Is it bad that I send messages to Johns and Jades accounts to vent about things? It just seems a good private place to store messages even if they'll never receive them.
ig it does feel a lil selfish, yea :/
I really with I could ask them in person but that's not exactly the easiest thing without dreaming and finding an exact person there seems like it's impossible without some serious dedication.
i could mayb seek em out 4 u? not a lot else i can do 2 kill time in the bubbles lmao
Feels like it would be awkward, but I appreciate it. I have a lot of words for the both of them.
not at all, love. we do what we mUst to cope.
Feels a bit selfish in the end still.
perhaps. is there trUly anything wrong with that, thoUgh? i was dead, once. my friends woUld sometimes message me little Updates, well-wishes, complaints, rants, knowing i coUldn't see them. when i came back and had access to my accoUnt again... why, it warmed my hearts to see what everyone had written! ^u^ even the petty things. even the sad things, really. it was jUst nice to have been thoUght aboUt.
That does actually sound rather nice, I doubt they'll ever actually see my messages, which part of me is greatful for. I've sent a lot of drunken messages that are quite embarrassing. But the comfort is appreciated.
chin Up, love. yoU needn't shame yoUrself. yoU've enoUgh on yoUr plate.
It's not as much as it seems, it's just waiting around for something to change...but suppose I could be slightly less self destructive.