𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚘𝚡

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Lavender Menace

A moniker of adorable eldritch evil.

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𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘:@croesusKingpin Way back when I was 8 or 9 sweeps old. I was in love with this cobalt marineer who would come to the shores everyday to deliver food from the other side of the ocean for the tropical neighborhood consisting of olives and teals that was near me. I didn't talk to anyone but my ancestor during that time, I received my education at hive by paid teacher. But I had always wanted friends, I thought I was too old to be thinking that way anymore but there was no way around it. This marineer would park his boat next to the dock whenever I laid there naked to bath in the moonlight just to flirt with me, I was completely amused. "You come here often?" He said. "Yeah, everytime after I swim. It's exercise of sorts." I shrugged, he looked really invested in my body, in my face, it excited me just thinking about it. "Why naked?" "I need to dry my skin." And it was true, but I also just enjoyed the breeze. "Huh..seadwellers do that?" "Yeah, well." I paused. "not all but some, depends on the bloodline." I remember he chuckled and moved closer to the edge of the boat to check me out, I blushed really hard that time it was embarrasing. The thought of someone being attracted to me was very new. We talked back and forth about things I don't remember now, but I know my ancestor was between them, he didn't know what I was going through at hive, of course. Next time we met it was in the same scenario. "Hey." "Hi." "Uhm, I've been thinking...why don't you live this state? Go somewhere else." It was easy for him to say that, he was a sailor. "Well, I can't. When I get a little older I'll have to take on the responsibility of my ancestor regarding the company...is not like I want to but I have to." "Oh, well, couldn't you manage it from afar too?" "Uhm, I don't know. Eskari says I have to be present to watch how my employees do, but uh...it's not gonna be a while until that." I remember he stood up on the boat and leaned in against the dock. Smiling at me, I was quite nervous. "So, care for a ride tonight?" "Wh- oh, uhm, okay.." I was really nervous. I didn't even know he was flirting with me. That night we ended up having sex on the boat, the next day we did it on the beach, and the next day on the dock, and the next day we went to hide behind a big rock. Until one day he simply didn't show up, it was weird. Did he leave me here? Did he forget to come? Mm, maybe he's busy with something I said to myself. Not much later I found out he had been killed by the violets in my neighborhood for disturbing the waters and being of a lesser blood color. I didn't cry, I just felt kind of empty for a few days and kept going with my life. You've been through more than expected. #nsfw #violence 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗