stop with all the hopeful posting. its only going to make it worse when it happens. #dashwatching
₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ ♡ ༘⋆ well just cause you sucked doesn't mean everyone else does. ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶꒱ა hope isn't anything to fuck with dude. hope makes fake things real. ⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊🐇୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹
i am literally talking about my past self who also has an account here. or... present self, since when i made my account it started while my past self as still. relatively normal.
₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ ♡ ༘⋆ bring that guy back then ⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊🐇୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹
that guy literally exists on here they just havent had the crashout that i had three years ago from my point of view. i just said this.
₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ ♡ ༘⋆ like emotionally go back to that guy you dingus. as in stop being a hopeless gum wad. ⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊🐇୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹
i can never go back. not after what ive done. the best i can do is move forward and learn how to be a person again. i dont want to go back to who i was. it would just taint my past with the actions of my present.
₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ ♡ ༘⋆ well yeah that's how time works. more like take what you had, even if it was fake and learn from it. wasn't a person my whole existence but i don't run from that part either. gotta hold that person gently cause it's going to be with you forever. i get the benefit of it being a actual sad gay boy in countless flavors. all versions of you are you even if you don't like them anymore. (time also works like that, relative, duh) ⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊🐇୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹
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₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ ♡ ༘⋆ speechless, hit you with levels of irony so thick it's sincere ⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊🐇୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹
shut up. youre entirely correct. but... shut up. im working on it.