𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚘𝚡

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love yourself

Lavender Menace

A moniker of adorable eldritch evil.

@discardedPasts[DP]

𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘:@croesusKingpin Your ears are ringing, is that time of the day again. You can't sleep, you can't focus, you can only think about HIM get out of my head! I don't want you in my life anymore! Why can't you just leave me alone? But he persists, he smashes and twirls around every ligament you're composed of. He's like a lusus to you, akin to a teacher but what are you to him? And object to lash out on? In your adult years, you hate having to look at his portrait in your hive, you threw every picture where it was only him out and burned them, if you can't burn his image from your head you'll do it from your hive. His hive. That he built. Oh god. Who am I kidding I feel worthless, where am I supposed to take this to? Without him, it's like everything crumbles and falls apart. You're pulled back to your train of thought. The past. A memory within a memory of the memory. He's leaning over your door, wearing the same blue robe you grew to hate. "Are you done yet?" You think he wanted to play cards with you. "No." "Hurry up." "Okay." You didn't. You were taking long on purpose. You didn't want to talk to him, he had been unfair to you yesterday. But if you took too long then he'd get mad and you didn't want to think about what came after that. "I'll be waiting for you in the kitchen.." you were growing impatient. Why can't he die? What hate in the world is keeping his heart beating? After you went in for a match you locked yourself in your room, he didn't like you locking the door but you needed the privacy to masturbate. Which was useless because the next day when you woke up he wasn't hive all day. Back again are we? #nsfw 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗