It seems many things are freeing for many different people. Existence is freeing for me. But if it is not for you I recommend finding something that is. Existence keeps us going but it does not have to be your only option. Do not end your existence just because it is bleak. Find a new meaning to it. Experiment. Play. Have fun. Just don't end it because you are feeling bad at the moment. Everything gets better. You just have to want it to and make actions towards it getting better.
This is not something I need to be thanked for. It is a common courtesy. I don't want anyone ever to feel like something is pointless and meaningless especially not life. Life is precious and valuable. You deserve to remind yourself of that. But if you can not. I will do it for you.