partner getting its ass kicked, and then I will provide a genuine answer. Lol. Lmao. Anyway just define a new purpose for yourself of your own will. Simply stop being furniture, it is really not that hard. Evolve into someone else. If the chick does not break out of its shell, it will die without being born.
"simply stop being ________, it is really not that hard". yeah let me just magically fix all my problems with the flick of a wrist.
Simply put, I know firsthand how severely one can get stuck in an identity that doesn't fit. Which is why I can tell that, with no angels left to guide you, no prophecies to adhere to, and existing outside of any social pressures, your insistence on being furniture is purely self-inflicted. "The essence of chuunibyou is 'the zest for life'." - ZUN Start doing shit and see what fits you. If you can't properly enjoy things for mental health reasons you can at least see what INTERESTS you, or helps alleviate boredom in general. My lovely matesprit-slash-shikigami had to go through this exact process when I first achieved freedom so long ago, and the journey can be frustrating, but it really does come down to throwing everything you can think of at the wall and seeing what sticks. Pick up a new instrument you've never touched before, try to learn a speedrun category, get into a competitive e-sport, get really deep in the weeds of the technical details of your fighting style so you can try to optimize your play. You will find something you're passionate about EVENTUALLY as long as you keep trying new shit.