๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐:@embellishedBookworm You'd won. You had done the impossible, you beat Sburb. Sure, you had lost a lot, more than you could begin to really understand, but you had a chance at life now. And as you gathered everything, you saw your dad! You'd lost him, he had died years ago, you'd even buried him, but now, there he was, happy as ever. He was spending time with Jane, but you had to hug him. And things were good. They were good, up until you learned he was not your father. He was Jane's father. He didn't know you. Not really. You broke. You hadn't even known how bad your depression was to begin with, but everything got worse. You couldn't be there. You had to be somewhere, anywhere else. Your friends wouldn't see you for a very, very long time. How were you supposed to deal with it? You lost your sister, you lost your father, twice, and as much as you beat Sburb, what good was it when you lost everything? Oh god, you really had lost everything. How could you be anywhere near any of them? You'd taken a stranger as your father. The world feels like it shatters, and you don't remember what happened next. So very familiar. ๐ผ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐
I feel it all, How else would you cherish something you do not feel for?
then we need to make out own whimsy. we have the power to bring our own whimsy into the world and nothing can take it from us!!!
i. i didn't know. that's why i had to ask. but, that means you know how bad it was...
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐:Everything Is forgot for a reason, bad good or otherwise. I bare that so you can prepare to take it on one day. So yes, I know down to every last detail how bad it was. ๐ผ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐
god, i thought i had moved on, maybe that's why you can see the memories. maybe they really were fading.
You just need to bare them again, and soon you won't feel their weight as heavy.
do you really think so?
I bear an endless amount of memories for an endless amount of people on a constant basis as rule of thumb for my existence. I know so.
that's going to be a lot of pain, huh?
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐:It always is, but you take the good with the bad. I don't remember where I learned that but it is a fact. ๐ผ๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐